The Wind's Strong…

Strong winds today. Attempting to blow all problems.

But it blows the problems towards me? Wrong direction…

Back to the song… The last paragraph:
萤火虫萤火虫慢慢飞 我的心我的心还在追
城市的灯光明灭闪耀 还有谁会记得你燃烧光亮

Sometimes, people tend to forget that you are around. To help, to talk, to beat up, to whatever. People have new goals, new ambitions, new things, new friends, and tend to forget old ones. They don't like the word 'old'. What to do?

I don't blame them. I blame myself. For not knowing what they want. For not able to bring them to greater heights. For not giving them something new. For not able to be a good friend. For not giving them any valid reason to keep me.

Why so 悲惨?Don't know. I have said that the wind's strong…

Working on ELove Blogs. Gave up. Today's Day 2. 我投降!我放弃!我丢弃!我不干了!

今天根本没有心情去解决那个问题。我一直在做一些没有用的东西。也许是因为我没用吧。哈哈。我还笑得出来。。。

好想买 Coffee Bean 的咖啡来喝。。。 我需要它。。。

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萤火虫萤火虫慢慢飞。。。。。。

I was doing nothing in the morning. Suddenly this song came ringing in my brain, and after a short search, found it! Listen…

萤火虫

歌手:伊能静
作词:伊能静
作曲:陈秀男 陈大力

萤火虫萤火虫慢慢飞
夏夜里夏夜里风轻吹
怕黑的孩子安心睡吧
让萤火虫给你一点光

燃烧小小的身影在夜晚
为夜路的旅人照亮方向
短暂的生命努力的发光
让黑暗的世界充满希望

萤火虫萤火虫慢慢飞
我的心我的心还在追
城市的灯光明灭闪耀
还有谁会记得你燃烧光亮

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Silent Night….

So what have I done the whole day? Been looking at my Outlook Express. Full of rubbish. I have looked through almost every single email in my accounts. In total, the deleted items folder has around 1200 mails…

See how long I have not been tidying things? How many email accounts am I monitoring… hmm.. 4?

Results out, and I think overall, all did alright. Those who did extremely well (ie, Cap 5.0), keep it up. Those who did not that well (the normal people), work harder, as there's always room for improvement. Don't give up. Fight on. Fight together!

Sorting out emails is good. Found lots of goodies. Included one of them here. Will make it into ELove Thoughts later.


To My Friends Who Are………..SINGLE
給我單身朋友們

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.
愛就像一隻蝴蝶。越要追牠,卻越要逃避。如果就隨牠自由的飛,牠會在你最不注意時飛向你。愛使人快樂,卻常傷害人。但只有在你把愛給了一個真正值得付出的人時,是最珍貴的。所以,花點時間去選擇最好的他/她吧

To My Friends Who Are…………NOT SO SINGLE
給我那不是單身的朋友們

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's “perfect person.” It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
愛不能使他/她成為一個”完美的人” 它卻可以使你找到一個幫你成長的他/她

To My Friends Who Are…………PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
給我玩世不恭的朋友們

Never say “I love you” if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways…
如果你不在乎,不要說”我愛你”。如果他們不在時,不要討論自已的感受不要涉足會使他人心碎的生活。說謊時,不要看著眼睛。最殘忍的事莫過於男人讓女人愛他,卻是逢場作戲。反之亦然…

To My Friends Who Are…………MARRIED
給我已婚的朋友們

Love is not about “it's your fault”, but “I'm sorry.” Not “where are you”, but “I'm right here.” Not “how could you”, but “I understand.” Not “I wish you were”, but “I'm thankful you are.”
不要老是說”這是你的錯”,何不說說”對不起”。不要老是問”你去哪裡了”,何不說說”我就在這兒等著你”。不要老是問”你怎麼會這麼作?”,何不說說”我了解你”。不要老是說”我希望你這麼做”,何不說說”我感謝你的一切”。

To My Friends Who Are…………ENGAGED
給我那已訂婚的朋友們

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.
要真正衡量包容心,不是看在一起幾年了,而是要看彼此的敬愛

