I just feel that I need to put this down. This means that I have gone against my own saying in the past week.
I am now at PLAB, standing by as evacuation crew in case anything happens. Hopefully there will not be any activation.
Perhaps I am really a very irritating person. I do not know, but I always have this feeling of being one. Maybe I feel that I am not one guy that is good at cheering up people, and in the end, things seem worse. I also hope that this is just an unnecessary worry, but… I also do not know how to put it… …
Maybe people do not like me poking my nose into their business . But can't they just tell me? Why do I deserve this kind of treatment?
Maybe I shall switch back to the quiet me, but I just got out some years ago.
… … … No way out … … … For now.