Just came back an hour ago, from Tinghan's Birthday BBQ at his house. Well, from 1S19, there's only Junjie, Junwen, Zhonghui and me! Edmund came, but he was more on the S54 side.
The food? Not bad. Tinghan used fillets instead of chicken wings, which were much more easier to cook. We did not eat much, but played much bball. We did not know most of the people there, even though I did see my primary school classmate, Ming Cai. Quite surprised that he was there. Saw some familiar faces too. Did not remember or did not want to know whoever they were… We all left quite early, around 10:30pm.
Zhonghui brought his GF along too. They were walking together to the bus stop after the bbq, and I was right behind. Initially I had thought of following behind them, but after some thought, I guessed I did not want to be a stalker, so I decided to walk faster, at the opposite side of the road. Yeah, seeing them holding hands made me feel happy, yet sad… Wondered what's the feeling of holding someone else's hand (opposite sex ok…) in your own. Hmm… For now, I can only imagine… Whose hand will I hold, or will there be any?
Yeah, Love will not fall from the sky without any valid reason…
Guess I have been avoiding. Trying hard not to touch on these topics. Running away from the negative impacts, which in turn, sacrificing valuable lessons…
Today's bball day. So was just now. For this weekend, I did nothing. I shall fly through my tutorials later in the morning. My left foot always hurt after bball, and I wondered why.
More birthday celebrations on my list for next month. Poor me… and I mean it… poor me… no $$ liao…
Poor me… for another reason… Poor me…