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Woah… I am listening to Valen Hsu’s songs, and suddenly, I remember what I did in JC…

Me and tzuhon, wrote lyrics on the black board of our classroom!

I remembered we wrote the whole of the lyrics for 2 songs.

The first one…

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五月天 – 温柔

走在风中今天阳光突然好温柔
天的温柔地的温柔像你抱著我
然后发现你的改变孤单的今后
如果冷该怎么渡过

天边风光身边的我都不在你眼中
你的眼中藏著什么我从来都不懂
没有关系你的世界就让你拥有
不打扰是我的温柔

不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
明明是想靠近却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你

不知不觉不情不愿又到巷子口
我没有哭也没有笑因为这是梦
没有预兆没有理由你真的有说过
如果有就让你自由

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Then, in the 知足 最真杰作选 2005, they re-record this song, and it became 温柔 [ 还你自由版 ]… It became a song that started slow, and then, slowly building up, and then, wahh… it’s more touching. I like this version. Don’t think there’s any official MV for this version, but this version found on youtube is not bad…

Let’s take a look at their concert live performance too! This version includes a 独白 not found in the original song…

Nice… *sobz*

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The next one…

许如芸 – 完美

开过了的玫瑰 就不会再枯萎
记忆一旦起飞 那怕烧成了灰
爱过了多少回 以为寻求安慰
心一旦到疲惫 逐渐失去滋味

这杯咖啡 能否让我们有体会
或者陶醉 或者是流泪

曾经那么爱谁 那么的珍贵
无论是非 就算心碎
终于让你飞 让我们有机会
完美 多难能可贵
曾经那么爱谁 百转千回
苦苦的追 难以入睡
终于能够体会 原来所有的滋味
始终完美

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I did not know why I chose to write this song on the board. Maybe just nice, I was listening to this particular album, and just nice, I happened to remember the lyrics. Heh.

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What’s the use of writing lyrics on the black board?

1. Beautify the classroom… duhz…
2. Our CT taught us chinese! (er.. not really a good reason)
3. Bo liao…
4. To prove that we are chinese, and our chinese can-make-it.
5. As a reference during 听写, tests, etc… (I did not remember getting any 灵感 from the lyrics though…)

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Ok, I think I now know, how my IDEA started out…

It’s tiring, when I have 1 additional thing to deal with, while I work.

Hmm…

So tiring that, I can even fell asleep on the taxi home.

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Got a call this morning. And then, went down to Admiralty Street to collect the invoice. And then, took bus to Causeway Point. And then, cab back to office. Diaoz.

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It’s tiring…

So tiring that, I don’t feel like talking to anyone, be it online, or offline.

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Had Pizza Hut in the office for dinner. 2 regular pizzas, 1 garlic bread, and drumlets. Trying to settle something.

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Had a tight schedule for a mini software project. The problem is, I will not be around for the next 2 weeks.

See how ba.

Somehow, the project will be completed.

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It’s tiring…

So tiring that, I don’t feel like typing anymore.

Who am I?

Lk la, who else?

Not funny. Boo.

Anyway, I did a test just now. Here’s the results: My personalDNA Report

Or let me show a graphical one:

Hmmm…

Quite true, most of the findings. That’s me!

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I got a call at 6.30am. I was instructed to go to YC, by 7.30am. I reached, by 7.50am. People’s not there yet.

And then, I configured some things that took me only 5 minutes.

And then, I wasted the whole morning in the YC office, doing absolutely nothing important.

How efficient I can get.

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Went to T3 for lunch today! We decided on ECP, that we should go there for lunch. I specifically requested for Popeyes. Haven’t really eaten that before. The other 2 had already tried.

Ok la, the food. KFC’s slightly better I think.

And I have not paid calcal yet. Opps.

Anyway, T3 is not a bad place for lunch! Besides Popeyes, there’s this big food court! So many food! Wahliew. And the travelling time required is definitely less than the time required to travel to TM or Changi Village. Edible food or not, I do not know.

And there’s NTUC too. And other shops here and there… it’s basically a shopping centre liao lor.

Price… maybe will be a bit higher than usual? I never really take a look at the prices… Hmm..

But parking is $2.50 for the first 3 hours. And that excludes GST. Duhz.

