Belief@HazelCafe

Arrrrrrrrr… out for sea trial today!!! LOL. Turn and turn and turn while looking at a really good radar performance. GG. This means that I really have to do something about something.

GG.

Anyway, sea trials are fun, in a way. Sea trials allow me to validate certain behaviours. They allow me to enjoy and relax a bit, looking at the sea, the sun, and feeling the breeze…

But definitely not without drinking water!!! I was damn thirsty! I never expect to go out immediately after refuelling! I was still thinking of fine-tuning some parameters! Argh! LOL.

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This morning’s breakfast was at bedok interchange food centre. Yummy yummy fish ball kuey tiao. Heh. And coffee ofcourse. Breakfast party: junie, th, lt, jerm, and me. Jerm was late from feeding little raphael, so he dabao-ed…

Afternoon’s was at changi village. It rained, so, we had no choice but to eat out (what a damn good excuse). Everyone except johnny, went. He brought food. Oh well. Had yummy yummy mutton soup. Not so yummy yummy as compared to bukit timah, but still, ok, yummy. LOL.

Dinner’s at bedok interchange! Yummy yummy curry chicken noodles. The auntie said we could mix all 4 kinds, so we mixed: kuey tiao, bee hoon, yellow noodles, chor bee hoon.

And damn, I forgot to buy ang ku kuey and etc.

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The day’s all about food.

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I am too tired on weekdays to type some crap. Therefore, I will just write something. Yeah. Something. LOL.

Ok la. Tired liao. Sleep. Nite.

Been busy. With nothing. LOL

Been doing programming. Like siao.

Been playing with hardware. Forever.

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For Tuesday, we had mac for breakfast! Junie, jerm, lt, th, and me. Yeah lor. Somehow, we are ‘forcing’ junie to have breakfast to us every morning; van mah… must follow. LOL.

Afternoon was the usual, from the mass.

Evening was bedok 85. Bak Chor Mee. And only Bak Chor Mee!

And then, cab home la. New girl to share cab with. Yay!! LOL.

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It’s nice to talk about non-work stuffs when it’s off work. It’s nice when both sides want to talk, and both sides will try to think of something to talk about. It’s nice when both sides are willing to share.

It’s not nice when talking, and the other side’s replies are ‘oh ok’, ‘hmmm’, ‘orh’, ‘i see’, and that’s about it. It’s not nice when talking, and the other side just listens. It’s not nice when you want to talk, and yet, the other side doesn’t.

I have been with both types of people.

I can say, I can handle both types.

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For Wednesday morning, we had kopi roti at west mall. Junie, lt, th, and me. Th was willing to drive all the way from his home just to have breakfast with *ahem* us. LOL.

Lunch was at T3’s kopitiam. It was raining like crazy! We brought amy along with us. Heh. Then buy this buy that. Then back to work. The sky cleared up by then.

And yes, timberland’s waterproof. Yay!!

And oh yeah, we played soccer in the evening. Lt, jerm, th, and me. wc did not join us, and he stayed in the container, doing duno-wat. We played till 7+, and then left at 8pm.

Dinner was subway!!!!! Takeaway! Yummyyyy… I like subway, somehow. I like the bread, toasted, a bit crispy, etc.

Then, cab home lor. Tired leh…

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Somehow, it’s nice to destress a bit after work, by having some sweating time, instead of just going home and stone. Stoning does not help you relax. It just makes things worse.

Yes, I am supporter of sports. Any sports, be it soccer, badminton, tennis, squash, table tennis, basketball, frisbee, etc, etc etc…

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If there’s any schedule that is being followed, or changed dynamically to suit certain needs, there’s only one.

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MAKAN SCHEDULE.

YEah! We had fun today! LOL!

The battery died! YAY!!!

And then, there’s no problem with the inverter! YAY!!!

And then, everything else’s gone! YAY!!!

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SIAO.

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Ok, had breakfast at bedok, lunch at mess, dinner at IMM. Somehow, with less people, it is easier to get together for lunch. If not for some stupid schedule, we would have gone out for some better lunch out there.

Anyway, dinner was ichiban with lt, th, and wc. junie went home. Managed to rob some food out of th, as he passed his ippt, and had not treat us to anything yet. Anyway, I have to set a rule: don’t allow me to order anything squid from ichiban.

