Ok, time for nonsense.
Last time, I used to complain about people coming into my life and walking out as soon as they have found a replacement. Yes. It means that I am just a temporary replacement.
I was never in anyone's priority list.
So be it.
And now, it's even better. I don't exist anymore.
Yeah. I am never worth people's time, and some people are just not worth spending time on/with.
I have difficulty communicating with such people. Extreme difficulty. In the past, it's easy, but now, no longer.
I shall see what I can do. At most I will just ignore. It will not have too much effect on me. I don't wish to care about such things.
But then… the usual thing is… they don't really know me. They just don't. They should not be faulted this way.
But why should I be the only one nursing a wound unknown to anybody?
Just one more. It won't make any difference. To me, to you, to him, to her, to anyone.
True colours. No one can really see accurately. I can't. So this is my punishment.
So be it.
It's about time I switch to WAR mode. WAR means Without-Any-Rest. Sometimes it also means Without-Any-Relationship. Sometimes, it can also mean… nothing!
It's just exams mode.
Can I reach my target? This sem's gonna be hard. Hopefully I will be able to hang there… at least.