What have I done wrong, to earn this relapse?
I have worked hard over 2 years, slowly, building up my strength, by playing tennis, swimming, walking around.
And now, it’s back to haunt me. Why?
What have I done wrong?
Have I been a big bully? Have I been a bad guy? Have I been rebellious? Have I been whatever?
Maybe, I have been too good. So here’s my punishment for being too good.
Maybe.
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And so, I did a back-trace (yeah… literally, BACK trace), to see what happened, that caused by back to be so pain now.
Timbre. Went there with colleagues. Sat at a stupid place that actually constrained my legs to a place for a long period of time. I had felt something back then. But nothing much after that, so I never really go bother.
CNY. Went to relatives’ house. Remember sitting at a strange seat. Felt something back then, but thought it was nothing, as it got better once I started to walk around.
Friday. Walked up the flight of stairs to 4th floor of AMK office. Started to feel something again. That something lasted the whole day. Pain.
Saturday. Went back to YC. Pain the whole day.
That’s it. I has not die down since.
That’s it.
It’s back.
I do not know how long its holidays will last. I only know, i GG liao…
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I have a few things in mind, that I want to do, when my back gets better.
I want to try learn rollerblading again, if possible.
I want to learn scuba-diving.
I want to do so many other things.
But now…
It’s back to square one.
Yes. GG-ed.