Did little today. Somehow. Not in the correct mood to do things fast. Or maybe it’s because of office. Hmm…
I want to finish things up. I want to finish up those documentation, and move on to concentrate on other things.
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Stayed till almost 9, and went to have steamboat dinner at this place next to the workplace. For the price that we had paid, I think it’s ok. But looking at the number of people, I really do not know, how the stall is going to survive…
The place is too quiet at night. And even if there’s people, the crowd will be at the szechar places…
Oh well.
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And now, I am evaluating phones again! 1 additional phone to consider: Nexus One. There’s 1 thing that’s very scary though. Imagine a sms came in, the pop up says that the sms is from someone, when actually, it’s not from that someone. Scary. LOL…
1 bug, most probably.
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Maybe there’s something for me to be slightly happy about. I just managed to come up with a strumming pattern for guitar, and I think I am going to like that pattern much. It’s lively, I think, and I hope so. LOL.
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Hmm… My points today are extremely short. I have no idea what else to say. Yes, I am sianz. I am thinking of CNY… I am thinking of VDay…
And…
I don’t know… I just don’t.
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Today’s Wednesday! Mercredi! Haha..
Ok. Enough points for today. It’s so… pointless. Haha..
Went back to office. Did some crap things. And then went to site in the afternoon. Did more crap things.
And then, finally, I reached home at 10.45pm. Waited for 143, for a very, very long time. Basically, I just stood there, and stare at the night sky. Nice stars… At that time, I was really hungry. Up to the point where I actually felt like closing my eyes and sleep. But then, I did not really feel like eating. I just felt, sianz.
Anyway, I bought food from JE, and had just finished eating my dinner/supper.
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While I was travelling to work this morning, I heard on 933, the nice song by Utada Hikaru. First Love.
First Love
by Utada Hikaru
Saigono kissu wa
Tabako no flavor gashita
Nigakute setsunai kaori
Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni irun darou’
Dare wo omotte ‘run darou’
You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dare kato mata koi ni ochitemo
I’ll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Imawa mada kanashii love song
Atarashi uta utaeru made
Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugoki dasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari
Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anata wo omotte ‘run darou’
Yay yay yeah
You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Imawa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dare kato mata koi ni ochitemo
I’ll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song yeah
Now & forever ah…
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Ok, the translation goes like this:
The last kiss tasted like cigarette
A bitter and sad scent
Tomorrow around this time
Where will you possibly be?
Who will you be possibly thinking about?
You are always gonna be my love
Even though I will fall in love with someone someday
I’ll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
It is still a sad love song right now
Until I am able to sing another brand new song
The time that has once stopped
What made it move again?
There are still things that I don’t want to forget about
Tomorrow around this time
I must be crying
Maybe I will be thinking of you
yayaya
You will always be inside my heart
There will always be a place in my heart only for you
I hope I will have a place in your heart too
You are always gonna be the one
It is still a sad love song
Until I am able to sing a brand new song
You are always gonna be my love
Even though I will for in love again with someone someday
I’ll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
It is still a sad love song
Until I am able to sing a brand new song
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Er… somehow, I remembered a wedding that I have gone to before (I forgot which one though) that used this song for the ‘down memory lane’ section of the banquet. Oh well…
Conclusion? Understand the lyrics first, before choosing a song. LOL…
But really, if you look at the english words, and the nice tunes, you will surely think that it’s a positive song.
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Today is Tuesday! Mardi! LOL… Another French word of the day!
Today’s Monday. I have just finished my dinner. Or is it supper, to be more precise?
Been OT-ing for more than 1 week. Strangely, it’s not that tiring. Maybe I am getting used to this kind of life (or no-life): go to work in the morning, and come back home to sleep at night.
Sometimes, working at night is good, when no one’s disturbing. Peace…
Ok, maybe I told someone about the place being peaceful, a bit too soon. It soon became not-that-peaceful after a while. LOL. Someone popped by, and talk non-stop for 1 hour.
1 hour. I could have done lots of things.
But it’s ok. Once-in-a-while rambling and chatting and sharing is good too.
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We had a new guy today! It seems that I have not been saying anything about newcomers into the team. Not that I remember of. Anyway, new guy, means more people! Oh well. We are getting bigger… and bigger… and bigger…
I am thinking, if he is at sea trials, it will be interesting. He will be hearing his name everywhere, through our communications.
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Had lunch at Seletar. I did not know why, but I managed to bite on my inner lips again, while waiting for the food. I bit it yesterday. OUCH. Today’s bite was more painful, and I was very sure that was even more blood. Talk about drinking my own blood. Quench my thirst? Ew…
And guess what I ordered for lunch?
Tom Yum soup with rice.
Spicy things don’t go well with wounds… LOL. But anyway, the soup’s not bad! The stuffs inside the soup was good too!
It better be, considering the price that I had paid. Not the price of the bite. The price of the food.
$6 for the soup.
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Well well, motivation level is quite low. But somehow, I must self-motivate. Heh. Howww? I don’t know. I need something to look forward to.
The discussion just now, have just removed one thing for me to look forward to: France. It seems like, most probably, I won’t be going.
Actually, I already more or less figured that out; I have no business to be there. But then, at least there’s still some hope back then. Now, it seems like, it’s some minute amount of hope.
And so, there’s nothing really interesting to look forward to already.
