About Bball…
Bball was resumed at 3pm today. The rain stopped and the sun came out. So good.
And now, I think I know why there's no improvement when I was playing team games. It's not that I did not have any idea how to be in the team, but sometimes, I just happened to be in a team that did not really care if I ever existed. Sometimes, I really felt that I should just walk out of the court without any of my teammates noticing. It makes no difference actually.
Some people, once their hands are on the ball, it's gonna be their ball. Die also won't pass. But really, I enjoy such shows. It's so fun to look at them struggling around, while I just stand right at the corner, unmarked, laughing in my mind.
What else can I do?
About Parents…
While walking towards JE Central after the bball session, I saw the parents of someone I know. Just walked past them. Unnoticed. That's normal, because I tend to remember faces that I thought are important (or not important, depending on how you look at it) somehow. Usually people don't remember who am I. That's normal too, because I am so low-profile everywhere. It also shows how insignificant I am to their child (true). Lol. So interesting… ok I take back the last sentence. Not that true maybe.
I can walk past people I know just like that. In school, there's one particular person that I can just walk past. Tested and proven: I am transparent. "Don't know me" will be a lame excuse. "Never see me" will mean that I am not in your circle of noticable vision. Blind spot.
Outside, whenever I see some older people I know, I can just stand next to them without them noticing. Either that they could not recognise me, or they just cannot be bothered. I think it's the former, because they always say so. Hmmm… I believe so.
About MapleStory…
Been playing quite a lot this weekend. Lijian is playing also, and I talk to him in there sometime. At least someone I know in there. Lol…
But life in there can be quite sian because everyone else is so young. The oldest stranger that I have encountered in a 15-year-old girl. We happened to be on the same ship to Ludi. That's all. Lol.
I will still play that, as and when I have the time…
About Rain and Flu…
Since when I have become so weak? A bit of rain also cannot stand? I used to be walking in the rain with no effect. Why now, the situation is so different? Is it because I have no more "power" to accept the rain's cleaning effect?
Alright, I am crapping. Nonsense. Just weak I guess. Damn weak.
I aim to recover by tomorrow morning. It may become worse though…
Aw… who can show me some care and concern by giving me hugs and kisses? Omg… oh well, just forget it.
About Siao Things…
Currently I don't see any siao things happening around me. No life. As the semester goes deeper, things change. People change. I may or may not change (I am constantly changing to suit everyone's needs anyway).
it's quite sianz to not be able to import people from NUS for bball. They just don't share my interests. It's also impossible to import anyone from NUS for swimming. They don't share that too.
Oh well. We are just different in some ways. Maybe many ways. Lots of ways.
So be it lor. What to do… I ended up in NUS… what to do…
I am wondering if I end up in NUS because of one particular reason? I don't think so. That reason is not that great, but perhaps it was in my list of reasons.
But then, I am still glad I am in NUS. Lol.. If not, I will not have met certain groups of people. Love ya all. Wahahaa!!!
If you think that you reading a wrong blog, do not fret: It's Belief. I just want to crap. Thanks for your attention up to this line. Lol.