Not even a last dinner…
But life still goes on!
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Alighted at tanah merah this evening, and took train back home, instead of following lt all the way to bp. No one gonna have dinner with me anyway. And so, I took my own sweet time to go home. It’s actually quite fast. I reached home by 9pm.
When I have no one to have dinner with, I will not spend too much on food. I always think that it is such a waste to enjoy good food all by myself. When I am alone, I just grab any edible food, and go home.
Really, it’s been some time since I last spent on good food on weekdays. Actually, it’s been some time since I last felt very happy about dinner.
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The hardware’s gone siao today. But I just have to solve them, or let them resolve by themselves. It felt like shit, but hell, I have been the clear shit party ever since I started work. Same for some people too. Some people are just more lucky than others.
If there’s anything that I believe in, that will be myself.
Yes, I believe in myself. I know I can do it. But I am always wasting my time looking for motivation, even when actually, deep inside my mind, I know that there isn’t any. Motivation doesn’t come from within. Strength, yes. Motivation, not really.
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I wonder what I should do with the goods. Bury it?