Nothing. Darkness. Void.
So disappointed.
I need motivation. In any form. Hugs and kisses or whatever also can…
Duhz.
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And since there’s no more France, let’s start to learn some simple French word (ironic…). We shall start with Days of the Week.
Today’s Monday.
Monday.
Lundi.
(eh… French student, if I am wrong, correct me hor… )
Well, it’s not that I have been unfairly treated recently, but that’s one way to try to not feel pissed over something that’s has angered you.
Easier said than done… heh.
There are some other ways too. Share it with someone. Say whatever you want to someone. Just don’t keep things inside. You will explode.
That’s why, “sharing sessions” are important. Hahaha…
Chill, eat, stone…
Ok ok, I am very incoherent to start any serious topic today. Heh. I am so not-in-the-correct-mood. Ate dimsum just now. Eddy came with his gf shortly after I had sat down. Wahahha! Kns the first thing he said was “hana bo jio own self come eat la”… LOL
That’s our kind of greeting anyway. Heh.
Just reached home around half an hour ago. Still feeling full. On the way back, I went into 7-Eleven and bought that Pokka lemon drink. Somehow, I liked the taste. Very sour. Heh.
No I am not pregnant or what. Duhz.
Wahahaha.. see? I am so not incoherent in what I am writing… Must be the effect of OT-ing too much for the past few days… I have OT-ed till the point that, I did not feel like leaving office early anymore. LOL!
Did some testing. Did some calibration. Did some brainless things.
Yes, I did not bring my brain to work today. I left it somewhere.
Left work at 7+pm. Stupid timing to look for anyone for dinner.
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Yesterday, I had people asking me who is Annie. LOL… I am just pasting some lyrics into my msn nick. Looks like not much people really understand what MJ has been singing…
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Changed my ringtone yesterday! Oh rather, assigned special ringtones to special numbers! LOL… I wondered what it will sound like… I found a song, whose chorus perfectly fits how one feels, when the phone rang, due to work-related stuffs.
And also, I got a cute ringtone. Initially, I assigned it to some number, but then, I think, I better remove it.
Everytime I read that all-time famous speech by Steve Jobs, there is new things to be learned.
Yeah, everyone has to find what they love. Especially while working, or studying. There’s no point doing something that you don’t see yourself doing in the future, right? There’s no point doing something halfheartedly, and then let others suffer, right?
But this time. Let’s focus on the “Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish” phrase. (Totally against any form of essay-writing skills. Teachers will normally draw arrow from the previous paragraph to this paragraph, and then put a BIG QUESTION MARK on the paper, and then comment something like “No link” or “No flow”. But WTD, this is not an essay, and I don’t think there’s any English teacher reading my blog at the moment.)
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“Stay Hungry”
Lk’s idea: do not stop and say “I am contented”.
Even though there’s some things that I am contented at not having, I am often not contented with the things I have completed, or almost completed. I am often doing little changes here and there to my project. “Upgrade”, not “Reset”.
Well. This one’s tricky. Sometimes, I assume I know. That’s bad. I follow blindly sometimes. I try to learn, but sometimes I encounter obstacles along the way.
“Fools are people who don’t listen” – is that it?
Don’t follow blindly? Don’t follow the mainstream idea? Yeah…
Ok, Lk, you can’t be resetting yourself every now and then. Resetting is bad for any system. What you have to do, is to find the root of the problem, and solve it from there. Resetting is not a long term solution.
If only things are so simple. LOL.
Like computer systems, like computer software, like embedded systems, or like any other form of electronic or mechanical systems, once a failure is encountered, the first thing that people will do, is always RESET. And most of the time, RESET works. Why? Because by resetting, the problem is resolved, momentarily, by telling the system to FORGET what has happened, and start anew.
It does not mean the problem will be gone forever.
Solve it. Once and for all. Resetting is a form of escape. Resolving is a form of upgrade.
So, do I escape, or do I upgrade? Of course I will want the latter.
Easy to say, as usual.
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I took a good look at HD2 yesterday. It seems to me, that it is a bit TOO BIG. If it has the size of either Nexus One or iPhone, maybe that will be good.
And this morning, I read in the papers that some people have encountered problems with using the 3G network on the Nexus One. Oh well. Wait and see ba.
And regarding iPhone, I have no comments. I just do not wish to get that yet.
Not that I have the moola…
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Sometimes, I just can’t request someone to do something for me. Not even a simple mouse click.
So sad, isn’t it?
Some people, before they do something, they will do some evaluation in their tiny little encapsulated brains:
Who is that person who requested?
What do I gain for doing that?
Do I have any benefits for doing that?
Is it a stupid task that will actually make me stupid?
Do I have the time to do that?
Ok, so, in my case, the answers will probably be:
Huh? Who is he, asking me to do such things? HUR!
I gain? I lost!
Absolutely nothing.
Yes, I have already become more stupid by entertaining that request.
I have absolutely no time for him.
I am just, so so disappointed.
Maybe I am just… having too high expectations of people around me, that they will actually care about me, that they will actually help me, that they will actually listen to me, that they will actually talk to me, that they will actually be….
Oh wait. I am going out of point already. LOL.
This is a small issue. I can handle it. Heh. It’s not the end of the world yet. It’s just that, I will need more time to achieve what I want to do.
