Kill them all. Trash them. No mercy.
My mind was full of pool. No other thing. I have decided to put everything one side. No thinking of tutorial. No thinking of people. No thinking of anything else, except pool. Managed to secure the win most of the time.
Leave no mercy.
After the pool game, we went to Mac to eat. Crapped there for a while before going home. Gossip, crap, whatever.
And now, I am home. Pool is out of my mind. And other things start to be restored into my mind. Kind of makes me low, but then, what can I do actually?
I can do nothing.
Hmm.. someone has told me before that I am good at pretending to be hardworking and attentive when actually I am not. Maybe, I should start to get used to giving a smilie face even when I am sad, disappointed, or even angry. That might come in handy one fine day. Currently, I know I can’t. Maybe, I can smile, but definitely not talk normally. It’s just too difficult for now. Maybe, I will be able to do that soon.
But then, is it really possible?
Soon, everything will be clearer. Soon, I will know. Soon, I will understand. Success and failure are 2 different things…
如果我知é“。。。