Sometimes, I think, whatever I am doing now, am I going in the correct direction?
I don’t wish to waste years again. I don’t have that much years to waste.
But, whatever I am doing now, the feedback varies. It feels… strange. Cold sometimes. Warm at times. Neutral maybe.
I think, how do I end up this way, again? Did I do something really wrong in my past life, that I have to undergo some form of retribution in my current life?
Maybe. Maybe not. Maybe I enjoyed too much last time. LOL.
Whatever.