Belief@HazelCafe

Poseidon went to Sunset Bay to conquer the land and the sea! It was a great day at the beach. Most of us reached there by noon. Athena was there too, but only the guys came. We played volleyball, soccer, frisbee, and water captain's ball! Imagine playing ball in the water. How shiok. That's the way I liked it! Water, and more water! So cooling! But it seemed that the water had something in it that bite… Something which we did not know.

Actually tried kayaking! I teamed with Weimin, while Emmanuel teamed with Lijian. Paddled like siao. Quite fun, but the white kayak that we used had a small hole in it that allowed more water then the usual case to enter, making it very unstable. We had a hard time getting it out of the water later due to the amount of water in it!

After that, we sat down at the beach and just crap till dark. Then we went over to Pastamania at HarbourFront for dinner. Well, found that Pastamania is a place that don't really fill my stomach, but it's acceptable still. Edible.

Went home after that. Quite alone from Tiong Bahru onwards. Managed to push Emmanuel into the East bound train. Haa~ Interesting… Listened to the songs in my MMC card in the phone. I do have this tendency to upload songs that reflect what I am thinking.. I Believe, 咻咻咻, and such… Having these songs to accompany me back home. Great…

It's good to see something happening in Poseidon for a change. It's good that all, except for Xu Feng, were able to meet it for this outing. Thanks to all. It's a great day! And it's great to see that my 6th sense's working.

But, my 6th sense about my own case… I think it's coming true too… Some thoughts are returning. Some feelings are returning. To tell me that… maybe I should not have said some things… But then, I did say before that I am ready to face anything…

Or am I? … I can't think now. I think I have to restore my energy first before I can look into this case. I don't want to run anymore. I don't want… I want to rest…

Tired. Mentally and physically.

An early blog? Haha before I go MIA for the day.

Maybe…

Well, I managed to persuade the security guard to let me into the condo (but still have to sign in/out…), only to find the ‘Police’ walking towards me. I had already taken out the ‘goods’, and there was no time to hide, therefore, I was caught red-handed. Maybe I am not out to be a thief afterall…. If I had not taken out the ‘goods’, I might say that I was visiting Evans… or Suen Cin… well… too bad… should have left home earlier… Anyway, I don’t care. I just wanted to put the ‘goods’ into the box, which I did.

Got to run after I was caught, because I was late! Zhixiang was waiting for me below his block! It’s good that I liked that place quite well, and I know exactly where to run… (simply across that road, through that carpark, and there he was… thought I ran very far? Nah!)

Reached the pool at around 3.15pm. Ruifu was already there. And in came Lijian too. We went in and swim like hell… nice (but a bit too hot) sun, cool (a bit too cold too due to the wind) water. Now feeling a bit hot on my skin… And tomorrow’s another outdoor day… wow… although I hope the weather’s good, but I wish that the sun will not be that strong…

Came home and moved that computer table out of my room. Now, I am typing this with the keyboard on my lap, and I have to adjust the chair to the lowest height possible. Not really that comfortable, but still able to work. If only I had bought that wireless keyboard last time… I am sitting further and further away from the screen now… it’s more comfortable this way.

Tomorrow? If weather’s good, will be a whole day out. The next day? Haven’t confirm. But I thing for sure, I will be home on Friday… well…

Still, Why the timing’s so accurate? Hmm… To the ‘Police’: You win…

Well, nice weather..

And I hope…

And I believe…

And I am ready to face anything…

我是一个很容易动心的人。一点小小的东西，我也会觉得满足。这可能是一件好事吧？

Went to Ikea with my mom just now. Saw a nice nice cupboard. I may go back one of these days to grab it home… haha.. bought a mirror too. Just mounted it on the wall. I was drilling 2 holes, and I can hear my upstairs neighbour hammering their floor in protest. Ha! Serves them right for drilling and hammering things in the middle of the night for countless times.

Evil me… during Christmas? Santa (not the 1 at 3DA…) please forgive me… I want my present~~~

Read today's newspaper and saw this blog that was written by someone who had since passed away due to a rare tumour case… So here I am, reading away. Too bad it's so short… That was her last month…

http://dyingis.blogspot.com/

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Found this one day, while I was looking through my files in My Documents folder. I think this was created in camp, when we had nothing else to do, and I took a few pieces of paper from the office and started writing some crap, together with the rest like Ho and Jianliang…
整夜徘徊在喧闹的广场间
看着对对情侣出现我眼前
常陪在我身边的你已不见
我的愿望何时才能够实现

独自走到那无人的海边
所有的烦恼都漂浮在水面
一想到没有你在我的身边
我好难过好疲倦
似乎没有明天

—— chorus———-
我还以为这段恋情永远不会变
我真的不敢相信我们之间有缺陷
我还以为你我能紧拥抱没怨言
最后你却悄悄离开推开我手牵

我不知道我该不该说一声抱歉
也许的确是我让你感到很厌倦
是否我们应该剪断风筝的长线
就这样放弃吗
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午夜的钟声令我想起你的脸
你那眼睛至今仍使我眷恋
但我已无力使你我再一遍
只希望你常带笑脸
不忘怀昨天

[repeat chorus ]

——– bridge ——-
既然不能就别在强迫千万遍
既然不能又何必这样永不迁
———————–
——– chorus 2 —–

我终于接受这段恋情的改变
我真的了解到我们之间有缺陷
我现明白你我不能紧拥抱没怨言
我应该离开推开我手牵

我知道我现在该说一声抱歉
我承认是我让你感到很厌倦
是的我们应该剪断风筝的长线
就这样放弃吧
再见
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Looks like my camp mates and I had the same sad song preferences… or maybe we are all still single, that's why… aw…

I feel like going Kbox again… I need to sing… I want to sing… sing until no voice. sing until I am sick of singing.

I have just came back to life with some hope, and that some hope does vanishes fast. Now I am left with little hope…

Felt hopeless. That's it. I don't know what to do… Lost. I need a compass.

And yes, I love my internet connection tonight…

A group of us went to send Yingzi off at the Airport just now. We had lunch together with her, but due to the lack of time, we don't really had much time with her before she had to go through the departure gates. Well, hope that she will have a great YEP trip to Cambodia… See her next year…

After that, went over to Tampines for a walk. Played pool too. Interesting… I got back my power target… I believe in my eyes, my hands, and the balls, and hence pocketed some nice shots which usually would have been impossible for me. Took some pics using my phone too. Will put them here next time.

So, no matter what you are doing, believe in yourself. Tell yourself that you can do it, and you will find that things are not as hard as you think they are.

After that, we ate dinner, and then went to Tampines Mall for shopping. Bought 2 plastic bottles which I should have bought earlier at IMM. It doesn't matter where I have bought them anyway. The key point is, I finally bought them.

There's always opportunity cost involved. I missed Shrek… I was not even home in time for the ending…

It's bad… and… well… what else can I say now…

I need something to do for Christmas… I have no plans… sad sad… sobz…

I've watch disc 1 last night. I have just finished disc 2. Yeah. VCD. Windstruck. 野蛮师姐。Funny and touching. “If I die I will become the wind…” hmm…

If given a choice, I think I will become water. To keep you clean when you feel dirty (bathing). To keep you cool when you are hot (cold water). To keep you warm when you are cold (hot water). To share your sorrows when you are sad (tears)…
Hmm… there's more… Can't think of any now…

What will you choose to become?

Alright that ended my watching of the 3 Korean movies! What's next? Shrek tonight maybe?