Belief@HazelCafe

Duhz…. awake…

Slept at 12, woke up at 7. Automatically. Oh well.

Was looking at toopid documentation last night, and I decided that I better sleep than look at it. Too much things to change liao! I will do them 1 by 1…

1 by 1…

But it’s damn qiiiiiiiiii gek 1 leh… I opened up the section that I was to edit, and I see wrong information, incorrect information, outdated information. These were not even in the earlier version! Totally wrong! Qiiiiiii gek ar…

Ok, back to documentation, when I feel like it later.

And yes, I walked in the rain… the rain was too heavy, so I opened my umbrella.

I got wet anyway.

It feels good to be wet.

Somehow.

Ok la… just let me emo a few more hourssssssss…

As usual, it’s 7+ am when I woke up. I slept at 2 I think. 2 cans of latte have no effect on me.

I think, it will be an emo and stoning weekend.

No tennis today. Probably no tennis tomorrow too.

Why, when I am free, no one else is?

Now, I really don’t feel like going out. But I think I will. I have to.

Maybe to queensway to find a pair of shoes. Maybe to ikea again, to buy what I failed to buy yesterday. Maybe to jurong west, to get my hair cut. Maybe to jurong east, to get a pair of coloured contact lens. Maybe to town, to get myself a new guitar. Maybe to IMM, to buy some food.

Maybe, I will still be at home.

I am a loner by default, not by choice.

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I am tired. Note. TIRED. How do you tell that a person is TIRED? RED.

Crap.

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Played “Kiss The Rain” on my speakers. WOW. Woke up once at 5am. Automatically the song started to play in my head.

Made a purchase on Amazon.com last night. I should see my goodie next week.

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Sometimes, I just feel that…

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Oh well. Never mind.

While listening to “kiss the rain”, somehow, I feel hope… and I feel disappointment… and I feel sadness…

Why?

And… I feel like, filling in my own lyrics into the song… it’s just… so nice…

Why?

Because, I feel that, I can put in my current feelings into the song…

It’s just, disappointment and sadness…

Imagine… standing on top of a cliff, with the wind blowing, with a light rain and a faint sound of splashing waves, and you just stretch out your hands, and tilt your head up to the sky, and let the rain drops fall onto your body, your face, your lips.

Kiss the rain…

I am just super in love with this… Variations follow…

I actually like the sound of flute… should I get one to experiment?

Wahhh…. violin leh… that’s one instrument that I tried when I was in primary school. Yeah. Tried. It sounded awful. I have not touched one since.

I just downed 2 cans of latte…

Oh well…

Yay… finally met up with my sis for dinner! Hahahah yeah lor.. just a short little dinner with joan, to talk crap, and to gossip, and of course, to eat la! We ate at bedok food centre lor, one of the many hokkien mee stalls. Not bad la the food. Then we walked around a bit to crap more, updates here and there, so much that I decided to take 14 with her wahahaha!

Ya lor… talk talk talk talk talk… until she got off! LOL…

It’s nice to meet up with old friends! Hahaha!

Then I carried on my journey on 14. Got off at suntec, and switched to 10, which was (luckily) the next bus, and then changed to 30 at vivo, which was (luckily too) the next bus. Wahaha…

This is what I call SMOOTH TRANSFER.

And yes, I slept on 14. I slept on 10. I slept on 30. SHIOK AR… Sometimes, I just like to go home slowly after a long day. I have been spending quite some time on the boat lately, and in the afternoon, I actually felt my head spinning a bit. Damn…

When head starts spinning, it can only mean 2 things: 1- too long time on boat. 2- too tired or sick. I think it’s (1). Heh.

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I am soooooo gonna learn “Kiss The Rain”…

Doshite… Doshite… Doshite… Doshite… Doshite… Doshite… Doshite… Doshite… Doshite… Doshite… Doshite…

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Ok, I am just being boliao in the container…

I sleep la.

废话。。。