Belief@HazelCafe

No I hate this…

Imagine, this month's blog. The dates are all WRONG!!! I mean, not the display's that's wrong, but the storage on the server side… hmm.. what went wrong. All dates this month was saved as 31/12/1969.

Must be some stupid mistake somewhere again…

Maybe… it's time for a change…

Project Belief

– to design a new template to replace this version seagull.
– to integrate Belief with ELove.Net, making it more update-friendly.
– to create a better history list.
– to make every other code modular, so that I can set up blogs for others too.
– to improve on graphics.
– to consider the removal of the Book section.

Alright. The test just now was just… I don't know how to describe…

Emmanuel got out half an hour before the paper ended. I wanted to, but looking at the people beside me, I decided to stay put and stare at the ceiling.

Yeah. Short answer question. I think they meant short question. Imagine. They gave us a 1 line statement (or question, or whatever you call that), and expect us to write something worth 11 marks.. hmm… I wrote crap for them I think. I am quite proficient at it, given the training here…

Try this out! [Colour Checking].

I am a Brown Panther! .. -lol-
Brown panthers personality is very cheerful, and free from care.
Such character attracts people and helps to build up network of connections.
Brown Panthers have very pure heart, and dislike anything crooked.
You devote to others full heartedly and faithfully.
You are very independent and at the same time a hard worker.
Because of this personality, other people naturally see you as a leader.
Money wise, and in personal relations, you have good fortunes.
You are weak in sales and bargaining.
You tend to lack to see insight, but smartness is Brown Panthers belief, so you can negotiate in your own pace, and can lead the others to come along.
You are strong willed person with pride, and do not like to loose.
You get interested in many things and tend to challenge new things.
But you lack the last step forward, and therefore need more modest effort making.
You have a personality of a daydreamer.
When this fantasy leads to real project, it can end up in development of extremely unique item that may sell millions.
You are suited to idea creating occupations such as in advertisement.
However, you are not too good at balancing out the money and the work, so you need to be careful on that.

Just managed to create this little tune… [Listen to it!]

Yeah, looks like my little creation on the right side worked… lol I might add in the smilies over the weekend. I have to look for more interesting ones first.

Going to school at 10! Have something to settle. Something to do with something that's I have been doing? And what's that something? Something's something… or maybe nothing…

See? Crap…

Yeah, came for Maths lab, which was supposed to be next week. Basically, among us, no one checked… haha… and I have even printed out the date on my timetable. And apparently, I don't check my timetable. 😛

Yeah, checked the email. There's no LSM lecture today. There's only the test at 4pm. The email was sent at 9:52am. Well done.

So, a summary: I do not need to wake up at 7am today!

Aww…

Ok, the good thing: Maths lab is our last lab (besides programming). And, the engin audi is empty (for now)…

Time to look at microbes again… how do I spell that strange name….

Went out for bball this afternoon. Played only 2 games, and the rain came falling.

And that was our last bball session before we take a break for our exams.

Yeah, my shirt was wet. From the rain.

Did nothing much today. Don't have the mood to. I do not know why. Something is wrong. Just what is it… maybe it's me again.

Argh…

爱得好苦
词：小亮 曲：小亮

Email寄了几封 但我的 inbox 还是 zero
在十字路口 等了好久 但始终 人影也没有
望着天空 想啊想 我是否是在做 白日梦
不然我怎么解释 你一直都在 我心中

2 divided by 2 integrate 怎样能得 zero
我的脑海中 漂来复去都是你 的温柔
老师在讲课 我却一直偷偷 转过头（想向你招手）
看你在那角落 有说有笑 心里就足够

[bridge]
我很了解 我们只适合做朋友
虽然很不服气 当然想继续下去
但是没这个勇气
我只好放手

[chorus]
爱你爱得好苦
你不懂得我的痛处
一点也没感触 一点都不在乎
我也没办法投诉

爱你爱得好苦
我们的前景好模糊
就各走各的路 就这样子结束
别再想创造新纪录

勉强是没有幸福

Mood is inversely proportional to -(crap)^2. For example, as mood goes down, crap levels increases at an exponential rate… which means d(crap)/d(mood) is negative…

Crap…

Alright… maybe it's about time I link up all the other blogs… have been leaving them hanging everywhere… bad me.. 😛

Currently having some fun with micrology. Reading the notes. So interesting, yet so easy to forget…

The module is not that boring. Maybe it's just that this topic relates to everyday life. The bacteria (Escherichia coli, Staphylococcus aureas, Streptococcus pyogenes, Bacillus anthracis) are some that we encounter before, the last one being a bioterrorism weapon…

OK, more to say about that when I have finished reading everything…

OK, went to MPSH with Joan yesterday afternoon. Was supposed to phycho her to get a Fujitsu notebook, but in the end, I listed out the problems that I had encountered with it! Well… Fujitsu is still the best though…

Well, went over to Sim Lim with Weimin just now! I returned the badminton racket to Hanwei already! Yeah! Finally!.. lol.. Walked around, looking for some goodies. Weimin changed his mind about buy a DVD burner and ended up buying 50 CD-Rs. I bought 3 ink catridges (kiasu…) and decided to boost my computer speed with an addition of 256mb of RAM! Now I have 512mb! After that, we went over to a shop near City Hall to look at rock-climbing shoes. Never knew that one had to squeeze in a pair of shoes about 2-3 sizes smaller for rock-climbing… hmm… After that, we took 197 back! He alighted at NUS. I continued my journey to JE. I was supposed to go JP to buy 突然发财 DVD, but I guess I shall leave that for later.

