Belief@HazelCafe

I just feel that I need to put this down. This means that I have gone against my own saying in the past week.

I am now at PLAB, standing by as evacuation crew in case anything happens. Hopefully there will not be any activation.

Perhaps I am really a very irritating person. I do not know, but I always have this feeling of being one. Maybe I feel that I am not one guy that is good at cheering up people, and in the end, things seem worse. I also hope that this is just an unnecessary worry, but… I also do not know how to put it… …

Maybe people do not like me poking my nose into their business . But can't they just tell me? Why do I deserve this kind of treatment?

Maybe I shall switch back to the quiet me, but I just got out some years ago.

… … … No way out … … … For now.

Currently carrying out my one and only duty this month! I am now in the Spec Mess, enjoying the air-con…

Forgot to mention this, I am going to PLAB for the RSAF Open House. V200 is going for display! I wonder if the taking of photographs is allowed?

This will be another week of work, work, and work….

Looks like the new layout will have to wait…

I am sitting around, in my room,
Wasting just another Sunday afternoon.
I am looking around, I've got nothing to do,
I am typing this blog, to be out of the blue,
But nothing really happens, and I wonder…

-LOL-

I am Mario. I like to jump around, and would lead a fairly serene and aimless existence if it weren't for my friends always getting into trouble. I love to help out, even when it puts me at risk. I seem to make friends with people who just can't stay out of trouble. What Video Game Character Are You?

OK, time for a change. I have decided to revamp this homepage once again. I think I may settle for something really simple, or something really complicated. Simple will mean that I will keep most of the layouts. Complicated means I will need to go on a 'research' to build a better home. It all depends.

However, most of the complicated things will not be revealed, as all are background processes.

I do not know why, but I suddenly have this urge to change this webpage. Maybe it's because I am disappointed, or I felt left out, and want to find something to do in order to prevent my brain from thinking too much.

I guess this time, I am really going to put in some effort to do this webpage. No, that does not mean that previous designs were done easily. That means only 1 thing: I want change, be it chaotic or serene, I just want it to look different.

Next week, I do not think I will be around, so all updates will have to wait. I will also not be using GPRS for updating, as I find it to be of no use.

Standby…

Finally got to develop the whole roll of film! Went to collect it at 7 this evening, at JE. All are ok, except those taken without the flashlight.

The photos are now in my gallery. I have added 1 photo each to Miscellaneous and Others, and lots of photos to Unit. Take a look!

And yes, this little problem that I have faced since secondary school. As I have a little scar on my right eyelid (due to a small cut during secondary school), my right eye will seem to be smaller than my left one sometimes. No, this has not affected my eyesight, and I don't think I will be going to do anything about it! Maybe this is one way to be unique? Hahaha…

I have not make up my mind on what to modify for this homepage. Maybe I will think of something later….

I am at TAB now, waiting for the rehearsal to start. It was raining cats and dogs in the morning, and now the sun is as bright as before. Saw a rainbow just now. It's been some time since I last saw one. This one was very clear, as my view was not blocked by any obstacle.

I can see thick clouds building up in the north. It might rain again later. Hope everything ends before the first drop begins to fall. Lying on top of the M113 and writing this entry is something that I have not tried before. My current mobile phone does not have the radio function, and I am having a sun tanning session, with the sun shining on my face. Temperature is just nice…

Just when are they going to start?

I am now at the specialist mess now(again), enjoying the air-con at the 2nd floor.

Tomorrow's another day at TAB. Luckily (I heard), we do not need to camo our faces!

I will do something to this webpage tomorrow night, some little changes here and there…

If you can read this, it means that my attempt to update my diary is very successful! I cannot write much here, so I will just keep it short.

I am in the rest room (not toilet), trying out this update method. Nothing much to do today, except for a few little jobs here and there.

And let's see if I can write chinese words here: ????????????????????

Will write more when I get home….

Got an unexpected day off tomorrow, and therefore, here I am again…

Went to CD-Rama just now and bought S.H.E's new album: Super Star! I am listening to it now. The CD consists of a CD and a VCD. I think I will watch the VCD later or tomorrow. And I got a poster FOC!

Spent almost a whole day at TAB today. Almost knocked into another vehicle! Luckily *ahem* I heard my commander shout…or else I might still be at the air base painting the vehicle…

My plan for tomorrow? There are currently nothing in my mind except to make it a must to visit BBDC! I have to get my PDL! I want to start my driving lessons!

Will I reach my target of getting my Civilian Class 3 driving license before the Chinese New Year? There's still some rays of hope shining through the dark clouds…

As for the development of EnchantedLove.Net, I guess I shall make that my design gallery! This is just a thought though…

Nevermind, I might change my mind again tomorrow. There are full of uncertainties, even in my head…

I am now wearing my Army uniform, writing my last lines before I go out.

I am tired. My eyes are red. I can't stop myself from yawning.

I do not wish to think of anything else. I want to rest. I want to recharge.

I have wasted too much time this afternoon. Like throwing sand into a river.

I want to deceive myself, but I can't. It's impossible.

Time flies. And I hope I can too…