To My Friends Who Are…………HEARTBROKEN
給我心碎的朋友們

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
心碎的時間和傷害的深度,完全取決於你自已。難的是,如何從中學習,而不是從傷痛中爬起。

To My Friends Who Are…………NAIVE
給我所有天真的朋友們

How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.
要如何戀愛?–就愛吧。不要欲言又止;要互相協調,不要太固執;要分享,且千萬不要有不公平;要了解,別命令;受傷後不要再記恨。

To My Friends Who Are…………POSSESSIVE
給我積極的朋友們

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
看到你所愛的他/她和其他人很快樂使你心碎但知道你所愛的他/她是和你在一起不快樂,令人更加的傷心。

To My Friends Who Are…………AFRAID TO CONFESS
給我害怕去承認的朋友們

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.
當你和他/她分手時,愛受到傷害當他/她和你分手時,更是傷痛但傷害最深的是你所愛的他/她完全無法了解你的感受

To My Friends Who Are…………STILL HOLDING ON
給我那還在等待的朋友們

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go…..
人生最傷心的事,是你和他/她愛情長跑了多年,最後的結局卻不如所望。'如果他/她現在讓你覺得不值的付出,那麼一年,甚至十年後,都不會值的付出的。讓他/她走吧

TO ALL MY FRIENDS…….
給我所有的朋友們

My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.
我竭誠祝福你們愛著一個誠實、強壯、成熟、衷心、有衝勁、保護你、積極、值得付出和無私的他/她。


What a silent night…

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Well.. Alright

Seen the results. Quite acceptable for me, given so many question marks still in my head over several topics. Ok. Moving on. Hope everyone's grades are alright, or even better! Hee…

With this, I can go prepare my HopeList 2005. I haven't even decide on anything yet, but I will. Soon.

Monday. What shall I do on Monday? Hmm… No idea…

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Where Am I?

I Just off the lights in the room, and I nearly forgot that I am currently in the opposite room! I had temporary shifted my computer to the other room to make space for the arrival of my table in a few days' time. While watching TV, I had this urge to go rest on my bed, only to realise that there's no bed on my left! Well… darkness is deceiving…

Finalised my room layout for 2005! Looks alright to me. Will upload the plan soon.

And, it's 26 already! 14 and a half more hours…

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Bball Day… The Last, Maybe

If there's bball later, it will most probably the last for this year, but some people are still 'not free', as they need to dream due to a late night yesterday.

For me? Late night too. 3am, and woke up at 8.30am. I can really sleep now, but I hope the weather will maintain. I think I will wake up at the court later.

Suddenly, I thought of this. What if one day, you found out that one of the presents that you have given to someone has been thrown away, badly treated, or given to some other people? If you find out, wouldn't it be very sad? You have spent hours choosing, or have spent weeks making, but it's just not being appreciated. It will make you feel like a fool. An idiot wasting time on people.

But then, looking on the bright side, maybe it's spoilt? Or maybe some other people need it more than him/her? That way, will make you feel better, perhaps. Just being optimistic. Maybe deep in your heart, you know that's not the case. It could be something that you have said or done that hurt, and clearing little stuffs from you away will hopefully bring all those pain away too.

Will that be possible? If one remembered to throw something that's from someone he/she remembered, he/she will surely remember what he/she has thrown. Unless that particular someone has a serious problem with memory, or he/she has the ability to brainwash.

No matter what, you have done your best. Your effort, which is not being appreciated, is their loss. You cannot make everyone happy. Someone has to be hurt once in a while.

Am I writing an argumentative essay on this topic or what?

6 more days. After tomorrow, I will know what will be my Hope List 2005…

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Merry Christmas…

Just came back after meeting Victor and Alvin. Went out after a call at around 9! Some sort like a recall thing. Meeting place was KFC at Ginza Plaza. Reached there at around 9.30pm. Victor treated us to a popcorn chicken meal each and told us his colourful story on ice cream girl… well… think he can write a book on that.

