Wahhaha I am happy that I am disappointed.
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Crap…
I hate it when I get interrupted while doing something. I hate it when I get surprises while I am simply walking around. I hate it when 1 thing comes after another, and there’s no one offering to help.
And I hate myself for volunteering myself.
This evening, I saw a screensaver message on kimkiat’s laptop. Boss read it out loud. I forgot the full message, but at that point in time, I thought, that sentence is so true. I shall attempt to find that message tomorrow.
So true that, I just feel like saying out loud.
You know, you being there for someone doesn’t mean that, that someone will be there for you. That same someone may even harm you. And when that happens, it hurts like hell.
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Sometimes, synchronisation problems occur. I always think that, in a team, or a small group, while working on something, it’s quite sucky to force a particular person to make decisions. Something that goes in the line like “what YOU want to do”, instead of “what shall WE do”.
My perferred team style is “if you want to die, we die together”. My enemies are those that believes in “if you want to die, die yourself, and don’t pull me in”.
And I am very happy that I am upset over it.
I have died together with people. I wondered if there’s any people who are willing to die with me.
I guess not.
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Had a talking cock session just now. Boss said that the company is a great place to gain exposure. Hmm… maybe yes. I exposed myself to lots of things. From renovation projects to PRs to demos to hardware to software to many other crappy things here and there. Yeah. Lots of exposure. Until, everyone looks for you.
I am dying from work. I am happy that I am disappointed. I wondered, if I die, will anyone notice?
I guess not.
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Sometimes, you just feel that, people are not interested to listen to you. So what do you do? Walk away, and stop wasting time on them. If they are still humans, they will notice it.
This sometimes just shows how inhuman people can be.
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Suddenly, I just feel like sitting down and think what a failure I am, and maybe attempt to redden my eyes, and then sleep, and then wake up, and another better day, maybe.
I guess not.
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“To the world you might be one person…but to one person you might be the world”
Ha. Ha. Ha.
One person might be the world to you… but… but…
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Looking at the things on my table, I think, should I continue?
*Pours everything back into box*