OK, time for another song? ^_^

断了的弦　再怎么练　我的感觉　你已听不见
你的转变　像断掉的线　再怎么接　音都不对
你的改变　我能够分辨

我沈默　你的话也不多　我们之间少了什么　不说　哎哟
微笑后　表情终于有点难过　（握着你的手）　问你确定了再走

我突然释怀的笑　笑声盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇　来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下的掉　说会记住我的好
我也弯起了嘴角　笑

你的美　已经给了谁　追了又追　我要不回
我了解　离开树的叶　属于地上的世界　凋谢

断了的弦　再弹一遍　我的世界　你不在里面
我的指尖　已经弹出茧　还是无法留你在我身边
断了的弦　再怎么练　我的感觉　你已听不见
你的转变　像断掉的线　再怎么接　音都不对
你的改变　我能够分辨

Another sad sad song… haven't really tried this song at KBox… hmm…

Managed to tell myself to write this. Hmm…

Wednesday: Programming. Very Chim. 2 recursive functions. I got my output, but somehow, I think there's some logical error in it… what if 2 meteors hit at the same point? Woundn't the depths be deeper? And the flooding. If I flood the lowest point, and flood the next highest, shouldn't the other side be flooded as well? Strange… don't care… stupid question…

Thursday: See more and more stars for EE. I also do not know which formulas I have to remember. If there's time, I will derive them one by one, but then, it will be very time-consuming. I guess I will just try to remember most of them. So far, I only got 1 in: w = 1/sqrt(LC) … hope it's correct.. not very sure…

Stayed back to try to do EE tutorial just now. Did only one part.. -.-” well done eh?

Going over to Sim Lim later, after school. Before that, I think I have to visit the laptop centre for a while. I have some problem with a line of dead pixels on my screen… so sad… There's some problem with the sound function too. And I want to ask them about the mouse function also. Don't seem to work… Hope I will get a good answer from them.

Going to school later with a badminton racket… Have to deliver it to Hanwei @ Sim Lim! I have been keeping it since ORD. Long long time already! I have some serious shopping to do too… upgrade or don't upgrade… well… hmm…

EE and Physics lectures. All lost. More stars. I think, the only subject that I think I understand the most is Programming. Somehow, I have seen similar things before somewhere…

I need a good chance for me to catch up on things. Having tutorials on Mondays are not very fun…

Wah!!! I have to wake up later by 7!!! and I have to go out by 8!! Reach FOS by 9!! Ahhhh!!!

OK, will be lack of sleep ba…

Lab lab lab… lab lab lab… no pointers no pointers no pointers…

Gimme STRUCTURES????? Siao…

I can say nothing…

MSN Messenger has been quite unreliable these 2 days. Was trying it out just now during lecture, but it seemed that it lagged quite a lot. Bad…

And that makes me wonder, do some people really ignoring messages, or they are just getting the messages late due to lag?

Although thinking the latter will be positive, but then, well, stop trying to cheat your own mind…

Close MSN ba… and go to sleep…

Looking at my paper and what do you think I see?
A whole lot of circles and crosses and I wondered what was wrong with me.
Some simple errors here and there which I could have solved over a cup of tea.
But during the test I spoil it all by doing something stupid like I see wrongly…

Stupid stupid mistake… Mistaken 'false' as saying the expression is invalid… if it had said 'returns false', I would not have made that mistake…

Stupid stupid mistake… b = a?x:y; Do this all the time in PHP, yet did this mistake in C… and the answer was printed out in the next question. How can I overlook that…

And then there's one more, with some values here and there, also think wrongly…

But it's not that bad after all. I did learn that to initialise an empty array, I just have to put char array[3][3] = {' '};…

Alright. Put that paper aside. I have finished with that. zzz

Just now got some virus spreading over MSN. Wow. A change of virus spreading plans? Funny.exe. Not that funny at all. Hmm… but also must laugh. Haha…

Alright. Finished explaining Physics and programming. Time to rest…

Hahaha…

Finished watching 野蛮师姐 at 11pm! So funny, so romantic, and so sad!

Wow.. that was my 3rd Korean movie. First was 我的野蛮女友, next was 火山高校, and now, 野蛮师姐. I am becoming Korean siao? Maybe not… Just a different culture, language and style for a change…

The extra EE tutorial was not that bad. At least I got some things into my head during the 1 hr and 15 minutes. Yeah EE is fun!

Totally lost while doing physics online tutorial just now. I was like throwing in the formulas and values to find the answers without knowing what I was doing. Yeah online assignment's not that fun after all…

*yawns* I want to sleep. Maybe I will start on LSM later…