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I don't usually blog twice within 12 hours….

But I am very disturbed with something. Very.

Sometimes, I just feel that, I am a loser. Loser in everything. And I am continuing with it.

People say, yeah, admit defeat when you lose out to something more superior, and learn from mistakes. But how, you tell me, when the race haven't even start officially?

What can I do to turn the table? No answer.

If only I had a basketball with me now… I can take a break. But, no basketball has dropped from the sky this year also… And I am losing out in basketball also! I am losing out in terms of fitness too! I am turning into.. whatever!

My mind told me not to give up on anything, as the Belief is still strong, but, the Disbelief is taking over. And fast…

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who says guys cannot scream?!