If there's bball later, it will most probably the last for this year, but some people are still 'not free', as they need to dream due to a late night yesterday.
For me? Late night too. 3am, and woke up at 8.30am. I can really sleep now, but I hope the weather will maintain. I think I will wake up at the court later.
Suddenly, I thought of this. What if one day, you found out that one of the presents that you have given to someone has been thrown away, badly treated, or given to some other people? If you find out, wouldn't it be very sad? You have spent hours choosing, or have spent weeks making, but it's just not being appreciated. It will make you feel like a fool. An idiot wasting time on people.
But then, looking on the bright side, maybe it's spoilt? Or maybe some other people need it more than him/her? That way, will make you feel better, perhaps. Just being optimistic. Maybe deep in your heart, you know that's not the case. It could be something that you have said or done that hurt, and clearing little stuffs from you away will hopefully bring all those pain away too.
Will that be possible? If one remembered to throw something that's from someone he/she remembered, he/she will surely remember what he/she has thrown. Unless that particular someone has a serious problem with memory, or he/she has the ability to brainwash.
No matter what, you have done your best. Your effort, which is not being appreciated, is their loss. You cannot make everyone happy. Someone has to be hurt once in a while.
Am I writing an argumentative essay on this topic or what?
6 more days. After tomorrow, I will know what will be my Hope List 2005…