Belief@HazelCafe

Spent the whole day at home. Nothing to go out for, and trying hard not to end myself up in JP.

I have been using, for the whole day, the USB modem. Maybe, later, I will try the router again. See how. That router's really a bit siao sometimes. But then, while using this USB modem, there were also disconnections now and then, but very rarely, while the connection using the router tends to “hang”, as in, no data in, no data out.

I have been working on my photo section too. I have decided to try out some things. Let's see what the end product will be like… I have just tested the uploading, resizing, and saving section, and it works ok, so far.

Hmm… Time to multi-task again. Do a bit of this, do a bit of that. It's tiring, when I am just concentrating on one thing.

Time is short. I have to do what I have set out to do. Fast.

And I am still thinking of what will happen during Christmas. And after thinking for some time, it seems that, it's going to be the same old Christmas, as always, and I will end up singing Eason's song again? Hmmm…

Lots of things to say, lots of things to settle, but…

I don't know. I just don't.

This time, the problem is confirmed, 100%, caused by the Linksys Router! Some internal errors I guess. Software error is also possible. Heat problem is also possible.

This is bad…

For now, I shall revert back to my USB modem.

Argh… The stupid policy states that I cannot upgrade until when I am left with 3 months contract. Stupid policy. I have another 2 more months to go. I don't wish to waste money on a new router.

Anyway, I went swimming with Xinli and Lijian. We 2 were at the pool at around 9.15am, while the pig came at around 10. Swam without counting the number of rounds. The water was just nice.

I just liked to swim and swim. Stop for a while and talk some crap with someone, and continued swim. But I wondered why, all the other guys liked to squeeze around my area, my lane, and I have to siam them here and there. Xinli must have scared them ba… Wahahaha! 😛

And I saw that swim instructor teaching the kids, that instructor that I saw at Bukit Batok also. Getting to know all of them maybe? Lol…

For today, my hands and arms were not that tired. My legs were also not that tired either. I must be getting used to all those exertions… *psycho myself*

Lijian and I left at around 11am, and headed for IMM. That was my THIRD time there this week!!!! Ahhh!!!! It seemed as though I was repeating the same old thing over and over again, walking here and there, buying this buying that. Burger King again!!! Ahhh!!!! And then, to Popular, again!!! Ahh!!!!!

I hope I will not be at JP for no reason tomorrow…

Later, I shall think of what to do. But for now, it's TV time, since there's no VCD to watch… *hints*

Or perhaps, I shall re-watch <<??>>…. Wahahahaaaa…

I have nothing to say… internet has been up and down THE WHOLE DAY, and it's quite periodic…

Quite sian over that. Haiz… So is it my line, my router, or computer? Who knows…

And in the meantime, I wait… and wait… and wait…

And thinking of what to do, how to do, and how if something happens, and how if nothing happens…

I am becoming as siao as the internet connection…

Yeah. Went to watch Harry Potter this afternoon, with Zhenyao. Everyone else who wanted to watch has watched, and it looks like there's only me and Zhenyao left… aw…

The movie was not bad. Filled with action. Quite exciting. And as usual, it's funny! Lol… Ok, money well-spent…

And while we were having lunch at the food court before the show, we met Kian Guan (correct? Or did I remember the wrong name? Wahaha! Duhz) and his.. gf I supposed? Same thing as usual, talking crap to each other.. hahaa…

No. I bought nothing from JP today! Nothing to buy, because I have already been there yesterday! But the trip home was shiok. I slept throughout the journey, on that same 79…..

Nice aircon…

Sometimes, my predictions are so accurate, they are scary!

But it's good. It just helps to keep me on a safer side. In any sense.

Like now.

Haa. I shall sleep now…

Alright, I am back to update today’s events.

And so, it started with a cloudy morning, with occasional slight drizzles here and there. I reached school at around 9.45am. Lionel #1, Lionel #2, Ben, Zhiyi and Edwin were already there. And then, we went on to play tennis. Next came Weimin. And then Joan and Fen. Yeah, the time gap between the arrival of Weimin and the last 2 were great…

It was quite a good day. It had that slight drizzle, slight hazy effect, and it’s very cooling. We played till 12, when the rain got heavier. And then, we washed up, and went to Science canteen for lunch. Nothing much happened…

Tennis skills? Still sux.

And here are some photos of the one of the balls that Ben, Xinli, and I drew on one of the days in school.

There’s even 1 powerpuff-girls-related ball, but I did not manage to get that ball, as it was flying here and there, saving the day…

Ate and left. And off I went, putting my fate on bus arrivals. 198 came, and I ended up at JP. Eddy called while I was on the bus, and we decided to meet at JP and jalan jalan together.

I went to Popular and bought the fasterners for those papers for this semester. Went down to Capitol Optical to buy that sunglasses and contact lens solution.

