Having some problems with myself today…
Happy, that I have lost some weight. Happy whenever a joke was cracked. Happy when I scored in the basketball game. Happy when I had finished the week's work.
But these are all momentary happiness. I just feel that my mind is blocked by something. Something that is not too important now, yet cannot be ignored completely.
I feel like a swallow that has just lost its sense of direction…
Is it something that I wanted to say, yet hesitate? Or is it something that's leaving me for quite some time? Or perhaps it's just something that I have forgotten to do? I do not know exactly which…
My mind's blank. I don't seem to find the answer…
Yes, not everyone will remember until something's gone… I guess I will know soon…
Bye…