Still at YC…

Hmmm…

“不该 不要 不敢 不会 不爱”

Evaluate later…

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Limits…

I have to make myself clear. I have my limits too. The limits are high high up, but yes, there are limits.

While on the boat this evening, I actually felt sick. It’s a strange feeling. I felt that I rather fell into the water and rest there. My legs are feeling a bit weak. My head’s a bit spinning.

I wondered why.

But never mind, I recovered.

Took the van. All the way to bukit panjang. Yeah. Strange hor, the van did not go to bukit batok. Bought 1 barley drink while the van’s being refueled at the petrol kiosk near bedok.

Felt not better.

Got off the van, at a familiar place. Walked to the interchange, and saw that 180 had gone. Took 176 instead, a bus that I was planning not to take earlier.

It was fast anyway. Or rather, I did not notice how long I had spent on the bus. Ended up at JE. 9pm.

I really did not like buying dinner at 9pm. It was a bad timing. Stalls were closing, or have already closed. And I did not feel like having zichar. Ended up buying chicken rice. Somehow, it tasted awful tonight.

Chicken rice, to me, was never awful.

I guess, I am really at my limits.

I am thinking, what should I believe in, in order to keep me going?

No… I have 1 more day to go, before I can disappear. Wrong. I have 3 more days to go. Another weekend’s gone.

Weekend? What is weekend? there’s no end to a week.

Limits… limits…

Stupid Lk.

I am tired. Physically. Mentally. Psychologically.

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After Jay Chou… It’s What The Duck…

whattheduck.net

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Wahh… More Jay Chou…

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Wahhhh Soon… it’s Friday…

Hmmm… fast week…

What did I do yesterday? Hmm… Oh yeah… went home after work. 1 full day of discussions that, I was half-not-in-the-room. LOL…

Today, was slightly better. Slightly. Discussions on-and-off. Lots of rest time. Too much. Heh. But still… tired leh…

It’s tired not to do anything. LOL.

Went to parkway parade for dinner. Pu tien. Ok la the food. Not bad leh… the lor mee was quite nice wor… so were the meat and the mussels and the dessert… mmm..

Ok, time for keyboard, and then sleep. Paid for the vpost thingy. Now, is to wait for it to be delivered to my doorstep…

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Rise… and Shine…

Yeah…

BUT I WANNA SLEEP!!!

=(

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Guo Yong and Esther’s Wedding Dinner!

I did not know that I have a distant relative that was part of the women’s team that conquered mount everest last year.

Until today…

and at her wedding dinner! Wahahah!!!

See la… joke of the month! I remembered I was looking at the photos of the team last time, in the newspaper. But really, none of them looked familiar to me leh…

Hmm…

Ok la…

Bless the marriage! May the couple live happily ever after!

Wahh… everytime after a wedding dinner, I will feel very happy leh… it feels like, I should still believe in love.

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Oh yes, they like to quote from phillipians alot… hmm… maybe one fine day, I shall flip a few pages of my little bible to take a look… hahaha…

And the little prank they played on the newly-weds… everytime they start to make noise with the glasses and chopsticks, the bridesgroom gonna kiss the bride on the lips. LOL…

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Anyway, Fullerton Hotel is a niceeeee placeeee…. I wish I can just stone there…

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IDEA… IDEA…

Woahhh… IDEA…

… I think I know what I want…

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“Don’t let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in their life…”

Did you remember that, a few weeks ago, I mentioned that I saw an interesting quote in kimkiat’s screensaver? After that, I asked him about it, and he gave me all the photos from his screensaver. Yes, it has been in my thumbdrive for weeks.

I was reminded of it not long ago.

Yes…

“Don’t let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in their life…”

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I have been spamming my own blog for the past 2 days. I just want to write things down on impulse.

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I have my name made with glow-in-the-dark stuffs. I was thinking if I should set them in place, and clean up the table after that. Maybe I should. My table’s in a mess since last month. Or maybe I shall leave things as they are, until next week.

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Ok, planning ahead…

9 July 2010 – medical appointment at NUH. Most probably going to set a date to settle my back problem. For good or for bad.

13 Sep 2010 to 17 Sep 2010 – ICT, low key.

6 Oct 2010 to 12 Oct 2010 – Vietnam trip.

August is a bit free. Hmm. Maybe I should put something there.

I still have not fulfill my aim of going taiwan.

KIV.

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Ok, now, for updates for the past 2 days.

We went ikea tampines for dinner and shopping on friday. Basically, out of 8 people, only 3 bought one item each. We were there, walking around. Ok, I was floating around, wondering if I should buy something. I decided against buying in the end. Why? Simply, not in the mood.

And then, took cab home as usual. Sitting infront sort of isolate me from the conversation behind, but whatever, the conversation does not need me to be involved anyway. And so, I got my stoning chance lor.

Got off the cab at the usual place, and went into 7-eleven. 2 cans of latte for $2. Of course, anyone in the right mind will buy 2. 1 costs $1.75. Drank both. Maybe I have floated too much. But nevertheless, still managed to sleep.

Now, even 2 cans of latte have no effect on me.

On Saturday, I went for a short swim at bukit batok. Alone as usual. I am quite lazy to ask people already. Not that I can’t take rejections, but why bother? I need some time alone to stone in the pool.

Swam a bit, and then took bus to queensway to buy new shoes. I have been buying shoes like crazy. The latest one that I wore, was slippery on wet surfaces, and I was thinking of abandoning it soon. I am not learning how to rollerblade on my shoes ok, safety shoes somemore. Got my favourite food to buy from queensway: hot fudge sundae, bought 2 pairs of contact lenses, and then took 198 to jurong west to have a haircut. No, did not go ikea. Still not in the mood.

I think I was still floating around on saturday. I managed to alight at the wrong stop! I only realised that after I crossed the road. The place looked alien to me. And so, I walked on to the correct place. Had the haircut, and as usual, way too short. Never mind. Hair grows, if not drops.

The sky was really dark after my haircut. I decided to give IMM a miss. I had nothing in mind to buy anyway. I just wanted to stone around, walked around, alone, looking at things, surroundings, people…

It rained, and I listened to my MP3 player while the rain fell. It felt… different.

Sunday, I managed to stay at home the whole day. Nothing interesting. Just documentation, and documentation, and cleaning up of stuffs.

And KFC for dinner! I can’t do without the coleslaw when I am eating KFC.

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Sometimes, I think I am stupid. Why bother waiting for replies in front of the computer, when, in fact, you know that the reply won’t come, the moment you sent out the message?

Stupid Lk.

Stupid Lk shall stop disturbing people. Stop being a stupid idiot, sending stupid messages and wanting people to respond to them. Only stupid people will respond.

The only time I get immediate response is when, the topic is about work. Seriously. Is life that uninteresting, until we have to talk about work everytime?

Or is it that, people can only discuss work with me, and nothing else?

Yeah. Lk is stupid anyway.

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Tomorrow. I plan to get out of work by 6+. I plan to reach fullerton hotel by 7+. I plan to reach home by 11.

Plans, are not meant to be followed. They are meant, to be flexible.

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Concentrate…

You know… I am undergoing training.

I don’t want to be seriously affected by people’s responsiveness, non-responsiveness, ignorance, proactiveness, coldness, warmth, hate, love.

And yes, I can do it.

By doing that, Lk is dead man… LOL… is that good or bad leh?

To be able to be not be affected by other people means that, you treat other people like nobody. A computer. An object. A piece of paper. Crush and throw away.

But really, Lk. No one will ever notice. Ever.

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