Damn full after the dinner. As usual, I ate like king. LOL. Ok, shall eat less for the rest of the week. But then, I had some dates somewhere… hmm… See how ba. Haha!

Bought some containers at homefix for use at site. Useful stuffs.

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I have just started a new habit of writing down whatever I have been doing for the day in my log book. It will be easier to keep track of things this way, I think. And also, I will be able to know what kind of shit I have allowed myself to jump into.

I managed to write half a page, for today’s happenings.

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What’s the password???

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idunknow

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Ok, great morning! And why am I online at such stupid timing? Because I never turn off my computer last night. LOL.

Ok, just crap a bit here. Suddenly, I feel like doing stupid things. As usual. Hahaha I have always been doing stupid things, just that maybe, people don’t seem to see that the things are stupid.

Hopefully.

Ok, great week ahead! Lots of things to settle. I wonder what kind of heart attack will this week have.

On a side note, I only have 2 words for the people in Brest now: GOD LUCK.

Note… there’s only 1 ‘O’. ‘GOOD’, is not enough. LOL.

You know, maybe, I should resume wearing contact lens to YC…

Hmmm… on Friday, went to bukit panjang for dinner with lt. Ate beef noodles. Not bad la, except that, maybe, the soup was a bit too salty. And then, went up for some ice cream at Swensen’s. Yummy. LOL.

At night, went for supper with eddy, at henderson market. There’s this yong tau hoo stall that only opens at night. And the queue’s long too. Heh.

If there’s anything that I am not bored eating, it will be yong tau hoo. LOL.

On Saturday, went to queensway to check out jackets (again), since it was raining, and I thought, why not? Saw a timberland. Nice. And then, went for tennis, and then, to IMM timberland. The one I wanted did not have the size all over Singapore. =( In the end, I bought the blue one. It’s a bit heavy, but then, it fits my requirement: must resist water, must keep warm.

At night, I was kena summoned for coffee at west coast plaza. LOL. Talk talk session la. Talk until around 11pm, then went home to watch BPL. Fell asleep while watching. Hmm.

On Sunday, it was a stoning day in the morning. It rained a bit in the afternoon, but that did not prevent me from going out for more tennis. Indeed, it did not rain at nus. Duhz. Totally dry. Played till 5pm, then home.

Now, a bit tired leh…

Tomorrow, will be back to work. Let’s continue the positiveness. CHIONG! RAWR!

Got to believe. Believe.

Believe.

Believe.

I got a feeling there will be #3… Lol! But this one is nice!! I am back to a bit of blue!

Anyway, I am currently on the lookout for a nike light pink polo short… Hmmmm…

Yeah… a nice dream, about things that don’t really happen in real life now.

It’s so nice, because I still remember the main happenings in the dream.

Wow…

Happy…

Finally!

Now I can go at my 200%. It’s scary what I can do actually.

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Sometimes this sentence is so true, when it comes to work: 人不为己，天诛地灭.

I very much prefer this: 我为人人，人人为我.

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Today’s interesting observation: when actions get too elaborated, it becomes a joke.

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Missing…

Not even a last dinner…

But life still goes on!

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Alighted at tanah merah this evening, and took train back home, instead of following lt all the way to bp. No one gonna have dinner with me anyway. And so, I took my own sweet time to go home. It’s actually quite fast. I reached home by 9pm.

When I have no one to have dinner with, I will not spend too much on food. I always think that it is such a waste to enjoy good food all by myself. When I am alone, I just grab any edible food, and go home.

Really, it’s been some time since I last spent on good food on weekdays. Actually, it’s been some time since I last felt very happy about dinner.

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The hardware’s gone siao today. But I just have to solve them, or let them resolve by themselves. It felt like shit, but hell, I have been the clear shit party ever since I started work. Same for some people too. Some people are just more lucky than others.

If there’s anything that I believe in, that will be myself.

Yes, I believe in myself. I know I can do it. But I am always wasting my time looking for motivation, even when actually, deep inside my mind, I know that there isn’t any. Motivation doesn’t come from within. Strength, yes. Motivation, not really.

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I wonder what I should do with the goods. Bury it?