Belief@HazelCafe

Went to school for a lecture and a tutorial. The lecture was a bit crap. Lecturer decided to advertise for his research lab. I went into the lecture, ready to accept new ideas, and he started with advertisement. By the time he finished and was going to start the proper lecture, I was already almost half dead.

Nice tutorial as always. Concept still not too clear though.

Played the bus game. This time, 33 came. Took it to Ikea. Talked to my NS junior on the bus. Year 2, mech engin, poly intake. He was going home. I forgot his name. Opps…

Yeah went Ikea. There was little people there. Walked around aimlessly. Lost. As in, did not really know what I wanted in the first place, and why I was there. I saw Yongi Bear!!! Mr Yong!! He was zooming around, and when I was trying to find him, he was gone! Zoom… Haiz… next time ask him to slow down, or else very sad leh, no chance to talk to him. Lol…

And then, took bus to JE. Walked around Popular. Nothing much. Walked around JE Central. Nothing much. Took bus home. Nothing much. What a boring day.

Today was the last school day. I thought of having some fun things. In the end, it's so boring.

Boring me, it has to be.

So sianz. And why is my left arm aching for no reason?? Something is wrong…

Who cares if I have an missing arm? Lol… Me having 1 less hand will not affect others' work anyway. Woah… pessimistic ideas are back to haunt me. Isn't that fun?

When exams are nearing, it's so sianz.

Went school today to study abit and to attend the last gek lecture. In the end, I think I did not do much. Hmm…

While on our way to take Bus C to Science, 1 Japanese old couple came and ask us about the currency, if the coins they had were enough for buying a bottle of Coke from the vending machine outside EA. Yes they had $1 worth of coins. It's enough.

And then, they came back and asked us if they could take the shuttle bus. We could not see any reason why not. But then, they said they were going to…. erm.. the Malayan Railway Station (Tanjong Pagar that one), or Raffles Hotel (Yeah, City Hall that one), and we were like… ermmmm…..

Of course we explained to them (slowly, they did not quite understand our English) that the shuttle buses only serve the school area. And then, they left… hmm.. hahaa…

No, I could not use my F-grade Japanese to talk to them, later they use chim chim sentences then I will be like… -.-||

Yeah the lecture ended early, at 5pm. And I went home after that. Nothing else. I send things without expecting any returns anyway. That's something that I will try to adapt.  

Ok, I think I shall take a break, and plan for my revamp exercise.

• integrated photo album!
• random midi!
• some other things to be thought of some other time…

wahahaa.. crap la..

After swim… good swim, until the clouds turned grey. Zhenyao and I decided to leave on that sight, which was a good choice. Lijian was late, but still left early. The pool was quiet after the group of students left for school, after their weekly swimming lessons.

I was listening to ????, and somehow, the story today (or last night, as it was a repeat broadcast) sounded familiar… Quite similar to the story that I had. Well, he was somehow, more lucky than me: shorter time.

But still, wah…

And that's good. Looks like I am not the only stupid guy around.

Yeah good.

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????? (Saya)

[verse1]
??????? ??????? ??
??????? ????? ???????
?????????? ??????? I miss you
????????

[chorus]
???? ???? ????????????
????? ???
???? ?? ?????????
?????????????

[verse2]
????????? ????????? ???
?????????? ?????? ????????
????????? ???????? I miss you
???????????

A sort of missing-you song? Wahahhaa… nice song sang by Saya!~

[edited] By the way, the current midi is this…

Well well, what else can I do?

Failure to understand.

Not that I don't want to explain. No one's listening.

And so, it is best if people go through what I have experienced, and get the feeling themselves.

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Oh well…

Currently watching Channel U. Jolin!!! Hahaha a funny show… but why do they have to show it from 12.30am onwards??!!! Duhz…

Hmm… I have always wanted to make a really-workable java applet. I think I shall create one. Soon.

I think I would like to implement a drawing board for my blog. A Java version of mspaint. To draw with a mouse. To create images that can be saved directly onto the server without much trouble on my side.

I have seen an example online. The one I have found has a 30-day evaluation period, after which I will have to purchase it in order to continue using it. I want to look for one that's free. Yes. FOC.

If I cannot find any, then I shall create one for myself. Yeah yeah… See how. It's fun to create applets, and help is available everywhere! That are lots of tutorials online!

And this coming holidays, if I have the time, I will be looking into the usage of Hazelsky.Net. Perhaps, I should just change over to that domain.

EnchantedLove.Net… any takers? I am willing to sell it for 1k… wahahaa… If you want the logo, add 500 to it. The domain name is very very suitable for some dating website. If not, oh well, I think I will shift the main site over to Hazelsky soon.

That will mean a total revamp. Yeah, after 3 years.

I have been thinking, why did I use this name in the first place? Strange… Maybe something or someone misled me into it. Or maybe I am in dreamland.

Anyway, I have changed my room lighting again. Now, I am also using Philips Decotwist. Just one more room to change, and the whole house will be using the same type of light bulbs. Yeah the light's bright enough.

Heh… no no this time, there were a lot of sparks when I was installing the connectors. And lots of noise too. Kaboom! What a heavy downpour.

Kaboom…

What's next? my shelf. Expandable to 2 levels. Well, if that 3 screws can support the weight, why not? When I have finally completed with the mounting, then I will put a small lighting just below the lowest level, so that I can finally use the table to do my homework, under very cool lighting.