Hmm.. looks ok…. and I put them on…

Hmm…

We saw the “Student meal” offer at Siam Kitchen, and decided to give it a try. There’s not much people in there. At the time when we entered, there’s only this group of girls in there. After they left, we were the only ones, and later, there were 2 guys coming in for interview I suppose…

After a bit more jalan jalan, we left, and I took MRT back to JE, while he cycled home…

Is it a tiring day? Maybe not too tired, but then, I was trying to sleep on the bus, and in the end, I was thinking of things. Why this happened, why this did not happen, why there’s no news, why there’s no response, why there’s no motivation, why there’s nothing to think about…

Yeah, and get myself even more tired.

Why do I have to think so much?

Don’t know, must ask…

Haiz…

On my way back on 143 from JE, I saw Eugene! That BMT guy! Wahaha!! Long time never see him, and omg, he’s back to the same size as before BMT. Erm… alright, everyone’s back to their “original sizes” nowadays…. *ahem* but never mind about that, it’s so nice to meet him on the bus! He was going to his girlfriend’s house, which was at BLK 53. We talked some crap here and there, and also update each other on some more crap, who’s where, and such. If only the journey’s longer…

And then, I reached home. I did not know the time. I decided to be timeless for today. Time does not matter to me. Keeping track of time will only spoil the day. I only know that, ????? was showing shortly after I reached home. Tired, but did not sleep much.

And now, I am looking at the computer clock, which says 11.43pm. 17 more minutes, and it will be 1st of December.

Oh well…

And I wait… But I don’t think I have that much energy left to continue waiting. Waiting for a negative answer, and yet, keeping some of the hopes. One thing I have really learnt over these half decade is that, never to expect things will happen my way. It never does. When I am trying to work towards something, something else will happen, and I will just be disappointed, sad, angry, jealous, hopeless, anything. Anything, except happy.

But then, I still do. Why?

How I know? Maybe I am just plain stupid. Yeah, I am stupid! 笨死了!!!

刚刚听了昨天的音乐日记，觉得有一种很苦，很苦的忧。但是，苦中又带点甘，甘中带甜，苦中作乐。那个男人，被那女人欺骗了感情，始终还是那么的勇敢面对。。。

也许，我也该写一段吧。。。 写什么呢？

当然，写给我自己看，就好了。。

Is it my router again, or is it just the service provider?

I also got disconnected while using that USB modem, which, as usual, gave me a blue screen when I remove it from the computer.

Sianz… I shall update more about today, later.

Strange dream.. must be somehow related.

It's a dream that I still remember even when I woke up. Well…

I woke up when I heard a single word. Yeah. What's the word, only I know. Wahhaahaa

Is it related? Hmmm…

Ahhh… dreams… are merely thoughts…

And this is one that I really hope it will not come true. Even if it does, I will have to settle it.

This one day, will come. Eventually.

That dream is only 1 part of a possible outcome. Wahaha!!

Really… crapp leh..

Yes! It rained!! Yay!

And it stopped, and it rained again!

Thunder. Lightning. Flashes here and there.

WOw… A perfect night for a good night's sleep.. wahaha…

And I shall do so…. zz

What a sunny morning! I went to swim at Bukit Batok with Jianliang. Yingzi found out about it this afternoon, and did not sound too pleased for not jioing her to swim. Sorry la not that I don’t want to jio, it’s too late to jio, because I confirm the swim quite late…

But since she did say that, the only time that is considered late is after everything has happened, and so, I shall sms her next time, regardless of time, maybe, 1am, 2am, or 8am… wahahahaa..

As for the swim, I wonder why people liked my lane so much? Swim and swim, and suddenly in my lane… Hmm.. and we were all swimming the correct way! Never mind, I am quite good at siam-ing in the water….. *siam, dive, kick, push*

After the swim, we went over to IMM (again?) for lunch at BK. Yummy burger… OK la.. quite full after that. And then, we jalan jalan a bit. Nothing much.

And, I bought light bulbs again! My mom wants to change the light bulb in the toilet to something with a fast transient response (erm.. -.-||), and so, I bought the light bulbs, and ?? re-wire the bulb holder!

Here’s how it looks like:

And then, I switch it on!

Woah so bright!!

Yes, I have tried lots of different light bulbs! Currently, I find that these light bulbs are light and very convenient. They are low in energy consumption, and doesn’t require a step-up transformer like those fluoroscent tubes.

So far, I support Philips more than any other brand. Not bad, and only they have the DecoTwist, which is currently in use in the living room, my parents’ room, and the kitchen. My room? I am still using this:

And when it’s on:

Oooo also very bright.

And ofcourse, I still have another form of lighting:

My table lamp from Ikea! Yeah!! It’s quite a warm light actually, but I like it! So nice.. hahaa…

I think, perhaps, I should change my room light also? Wahahaha… but not now I guess. I still have a few spare bulbs for the one above my head now.

I am just… full of light bulbs!!! Lol…

Cham… I think I have stepped on a lemon…