Belief@HazelCafe

Hmm… nice weather. I should have gone to swim… aw…

Never mind. I still have to go to school. New year in another 5 days' time. So sianz.

I got nothing much to say. So sianz also….. zzzz

Went for my dental appointments in the morning. First was the cleaning. Nice lady, Dr. Elaine Ng… =) Quite young and pretty too… lol… I like young doctors… and that does not mean I don’t accept older doctors!

Got chance then take photo lor… wahaha… fat hope… but I think I will take a nice pic with Dr Ong next time, when I remove my braces ba….

The cleaning process was quite ok except for some sensitive areas here and there. Ouch… but have to tahan… no choice. And sure there was lots of bleeding from the gums, as usual during every cleaning session. Hmm… overall it’s ok.

And then, I sat around at the reception area, waiting for my next appointment with Dr. Ong… Ok ba I guess. No rubber bands for this entire month! Yay!

And then, I went off to Queensway Shopping Centre to look for my shoes… Ate at Mac before that. Hungry!

Don’t really have any preference for shoes, but ended up getting this pair…

Hmmmmm….. looks like cross-terrain type… lol…

And then, I got out of the shopping centre, wondering where to go next. I was thinking between JE and JP. When I reached the bus stop, 961 came. I saw the words “Woodlands Int”, and I got up! Hahaa… off to Causeway Point I went…

Shiok journey, and very nice to sleep too. Passed by lots of places. The temporary RV premises, St. Margaret’s, Hwa Chong (I was looking to the right, and I was sitting facing the back of the bus. No, I did not turn left to look at NJC… wahaha), etc etc etc….

Reached Woodlands, and jalan jalan a bit. Went on to buy clothes! As usual, once I start, it’s no end…

Bought a shirt! I seldom wear shirts, but then, I think this is ok, and so, I bought it…

And then, the “ME” shirts again! 3 for $26! Ooooo…

And ofcourse, a pair of jeans… the brown pants was bought last Thursday, at JP…

And that ended my shopping trip. For now. Bought lunch/dinner, and went back home via 178 and 79…

1 day, and I passed by Jiahui’s house twice… lol…

Looks like today’s a no-swim day for me… Hmm… tired… not enough sleep on the bus… Aw…

Just now, Zhenyao sent me this. It’s a nice song too, highly k-boxable… wahahaa…. nice nice…

彩虹天堂
唱： 刘畊宏
专辑： 彩虹天堂

我不知不觉又徘徊在从前
秋风悄悄的呼唤听来尽是孤单
落叶的期盼片片左右为难
心走寂寞攀跟著飘进黑暗

我不闻不问也许好过一点
被遗憾关在房间挣扎只是拖延
无望的空谈一声声的轻叹
回忆扯不断怎黱摆脱纠缠

找不到方向往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光

找不到方向往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光有你在我身旁

Suddenly, it seems that I have a lot of songs to recommend? Well… I Do! But never mind, I will put them here when I remember… or hear… or feel…

Hmmm.. nice song. Got it from Junrong.

你那么爱她

唱: 李圣杰/林隆璇
专辑: Men’s Talk About Love

直到爱消失你才懂得 去珍惜身边每个
美好风景 只是它早已离去

直到你想通他早已经 不再对你留恋
最后的你 开始了一段挣扎

[chorus]
你那么爱她 为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊

你那么爱她 为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔

Possible Kbox song. KIV. Lol…

And let’s say I have to answer the chorus, how will I answer?

我那么爱她 不是我不把她留下
只是说不出心里话
我深爱她
其实没有人会了解啊

我那么爱她 她不会为我而留下
可能她有深爱的另一个他
所以我不想再让自己
无法自拔

Later will be dental morning, followed by flexi-afternoon all the way till night… Hmm… what shall I do?? Hmm…

Last night, after I off MSN, I decided to finish reading the story that Eddy sent me some weeks ago… The file was there, on my desktop, and I have read it half way. Somehow, I wanted to finish reading it before I spread the file around, to make sure that it’s a nice story to read. It is…

–I Believe You.pdf– right click and save it…

Yes, I finished reading it at 1.40am. Nice story…

It’s like 音乐日记 to me…

Wow…

And somehow, it has a familiar storyline… it’s like, I have seen it before…similar, somewhere… Hmm…

At least the author let the guy survive in the end… at least the girl finally knows… at least… at least…

Alright. Go on. Read it. And tell me how you all feel after that…

–I Believe You.pdf–

Sometimes, I really wonder, why am I online? To tell the whole world that I am at home?

So what if I am online, and so what if I am offline? Does it make any difference to anyone? No I guess.

*log off*

Anyway, went out just now to get my dinner. The sky was really really dark (not due to the evening), and the rain was quite heavy, looking at the little floods here and there when I got home. But then, I was caught in minimum rain. As in, most of my routes were covered. Only a few drops here and there, and I got home without opening the umbrella or pulling out my little raincoat.

Bought ?? home. I wondered why, but there were a lot of people at the coffeeshop tonight! I had to wait quite long for my 1 packet of food. Ok ba, it's still the same quality despite the quantity of dishes. Some stalls will usually start to go haywire when there's lots of orders. Not this one. That's the way…

I am in a sleepy mood again… perhaps some flu bug has caught up with me… Hmmm… Or, perhaps, it's something else? Ahhh… answers… I need them…

Ok, I am really writing off all those debts that people owe me.

If you do owe me money, and you are still alive, and you think you should pay me, better make it quick. If I owe you money, you better claim it from me. Fast.

I am sick and tired of constant reminders to people. Pay money. Pay money. As if I am a loan shark or what. I am not. I am just a poor guy, who has taken out some money to help people out. And I am being penalised because of this.