I have so much plans for my room. It's my room. My room.

More ideas? Till I visit Ikea next time.

And now, back to revision… On my own… Because I know that, I will not find anyone. But then, it's always been this way. Isn't that good? Maybe. And I think that, I will need lots of luck this semester. And so, I will not give my luck to people. NO.

I have been giving so much luck, and got none in return. Didn't people talk about ????? I think it doesn't apply to me. But then, didn't people talk about giving and expecting nothing in return?

People are always coming out with reasons to contradict themselves. They will just look for the best reasons to explain something in a particular scenario. That makes it look correct. People change their perspectives. People modify their reasoning. People think.

Just completed playing Shining Force this afternoon. Took 1 week to complete it. Shining Force is a RPG game on the Sega Genesis system. I have played it before, but a week ago, I downloaded it once again. Still quite fun, although it can get quite tiring. Anyway, I have completed it, and I can go on and do my other stuffs. I shall keep Shining Force II till after my exams.

There are lots of nteresting games on those TV consoles. I remembered my first console was a Nintendo. That time, I was playing Super Mario 3. The bad thing was, there was no save function, and in order to complete the game, I had to play continuously. And there were lots of such games: Rockman, Contra, etc…

And I remembered going over to Ivan's house to play Dragon Ball Z on his Sega Genesis. Hahaha… and exchanging games with Junwei, Ronnie, and Lihan (seriously I don't know where Lihan went? Hmm… it's been… erm… 11 years…). My second game console was Micro Genius. And there were more games! All those classics… oooo…

I remembered I have them on my old hard disk. But I could not access my old hard disk. I think it's spoiled… aw…

Heard a few thunders. But no rain. It should rain. Continue to rain. I love rain. (note, not a capital R ok…)

Maybe I should start to write stories…. lol… oh well… see how…

Lyrics, tunes, and now stories. What else? Movie scripts? TV dramas? Does Mediacorp accept engin interns? Lol…

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[verse 1]
?:??????????
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[verse 2]
?:?????????
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[bridge]
?:???
?:???
?:???
?:???
?:?????????
?:???
?:I believe
?:???????
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[chorus]
?:oh you light up my life 
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?:?????
?:??????
?:?????????
oh—you light up my life 
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?:??????
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Nice song!! I quite like it. Junyang and Theresa sang this during the Campus Superstar finals. Want to see the video? Here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZMTbCaVV5LQ&search=%E6%81%8B%E7%88%B1%E9%A2%91%E7%8E%87

Next Kbox, this song will be in the song list. Next Kbox? Oh well… but then, looking at the lyrics, this song will be more suitable for people who are in love. My major is still on sad songs. Wahaha… ok it's not funny at all.

The song is so sweet. Let's not add bitterness into it.

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Back date: Monday, went for a morning swim at Bukit Batok. That fit fit uncle swimmer was there again. He scolded a kid for kicking water while walking along the pool. Lol… I think the kid was just being playful… lol… too badz…

And I think I dropped my left contact lens into the pool? Wahaa I hope no one eats it up. I was wearing my goggles, and my left hand sort of slipped, and the goggles went crashing onto my face, hit my left eye a bit, and the next moment I opened my eyes, wow, exciting view of a near-perfect eyesight on the right eye and a 450-degree left eye… lol

Back date: Tuesday: Finally, no need to go to school too early! No more labs, no more projects. No more! Yes! Nothing much actually. Went around, lectures, tutorials, lectures. Same life, less the hectic assignments.

This, is the time I pick up things the fastest. Revision time.

Wednesday. Went for GEK last tutorial. Went back to have lunch alone at Olive Cove. Supposedly should have at least 1 person, but then, too bad… people just love to ps me.

Yeah. Who cares anyway.

No more 2007 lecture. Last 2005 lecture. It's near the end.

Yes.

Back date: Saturday: Yes I forgot to mention, but I bought a Coffee Bean Card from Lionel! Now, I can go to any Coffee Bean and buy my coffee without thinking too much, as long as I have my card with sufficient money in it. So fun. And I still have this $5 voucher to be used soon. Hee. Interesting? Get the card from Coffee Bean!

Back date: Sunday: Nothing much. How relaxing.

Thursday morning. Currently preparing to sleep. Maybe I should do something first. Hmm…

Currently, I am testing out another rich text editor which is under the GPL license. It's quite good! I wonder if this post will get through? Hmm.. testing only…

Anyway, it is full of functions!

And famous formula like E = mc² is so easy to write!!! Ahhh!!!

I can also draw tables…

Testing chinese words: ??!

Testing German words: Schlafen ist Spaß!

Testing Japanese words: ?????

Testing Indian words: erm… I don't know how to write!!!

zzz

Hmmm…. suddenly remembered that this song is sung with guitar background, and so, off I went, to look for the chords. Found this simpler version… sounds correct… hee

??????- ???

  C      D   Bm     Em  Am     D       G
   ????? ????? ??????????
  C      D        Bm  Em   C       D    G
   ????? ????? ????????

Finished up all the GEK1536 tutorials for the next week. Now I have no more GEK tutorials to worry about. Next subject to tackle: 2004. And then 2005, and finally 2011.

Focus. Concentrate. Endure. Ignore. Wondering if I will ever get straight 'A's for any particular semester… lol… dream…

It's time I try to make a dream come true. At least I try.

Yeah… so let me continue to play my guitar… lol