After that, we went down to West Coast RC for pool. Not much people there. The bowling alley too did not have much people. Played for slightly more than 1 hour, and went home. I remembered that I was looking at my phone at 23:59, waiting for it to turn 0:00… no screaming heard, except for a sudden group of dunno-wat outside…

I do not know why, but I have received at least 4 similar SMS Greetings! It's the christmas tree greeting! Everyone's forwarding the same thing! Haha… Why? All the creative people out there have gone for vacation? And there's this couple trying to be funny, each one sending one part of the SMS out. I think they have this coordination problem, as I replied the first sender before the second SMS was received. Lag! Slow! Late! As always!

While walking to the bus stop just now, I was looking at the moon and wondered, what will it be like if suddenly, I saw something flew past the moon? I must be dreaming… Well, the moon's nice tonight! The outdoor temperature's lower than usual, giving the surrounding a cool, yet not too cold feeling. Great for a festive season.

While I am writing this, I can hear a group of people celebrating downstairs, having a BBQ at the park. They were screaming away once in a while, cheering, clapping. They were also playing with some noise maker. What a happy occasion.

This's how I lived through Christmas eve. It is proven that I am recallable on all occasions. 我随时 stand by. Just give me a notice and I will try to be there. That's what friends are for. To get together. Well, our group's certainly getting smaller and smaller, and hopefully, next time, the gathering will be different as people bring in their GFs and wives and etc… No matter what, it's always good to celebrate events with a group rather than stoning at home… It's great. Really.

Since it's Christmas, I shall leave my thoughts about some things for another day. Yeah, enjoy the last few days of 2004. And, forgiveness is the greatest gift that you can give anyone…

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No Mood To Do Anything Again…

Been out these few days.It's quite tiring, walking around, eating, laughing, talking, stoning.

As for today, Zhixiang, Victor and I went to City Hall area for shopping. Our initial aim was to check out Victor's ice cream girl, but it looked like our luck was not with us. Then we went to look for Zhixiang's ribbon for his little present for his whoever. The hardest thing to find was Victor's hamster! We went from City Hall to City Link to Suntec, and found nothing. There's one Hamtaro at Mini Toons, but that was a bit too big. We only found another one at Jurong Point. I wondered where the Hamtaros went to? Imagine travelling from town area back to West side to look for a hamster! But it's not that bad afterall.

Before going to Jurong Point, we stopped by Ikea. I went to take some information about tables and cupboards and such. Looked like unless I had more money, I will not be customising my room any further. It's ex… really ex, and I don't think I will be going back there for them. I will just look around somewhere else.

At JP. We went to disturb Alvin while he's working at Sportslink. It seemed that he did not have much customers at the time we visited him. Walked around, and around, looking for that hamster, and we finally found one at the 'tikum' shop at the 3rd floor. Just now Victor was complaining that the quality's poor… well… what can I say… That's the second hamster that we had seen for the day.

Went home after that. I had no more things to do. The only thing I bought today was dinner and the mat that I bought from Ikea. Nothing else. No presents, no gifts, no toys. For who? No one.

Great? Maybe…

As for tomorrow, I think I will be at home, sleeping (if I can) or watching VCD (if I have), and maybe stone infront of the computer waiting for the time to hit 12am. If I had access to the rooftop, I will just take a mat, a warm mug of coffee and some cookies up, and just lie down there, looking at the sky, the moon, the stars. There will be a cool breeze, and I will be saying hi to Santa if he ever flies past… Maybe he will stop by and have a cup of coffee together with me, and I shall share my cookies with him…

And in the morning, I will find myself at the lower floor…

Sleeping on my bed, of course…

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SAF100? WTH…

Well, woke up this morning to a letter. Behind was my unit’s address. Opened it up, and it’s addressed to CPL (NS)Choo Liang Kwang. So shiok, that NS word. This’s the first NS letter that I have received.

The details. It requires me to RTU on 4th March, from 7.30am to 12pm. Well, everyone’s pushing for 5-day work week, and thus, that day is a Friday! A school day I think. And a morning trip back for IPPT and briefing! Well done… Am I not deferred? I think have to call back the unit one of these days and see what they have to say about this. See? 5-day work week? Problematic. Usually, these kind of activites will be on a Saturday…

Alright. Some pics taken during the trip to TM:

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