I know that… if today, I continue write some things here, this post is gonna turn into another emo post.

And so, I am not going to do that today. I don’t want to share my emo-ness. I don’t want to share my sianness.

Actually, there’s no one for me to share with.

Kns.. you see, write simple lines, also can turn this simple post into an emo post.

KNS KNS KNS…

Arghhhh…

Why that thingy just gone crazy?

LOL

I am going crazy I think.

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When there’s a problem, carry on, use your brain, to find alternatives or better solutions.

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Where there’s an unanswered question, carry on, and find the answer.

Because, you never know… LOL

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I love what I love…

Was thinking randomly while stoning, and I came out with a thought: how nice would it be, to be hugged, after a long and tiring day…

Wahaha!

Ok I think I am tired. I need to stop trying to crap here… Nite…

Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous;

love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly;

it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered,

does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth;

bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never fails…But now faith, hope, love, abide these three; but the greatest of these is love.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7,13

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Here’s the link for the explanations: http://www.bible-guide-online.com/famous-bible-quotes-bible-verses-about-love.html.

Suddenly, alot of people are turning single all of a sudden. What’s wrong? Doshite??

And then, I saw someone posting the above in one of the comments, and I think, interesting, and so, I go and dig out the whole paragraph…

May the above heal those who have gone through unhappy times, and to bring to them strength to move on, to carry on with their lives.

Also, for all those singles out there (hey… include me hor), may all find the one soon.

All all those attached, may the above bring you all greater wisdom to better handle your relationships.

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Why all of a sudden, this entry is about love?

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I just came back from a wedding dinner!

Congrats to Mr and Mrs Tan! Yes! Linchuan and Shiaohan, after so many years of pattoring, have finally tied the knot! Oooo!

It was a great dinner! We even went up to help with the yumseng… waahahah!!

CSS rulez.

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I actually felt bad, having to leave early today, and left the testing half done. But then, work problems, eventually will be solved. Wedding, is a once-in-a-lifetime thing. Never will I forgo such joyful celebrations because of work commitments (unless, I am not in Singapore). I share their joy. I feel happy for them. It’s my honour, to be invited to share their joy…

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Now, who’s next?

Not me, ofcourse. I need to find first. Or rather, I need some confirmation about some things first.

I need a direction to move on.

Actually, I kind of like to work on weekends. It’s so peaceful, and things get done in much less time. During weekdays, there are too many distractions. Lunch, talk crap sessions, disturbances, CCAs, crap, crap, and more crap…

Weekends are more… productive.

Somehow.

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Anyway, went to eat dinner near bedok camp there. Actually wanna meet up with joan, since I was there, but too bad, she’s somewhere in the west, at JP area!!!

WTF… I am in the east, her area. She is in the west, my area. LOL!

Next time… next time!

Somehow, such things always happen to me and other people.

I can call someone, and someone’s phone can be off, can be lost, can be never bring.

I can find someone, and someone can be not around, can be overseas, can be whatever.

I can talk bad about someone, and… someone can be right beside me… wtf…

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Tomorrow’s gonna be a long day. Work + wedding dinner. Well done. LOL.

I am GGed…

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Sometimes, I really feel that, I am the world’s most idiotic and hopeless person…

Wahaha… interesting topic? LOL…

A few days ago, we were having a HTHT on r/s, past and present, at the office. And then I was like telling them my ‘experiences’, or ‘inexperiences’. Yes, and I come to a self-conclusion.

Lk. You sux.

Yeah, something must be wrong with me somehow. If not, why? Why was my past like that? Maybe, there is a lesson to be learnt.

And I don’t think I have really learnt it.

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After dinner at shokudo, I saw grace at the mrt station! Still as pretty as ever. LOL. Talked to her for a while. Looked like everything’s great. Heh.

It’s funny lor… After that, I just happened to remember that, last time, she did come for one of our tennis sessions, trying to learn tennis wor…

And I landed a ball on her head.A light one la… those that randomly fly here and there, with no sense of direction…

Ouch.

Yeah, and that day, we were having HTHT at the office… and er… well… she’s ‘one of them’. But not the first. LOL…

What to do… Sometimes, I take chances, and failed. Sometimes, I give up chances, and I do not know if I have failed. Sometimes…

Sometimes…

I am just…

Afraid…

When Lk is at peace with himself, he feels relaxed. Nothing in the world can bring him down.

Peace == less pissed.

Crap…

Why bother, when actually, there’s really nothing to bother?

Hmm…

It’s FRIDAY!!!

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You know, a boring job is less boring, when you finally see what you have designed, coded, and implemented, works the way it is supposed to.

Even though the logic is a bit kok.

Anyway, the thing still works.

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I like YC for the sun. I like YC for the breeze. I like YC for the water.

That’s about all.

Something interesting actually happened… Ok, at least I think it’s interesting, from all the usual happenings.

