Been stoning around, and I suddenly think of this. It seems that, over the years, the more I want to protect something, the more that something will be gone.
I wonder why?
As in, I want to try and protect my interests in something. Somehow, something always happen against that idea, and that happening is always out of my scope of protection. It's like, the more I desired for an outcome, the smaller my chance of achieving it.
I wonder why?
But what can I do? I have no money. I have no siblings. I have no gf. I have only friends. Some good, some bad, some here, some there.
And then, another idea came in. But it's a bad idea, so I shall skip explaining it. I think I said that before.
The bottomline is: what I want, I will not get. Wahahahaa…
As always.
So what if I don't get? Life still goes on. The clock doesn't stop because of that. I don't get this, and so, maybe I will get another?
Think positive.
Discussion with Prof John Thong was ok this morning. Nothing much. Ideas got rejected here and there, and we were still sort of stranded at sea. We need more ideas. Alot of ideas have actually been implemented, and there's no point doing them again. Oh well.
IDEA.
Went to Science for lunch. Ate the food from the muslim stall there for the first time! Wow… yummy! but wait… I sort-of had used that kind of fork and spoon to eat before, somewhere. And so, was today's really the first for me? Hmmm… *thinks* maybe not. Wahaha!!!
Somehow my comments on the mutton sounds astonishing familiar to me now. Hmmm…. I used the same comment before I think, or was it in my dreams or something like that? Hmmm… can't really remember, but then, the food's edible. Yummy also! Lol…
Went for the GEK lab. Felt so sleepy, clicking on Excel! Chen Ding was an interesting guy! Nice GA around… lol… oh well. Another one of the better GAs surviving in NUS…
And the worst was lecture. *yawns* i really felt like sleeping! Arghhhh…. quite boring leh… Hmmm…
Went to JE to do a little shopping, and bought a packet of honey chicken from the pasar malam. Mmmmmm…. And then, home.
Tomorrow? Don't know. "I don't know, about tomorrow"… ahhh.. just reminds me of Mr Wee from SA. The moment we saw him conducting chapel, we knew this song will somehow appear somewhere in his list of hymns.
Anyway, I enjoyed chapel at that time. Lol… a non-Christian, enjoying chapel? Why not? Last time, when that bag was passed around, I did put some in ok… Wahaha!! I wondered why some people don't like chapel… Hmm… never mind. That's their personal preferences. Heh…
Gone for some bball shooting with DC in the evening. Kena trashed by little sec1 or 2 css kid at ABC. Wahahaa! I wondered which teacher's in charge of CSS bball. Maybe one fine day, I shall find out…