21 years ago, on this day, I was born.
And today, much has changed. I am now 1.76m tall, with a weight of 84kg (overweight…). I have grown up. I understand and see things better and from a broader view. I dare not say that I have been through a lot, but, time really flies. It seems that I was only in kindergarten class last week. I have been through what the Singapore Government has placed for education, from PSLE to 'O' Levels and to 'A' Levels. I have been quite lucky to have passed those successfully. I landed myself in schools of my choice, and now, the future university that I want to further my studies. But still, what kind of person will I become ultimately?
People and personalities change with surrounding stimuli. It's just a matter of adapting to the changes. I do not know the future. I do not know what will become of me… yet.
Sometimes, there are things that I do not understand. How I hope that there will be a sibling, no matter older or younger, for me to share my problems. No, this hope is impossible. I can only share my problems with my friends. I can't with my parents. I don't think they will understand. It's too complicated sometimes. Maybe that's how I came up with this webpage's name last time. Chaos Blue: Inside may be very confusing, but looks calm on the outside, like water in a pond. You never know its depth and the little lifeforms in it until you go underneath it and take a closer look.
To some people, a pond is just a pool of water. They just see, and then forget later. But do they know the amount of life in it and the amount of life it can sustain?
Maybe, that's me. I do not understand myself too… Who am I? What am I? Strange thoughts on the day I was born…
Went to Dragon Gate Restaurant for a mini celebration. We had ala-carte buffet. It was not as great as the last time at River City, but we had 2 more people joining in. I did not eat much. Not feeling too well, and remembering a little too well the past experience at River City.
Currently having a headache. Feeling a little hot too. Oh no… Why? Is it I think and hope too much? Sometimes, setting one's expectation too high is not a very good idea. I mean the food. And I also mean some other things…
21st Birthday, and it's just another normal day for me…