Yesterday, while at Kim Gary at Tampines, my phone rang, with a message. It’s joycelyn! LOL… she said that she saw me while at tampines mrt station, and it was too crowded to say hi somehow. Hahah… so she smsed me… I told her to shout out to me next time, and she said she will give me a punch instead… wahaha…

And she did, this morning!

Ok la, just a light tap on my shoulder. We were all waiting to take taxi. She was @)#(*)(#@!*)# late for work… lol. It’s like, how many times do one get to see a friend from long-long-ago, let alone 2 times in 2 consecutive days… ok la, for her, not me… if she never tapped me, I would not know she’s there. I haven’t seen her in.. ages. LOL…

Talked to her for a while, in the taxi queue. She’s working somewhere along changi coast road there. Oooo…

By the way, she’s one of my project partners for a management project during year 1.

Interesting…

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Got somewhat sunburnt today. Damn. Working with the sun on my back in the morning, and then working with the sunlight reflecting off the sea water, and add in the sea breeze. What a perfect combination to get burnt.

Well done.

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Was home quite early today. I actually got off the MRT at City Hall. I went up into Raffles City, randomly walked one round, and then back to the MRT. LOL. I was thinking of whether to take bus home instead, so that I could have stoned in the bus. Decided to have a quick trip home. Was initially thinking of going to IMM, but I had nothing in mind, so I gave it a miss. Bought food home as usual.

So sianz.

I realised that I have 1 new tendency: walk slow, with earphones blasting. Drown out the surroundings, and stay in my own world.

Sometimes, there’s no need to care about others. Why bother. It just brings you more misery.

Thinking back… why did I even bother, to have a change of clothes?

Why bother?

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Oh well… I Don’t intend to go.. = 其实不想走

其实不想走

唱：周华健

你总是说我在 这样孤单时候 才会想与你联络
然而谈的情 说的爱不够
说来就来 说走就走

怎么会不懂我 怎么会不知道 女人的心是脆弱
寂寞不是我 不能够忍受
只是每一天 我想你太多

其实不想走 其实我想留
留下来陪你每个春夏秋冬
你要相信我 再不用多久
我要你和我今生一起度过

其实不想走 其实我想留
留下来陪你每个春夏秋冬
你要相信我 再不用多久
我要你和我今生一起度过

(music)
怎 么会不懂我 怎么会不知道 女人的心是脆弱
寂寞不是我 不能够忍受
只是每一天 我想你太多

其实不想走 其实我想留
留下来陪你每个春夏秋冬
你要相信我 再不用多久
我要你和我今生一起度过

其实不想走 其实我想留
留下来陪你每个春夏秋冬
你要相信我 再不用多久
我要你和我今生一起度过

Arrhhhhhh it’s Saturday!

Supposedly should be working today, but due to last minute change of plans (as usual), I am very free now.

Ok, not really. I am busy cleaning up code in the Linux OS.

Anyway, the plans have been changed so many times, so much so that, I am so sianz of it. It’s like, you know there’s a plan. And you know that the plan’s not going to materialise 70% of the time…

That’s why, I don’t really plan. LOL.  If there’s any plan that I have, it will be this: Cheong first. Enjoy later. Not everyone can adapt this style, especially people who are easily distracted by little things, and people who like to distract people when others are working, etc.

Sometimes, I myself got distracted, because I just cannot help noticing people distracting people from their work… LOL…

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Yesterday’s club performance was great! I like it. Hahaha… I would have like it better if I could sing together with them, but then, due to the strumming pattern that I was playing on the guitar, I realised that I could not do that. If I did sing, I will throw the rhythm off. LOL… therefore? Keep quiet lor… just play along. Guitars + Keyboard + Vocals… Oooo…

The food was alright la, I think. Free one mah… LOL.

And wow… 米雪 was there too leh…. wahhh… Think she was having some dinner there… lalala…

And then, was some dialog with the management level. Stories… interesting ones, boring ones… etc…

But there’s one thing that I like…

In line with my blog title…

You’ve got to believe.

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Went for tennis with huahui today. The sun was crazy.

Played from 10.30 to 12. Too hot. Actually I can still continue. But hot. Better not. LOL. Excuses.

Changed, grabbed a can of 100plus, and then slowly made my way to ikea. Walked around damn slowly, looking at almost everything. So many things I wanna buy! But maybe not now. I just bought replace cushions and the cushion casing for the living room.

Took 51. Slept all the way to JE. Initial plan in my head was, to get off at West Coast Plaza, and maybe to be “sponsored” by Nike… but then, when I managed to wake up, I saw the west coast police post on my left… (aiya… simply, I missed the stop la. LOL)

Bought food home lor… Did not eat at ikea. I don’t like to eat alone, out of home.

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Stoned at home… I am quite sleepy wor… But I think I can hold on for some time… until I finish what I wanted to do.