Don't know why, but my holidays are rarely happy. I think I will be happier in school. Don't know why. Maybe it's due to the fact that there's only 3 people living in my house.
Looking around doesn't improve my mood. Travelling around doesn't help too. Just felt lost.
I wondered who can understand me?
That's a difficult question.
Yeah I don't understand… so who can?
Yeah… lonely… so so lonely…
Lalallalaaa~~~
Whatever!!!
Sometimes, reading here and there makes me think. Why is it like this? And then I come to a conclusion: I am crapp.
But that's true…
Hmmmm…
Argh!!!!
Headache now…
Breathe in. Breathe out. OK. I am OK.
At the moment, there's nothing for me to be happy about. There's not much for me to believe in. There's little hope. I take back my original EnchantedLove.Net motto of 'love is all around'. Redraw. Delete. Forgive. Forget.
Forgive… Forget…
It's not their fault. They do not know. They don't understand, even if you explain, they also won't bother to listen. Forgive them…
Maybe I should consider hosting couples' website on ELove. It fits. Well, as a package, with all my HazelSky components. Well well…
And then I can become a monk… What a great idea.