No, I can't.
I cannot tell the truth and express myself yet. Not now. The time is not right. Moreover, I admit that I am not the type that can take these things lightly, especially when they turn out the way I want.
No, this is not about any crime or whatsoever. Don't misinterpret.
I guess, I will just have to keep everything to myself. No, you can't get anything out of me yet… I am going to zip my mouth up. No talking. Not letting the cat out…
Thoughts are in chaos. Mind is blue…. I am lost.
Yes, I know how to handle this. I've been there before… This is somewhat the same scenario…
Survive I must. I can't let go now… Maybe I am just jealous, or perhaps I am too afraid… I don't know…
Shh……