Penalised for being a kind soul. Which just means that, kindness doesn't pay…

But then, are we suppose to claim something for every kind deed we do? No also…

So, which side should I stand on? In the middle?

What is the exact amount? Should be around $200. How much do I owe people? Should be around $30… No wonder I never manage to save up any money…

Anyway, went to swim just now. Zhenyao was already there swimming. Lijian did not want to play pool, so that was off. So sianz. I forgot my rule about not to anticipate anything until it happens. Suddenly did not know where to go, what to buy. And so? Went home empty-handed after that.

Before I left home, I was thinking, pool, and then pool. In the end, it became pool only. So sianz. Thought of going places, but no, not with that bag that I was carrying. I was in a nua mood this afternoon.

And now, it's evening. I am still thinking whether to get out and buy my dinner… Hmm…

Haiz…

Ok, I am back, after 1 day of missed directions. But then, there’s still no directions to anywhere, but whatever, I shall still blog!

Ok, for Thursday, after the last lecture, I went to JP to meet my siao camp mates for dinner! First, we went to Fish and Co, and Yiliang arrived just in time to share with me, Jianliang, and Eddy, the Seafood Platter for 2…

四个大男人，分享一个seafood platter for 2…Wahaha!!!

Anyway, they spoilt my plan to re-arrange back the shells and everything back onto the plate.. aw…. wasted…

After that, we went to jalan jalan to wait for Zhiwei to arrive. And then, we went to Swensen’s for ice cream! Lol… Banana crumble, apple crumble, etc etc etc… lol… yes we were siao…

And then, I built my “Swensen’s Monster” again… wahahaa… The last time was during the P6 outing at Orchard… This time, it underwent upgrading, and it had a balloon ‘hat’…

And for Friday, there was a mini Poseidon outing to Orchard! Actually, we only settled on the place to go quite last minute.. as in, Joan suggested Pepper Lunch some days ago, and since we all did not mind, we all went there!

The food there was quite alright I think. It’s a bit salty, and I really think is because I had put too much sauce…

Ahh… camera… I need to further explore the functions…

And after that, we went to walk around, to wait for Ben to join us. We went jalan jalan, to Zara, to Topshop, to wherever…

And we ended up at Food Republic… and Ben appeared. And we sat there till evening. Till Darren appeared.

And here’s Junrong, with his bday stuff: A watch (Lionel bought it), and the bday card (Joan bought it):

Junrong left the earliest, as he’s going back to school for ??. And after Darren arrived (for Fen… ), we all decided to leave. I took 143 with Weimin, who was going back to hall. Full of people… Luckily there’s seats at the top deck. I certainly did not want to stand all the way home…

And on the bus, I was listening to this song sung by ??, and I listened, and followed the lyrics… and I came home, and looked for the exact lyrics and the original singer, and here it is:

Heaven Knows
Rick Price
_____

She’s always on my mind
From the time I wake up
Till I close my eyes
She’s everywhere I go
She’s all I know

And though she’s so far away
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she’s gone
I’m still holdin’ on

So tell me where do I start
‘Cause it’s breakin my heart
Don’t wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
‘Cause heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her
You’ve gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I’ll know she’s mine

So tell me where do I start
‘Cause it’s breaking my heart
Don’t wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
‘Cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
‘Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she’s never there
And all the time I act so brave
I’m shakin’ inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
‘Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows

Hmmmm….. nice….especially hearing it at night… hmmm… although it’s a sad song…

A tired day…

I want to sleep… And really, I should stop thinking nonsense. I have other things to do.

But then, the way the stop thinking is to kill the brain. The brain has done nothing wrong…

OH well…

I shall write more when I am finally awaken… or partially awaken…

Hmmm… somehow, feeling strange. Don't know why.

Is something going to happen? Don't know. If I know, I won't be here. Hmm… strange…

Never mind, just listen to an interesting song….

Schnappi, das kleine Krokodil

Ich bin Schnappi, das kleine Krokodil.

Komm aus Ägypten, das liegt direkt am Nil.

Zuerst lag ich in einem Ei,

dann schni-,schna-,schnappte ich mich frei.

Refrain:

Schni Schna Schnappi

Schnappi Schnappi Schnapp

Schni Schna Schnappi

Schnappi Schnappi Schnapp

Ich bin Schnappi, das kleine Krokodil,

hab scharfe Zähne, und davon ganz schön viel.

Ich schnapp mir was ich schnappen kann,

ja ich schnapp zu, weil ich das so gut kann.

(Refrain)

Ich bin Schnappi, das kleine Krokodil,

ich schnappe gern, das ist mein Lieblingsspiel.

Ich schleich mich an die Mama ran,

und zeig ihr wie ich schnappen kann.

(Refrain)

Ich bin Schnappi, das kleine Krokodil,

und vom Schnappen, da krieg ich nicht zu viel.

Ich beiß dem Papi kurz ins Bein,

und dann, dann schlaf ich einfach ein.

(Refrain)

Lalalalaaaa… ok, translation from the original German song…

Snappy, the little crocodile

I am Snappy, the little crocodile.

I come from Egypt, located at the Nile.

At first, inside an egg I lay,

then I snip-snap-snapped me out one day.

I am Snappy, the little crocodile,

I have so many sharp teeth in my smile.

I snap up everything I smell,

I snap because I can so well.

I am Snappy, the little crocodile,

I like snapping – I play it all the while.

For my Mom, I’ll set a little trap,

and then she’ll see how well that I can snap.

I am Snappy, the little crocodile,

I could go on snapping for a while.

I nip Dad's leg to make him leap,

and then I simply go to sleep.

Hmmmm…..