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Went back to office, and saw a new smile!

TYH had removed his braces! OMG… LOL!

Today, in office, andy asked me:

“eh, why are u wearing specs?”

My reply:

“i got no energy to sustain contact lens in my eyes due to the stupid back problem.”

Actual reason(s):

1. I am on my last pair of contact lens, and I haven’t go find my 大姐 for referral.
2. I have watched too much 我和僵尸有个约会2, and I want to wear tainted specs, like 况天佑, the only difference is that my specs only get dark in sunlight.
3. I am re-visiting chong pang camp next week.

Wahaha…

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Left office by 7pm. Shiok. Went home to rot. Shiok.

I am re-thinking of something, to motivate me. The previous motivation, has been declared void by me. I see no hope, even though, I still hope. Hmm… I wonder why am I doing this… Heh…

Currently, I am looking forward to nothing. Nothing to see in particular, nothing to do in particular.

My day ends at 23.59. My day starts at 00.00. I don’t think of what is going to happen later. I take things as they come, or don’t come.

I still like to day dream though. I am always thinking, how nice things will be, if I get my way. And I am very sure that, what I think, won’t happen.

It has not been happening for the past 20 years. LOL!

Taking things on a positive note, it is good that, nothing has ever happened.

KNS…

How much pain can I endure? This is the question that I asked myself 2 years ago.

And now, I find myself asking this same question again.

Difference? I am now working. Previously, I was studying.

So, how much pain can I endure?

I think, I can handle momentary pain, more than sustained pain.

This time, the pain is more like those sustained type, so, if I get very pissed easily nowadays, it means, I am undergoing some stupid pain thingy.

Oh well…

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Was listening to one of my favourite songs just now. Heh… “我知道你很难过”. Somehow, I like the simple lyrics…

Lol… I am at home! Yay…

It’s a funny thing (at least for me), but whenever people ask me about my age, I always have to do the following:

1. Ask myself: What year is it? Let this be A.
2. Ask myself: what year am I born in? Let this be B.
3. Age = A – B.

Wahahah!

Yeah… funny hor… lol…

Whatever.

Lk has been certified unfit for work for 1 day.

*yawns*

Usually, if I am feeling ok, I will not utilize my MC. I have actually gotten quite a few MCs before, but I just don’t think there is a need.

But now…

I guess I need some peace… But I wonder if I will get the peace I want.

Most probably not.

Wahliew… went to the clinic just now, at the reception was a chio babe leh… LOL!

See her, all the pain gone liao la…

As if.

What have I done wrong, to earn this relapse?

I have worked hard over 2 years, slowly, building up my strength, by playing tennis, swimming, walking around.

And now, it’s back to haunt me. Why?

What have I done wrong?

Have I been a big bully? Have I been a bad guy? Have I been rebellious? Have I been whatever?

Maybe, I have been too good. So here’s my punishment for being too good.

Maybe.

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And so, I did a back-trace (yeah… literally, BACK trace), to see what happened, that caused by back to be so pain now.

Timbre. Went there with colleagues. Sat at a stupid place that actually constrained my legs to a place for a long period of time. I had felt something back then. But nothing much after that, so I never really go bother.

CNY. Went to relatives’ house. Remember sitting at a strange seat. Felt something back then, but thought it was nothing, as it got better once I started to walk around.

Friday. Walked up the flight of stairs to 4th floor of AMK office. Started to feel something again. That something lasted the whole day. Pain.

Saturday. Went back to YC. Pain the whole day.

That’s it. I has not die down since.

That’s it.

It’s back.

I do not know how long its holidays will last. I only know, i GG liao…

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I have  a few things in mind, that I want to do, when my back gets better.

I want to try learn rollerblading again, if possible.

I want to learn scuba-diving.

I want to do so many other things.

But now…

It’s back to square one.

Yes. GG-ed.

Yeah…

“这感觉已经不对　 我最后才了解”

Hmm…

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When one tries to chase someone, the other party knows about it, and yet, decides not to give any comment about it, what will one do?

For me, I won’t chase for the answer.

I will just let go.

I am not worth it.

Most probably.

Yeah.

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There are some things I still don’t understand…

Maybe, that’s why…

Maybe, I need a bit of keyboard hitting… fill myself with some strange melodies and chords…