Just came home 45 minutes ago from pool at RC. I think that we have somehow become regulars there already. Yeah… going to be like friends to the people working there liao.. lol…
Yes, I think the last pool for this semester will be next next Friday, which is a day before CNY eve. Then after that, it's strategic studying, no.. not the pool table, but the subjects. I really need to get into the study mode, and fast.
Anyway, saw Eugene and Pang there. Hahaa.. Eugene had told me that he and Pang always go RC to play billard/pool, but I always don't see them. Caught them today, finally! Lol… They are pro la… so zhun…
But I also getting more zhun. The rest also. Continuous playing = improvement. Once stop, it's back to square 1. Just like everything else. And that includes any form of relationship. Once you let go, it's hard to get back. Yeah, can be applied to studies too… What a wide range of examples.
Come think of it, if there's no free transport home provided by Zhenyao, will I have played pool? I will think twice. There are 2 options: (1) take taxi. (2) walk home. And I think, unless I am sending someone home, which is highly impossible at the moment, I will choose (2).
As I have always said, I am not that fortunate/ privileged to be having my own private transport. So far, I think public transport is still quite ok for me. When you have taken buses for an extended period of time, you will know, by instint, when exactly the bus will arrive. Which is a good thing when you are in a hurry to reach a place, or are wanting to save time. Not say that I am very zhun, but then, I quite like my current way of going to school, to JE, to anywhere.
When one does not have something, one will try to adapt to another thing. That ensures survival.
I have predicted that if I really own a car tomorrow, it will be havoc. So I think it is better that things remain as it is. No car? So what? I won't die. I will survive. But to say the truth, I will like to have my own car next time.
And somehow, I think that it can be romantic for couples, fun for friends, to take public transport together! One thing is that you won't need to care much about the condition of the road, track, except for the place where you want to alight. Another thing is that you will be able to spend some time with each other! See, more attention on each other will lead to better mutual understanding and cohesiveness. Sending people home via public transport is also not a bad idea. Alight, walk. Walking is also a good activity. I like these types.
But apparently, some people require speed, so public transport is out for them. And some people just want to run away from the group/person. ASAP.
Some people have the ability. I am not in that category. I admit defeat if that is one of the heavily graded items. I have no choice. I have no chance.
In the end, it's all about money, and I don't want to jump into another long story about it. Now, even Mr Law is going to charge me for server space, but at some discounted rate. I might as well use it fully then.
With my current timetable, I don't think it will be a good idea to go find some part time job anywhere. That lab will be a killer already. And so, I shall remain a poor guy for this sem. But if possible, I shall continue with what I did last sem. I don't think that is very possible at the moment. Yeah. And I don't want to see things that will spoil my day/night.
When there's no assurance, there's no confidence, and there's no hope. So, running away is a better option.
Maybe I am just hopeless ba… people moving on, but why am I still stuck somewhere??