Belief@HazelCafe

Ouch…

Sleeping does not clear off the hurt. Damn…

How come ar? What’s happening?? Why did it return?

I must find a way to clear it. Or else, how am I going to work in peace??

What am I talking about?

My back la. Wahahha!

In another kind of way…

Some people, just do not see things deep enough.

Some people, only see things at the surface.

Some people, just do not care.

Do they really understand? Do they really know the problem?

NO…

That’s why, it hurts, when they say things that way, because, I know why.

No one’s perfect.

It just hurts…

@#)(*!#@)*!)@(!@

I felt it, right from the point I stepped into office, and right to the point I stepped out at 11pm.

I felt it, wherever I go.

I felt it, while sitting down.

I felt it, while walking around.

I felt it, while standing.

I hate sudden back pain…

What has triggered it to return???

Ouch…

…………………………………………….

And yes, left office, and took cab to JE. Bought zichar once again.

Sianz… I wanted to eat some other things, but, at 11.30pm, what else is there?

自然。。。

挺好的。。。

……………………………………………………..

Received a call while I was about to get up the bus. I got up the bus anyway.

Yeah, that “Leave me alone” ringtone fits really well into such scenarios.

……………………………………………………..

While talking to a crazy guy over the phone, I realised some things.

1. If you are talking to someone crazy, you just have to be more calm than the person. With that, half the battle is won.
2. Next, if someone crazy throws out some crazy ideas, you, being the calm one, will be able to spot the flaws in the ideas, and thus, counter them easily and effortlessly. With that, 3/4 of the battle is won.
3. Lastly, you, being the calm one, will be able to come up with better ideas to identify the problem. With that, you will have won.

The key: be calm. If someone is siao, there is no point to be siao together.

忍。

静。

……………………………………………………..

Sometimes, not that I want to say things, but, if a software that has been tested and proven to be working perfectly with a hardware in lab conditions, but somehow, fails to achieve its desired performance in actual conditions, doesn’t that mean it’s a hardware problem?

And… if according to him, due to someone taking MC, they don’t have tests to run, doesn’t that mean, there is extra manpower, to actually test that hardware?

WTF?

So, I have become a hardware problem solver already? So if every piece of hardware sensor has some problem, will it be my problem then?

Chim hor… Don’t know how he think… but never mind, siao people don’t think really well.

……………………………………………………..

After putting down the phone, I was so sianz, I decided to take the MRT the opposite direction. And then, I decided to alight at Bishan. And I decided to take 52 back to JE.

While waiting for 52, I saw sj. Hahaha!

Slept half the journey. Shiok.

Got off at JE, bought dinner, and home.

……………………………………………………..

Last thought. One person feels good to chiong, does not mean everyone has to chiong together. Things that you have to find out first:

1. Are they willing to chiong with you.
2. If they are not, why? Mood? Tired? Or is it, just you?

Sometimes, I think, people just have to look at themselves first, before commenting on others’ behaviours…

歌曲：断了的弦
歌手：周杰伦
专辑：寻找周杰伦

歌词：

断了的弦再怎么连
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

我沉默你的话也不多
我们之间少了什么不说
哎哟我笑后
表情终于有点难过握着你的手
问你决定了再走

我突然释怀的笑笑声盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下的掉说会记住我的好
我也弯着我嘴角笑

你的美已经给了谁
追了又追我要不回
我了解离开树的叶
属于地上的世界凋谢
断了的弦再弹一遍
我的世界你不在里面
我的指尖已经弹出茧
还是无法留你在我身边

断了的弦再怎么连
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

Yes… the string broke…

Over the long weekend…

Broken…

自己一个。。。

这。。。 挺好的。。。

……………………..

Disturbed rest throughout the night. I think, I have reached my no-sick-limit… or… is that no-sleep-limit?

When I truly want to rest, I can’t. kns.

Hmmm… Holiday is ending. So sad.

And I have not done anything significant over the weekend.

So sad.

But anyway, today was ok! Went to watch 大兵小将, which was damn funny la! And then, people came over to my house, and then, dinner at west coast plaza, and then, home.

Summarized.

I don’t wish to elaborate. Not many people understand what I am saying anyway.

……………………………………………….

Sometimes, I try my best to understand things, but people just do not give me that chance. I try my best, to put myself into people’s shoes, and look at things, but somehow, people just refuse to let me in. I try my best, to try to see the picture, but what I see, are blurred images.

And then I think to myself: why am I trying so hard? Why do I care?

Maybe, that’s how I work. Maybe, I am too busybody. Maybe, I am just not welcomed.

…

Maybe, I am just not being understood.

What’s wrong with you, Son of Aquarius?

Wahahaha happy hols!

Went to sentosa yesterday evening with lionel#2. Photo-taking session. Not much things to take though.

Went to see Universal Studio and the Casino. Nothing much too. LOL…

But 1 thing was for sure: it’s damn crowded. Even the sentosa express’ queue was like crazy.

Managed to get out by 9.30pm. Had a little coffee session at coffee bean before going home.

Interesting happenings:

1. I sms someone to see if anyone’s interested in supper. And er… HP no batt.
2. I sms someone else to see if anyone’s interested in tennis tomorrow (which is today). And er… HP no batt too.

Nowadays… the HP… CHUI ar… LOL…

Even now, my HTC is constantly being charged, until I have the chance to get out of home. Heh… during weekends, I usually go out with just 1 phone. I don’t want the phone to die on me halfway mah…

Ok, breakfast time. Did not eat anything much last night. Hungry leh…

Forget it…

Lesson to be learned today.

Forget that you have done something. Forget that you have sent something. Forget that you are owed something. Forget that you have loved something. Forget that you have hated something.

Forgetfulness, is sometimes a bliss.

So, forget it.

A random quote:

“My friends keep telling me,
that if you really love her,
you’ve gotta set her free…”