终于明白

Ok, 0%. 100% Friends! Yay…

kns how many good ger friends do I need man… LOL..

I guess.. the more, the merrier? WAhahaha!!!!!

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Every attempt, can be brought to an end with a song. See la. Listen to too many emo songs. Song names just pop out from my head automatically. Let me share this song with all. Hope you all finally understand too.

终于明白

《仙剑奇侠传》片尾曲
唱:动力火车

望着你 慢慢离开
宿命像潮水般
淹没我 不能呼吸
漂浮在黑色的海
怎么习惯失去你的未来
怎么留住渐渐消失的云彩

骗自己 爱还存在
泪水却失踪不断
命中注定没有你的未来
莫失莫望渐渐消失的空白

什么都别说 我不想懂
至少我还拥有美丽的梦
什么都别说 我真的不想懂
终于明白 该放手

骗自己 爱还存在
泪水却失踪不断
命中注定没有你的未来
莫失莫望渐渐消失的空白

什么都别说 我不想懂
至少我还拥有美丽的梦
什么都别说 我真的不想懂
终于明白 该放手

什么都别说 (什么都别说) 我不想懂
至少我还拥有美丽的梦
什么都别说 (什么都别说) 我真的不想懂
终于明白 该放手

终于明白 该放手
望着你 慢慢离开
泪水不断

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5am?

Just woke up a moment ago. I just did not feel like sitting in front of the computer at 10+ 11pm. After finish watching tv at 11pm, I just slept on the sofa. Till now.

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I was quite sianz last night, waiting for msn replies. The last message was around 12.30am, on Saturday morning. It’s now 5am. No replies…

Not a single word.

I don’t keep msn histories. This means that the window has remained there since last night.

Does the person know? Or does she even care?

Or maybe I am the one causing this problem…

Yeah…

It all started with me I guess. Hmm…

Stupid Lk.

I hate one sided comms. There’s no RSSI, because I am not receiving any feedback.

At all.

It requires exceptional handling…

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Lk version of How to Tell that a Girl Likes You

  • She will talk to you (face-to-face, msn, sms) over boliao things.
  • She will tell you her stories without you asking.
  • She will just sit beside you for nothing.
  • She will laugh at your most not-funny jokes.
  • She will look at you for nothing.
  • She will do little things for you without you asking (i.e. get you water on a hot day, help you do this and that…).

The above, don’t really ever happened to me, from the girl that I like. Maybe not all girls are like that. Or maybe, it’s just wrong. Or maybe, who knows.

Lk version of How to Tell that Lk Likes You.

  • He will talk to you (face-to-face, msn, sms) over boliao things.
  • He will tell you his stories without you asking.
  • He will share what he knows with you.
  • He will trust you to keep secrets.
  • He will just sit beside you for nothing.
  • He will laugh at your most not-funny jokes.
  • He will look at you for nothing.
  • He will do little things for you without you realising.
  • He will answer to your calls for help without you ever calling out.

Eh.. how come it’s almost the same as the above.

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Still have 5% remaining.

I have to admit. I am quite a sensitive person. Whatever that is happening around me, affects me in one way or another. I am still trying to reduce the gain on my sensors. Filter out noise, add some blind zones, etc.

I require feedback. Or rather, feedback comes to me, whether I like it or not.

And there’s only this much that I can do.

Soon, this 5% will be gone. if nothing ever happens.

Over.

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Update on Saturday happenings. Went for tennis in the afternoon. Played like crazy. Maybe I was there to vent out my frustrations. My whole shirt was wet like siao.

How to tell that your fittest has improved a bit? Last time, I used to run a bit, and pant like crazy after that. Now, a few deep breaths, and that’s it. Which means that I can concentrate more on the hitting of the ball, which is a good thing.

Going too technical. Never mind. No one’s going to understand anyway.

Went to vivo after that. Took a look at the Samsung Galaxy S. Nice. I meant the phone. Anyway, the phone’s sold out. Stocks will arrive 2 weeks later.

Same story at Hello! Shop at BB. They will call me when stocks arrive.

I have already sort-of formatted my HTC Touch 2. I have already took out the SD card and the SIM card. I have already packed in the charger and the USB cable and the hands-free kit. Having email pushed for one day after restarting the device is certainly not an ideal solution. No to windows phone. At least for me.

And now, it’s the waiting game. Wait lor… what to do. I was too nua to go out at 10am.

Ok, 2 more episodes to the end of my anime-watching craze.

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5.30am. Hmmm… What should I do leh?

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1 sided comms

I hate 1-sided comms. Don’t @$*(@&# spoil my weekend.

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Maybe I should go vivo later.

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Better..

The online streaming pities Lk a bit, and lets him watch the final set of tennis. Now Lk is a bit happier…

Little things…

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Lk is disappointed…

Lk is waiting… for something that never arrives…

Lk is disappointed with little things.

Lk has said that he has no expectations, but… can’t he expect little things?

People tend to overlook little things. Lk sees them all. Little things, give little signs. Little signs, lead to bigger things. Bigger things are all infront of Lk, but Lk simply refuses to see them.

Lk is contented with little things. But, when little things are not even granted to Lk, Lk gets sad. Lk gets emotional. Lk gets disappointed.

Lk knows that expectations are bad. Lk has to understand that, this means that, Lk is simply not in priority. Lk feels ignored. Lk feels empty. Lk feels extremely sad.

Well, just leave Lk alone. Lk will recover in a few hours’ time.

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Eat…

Wahseyy.. it’s a crazy Friday night! Ate at chomp chomp, after deciding to eat at ion, then wisma… LOL…

Ok not clear. Let’s make it clearer.

In office, we decided to go ion orchard. I thought of itacho… And then, while walking to the car, I thought of the jap at wisma… Then, after refueling, it’s decided: chomp chomp! Wahahaha!!!

Siao 1…

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Yeah, still very full. Haiz…

Hmm.. something’s missing…

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Lots of Things..

Lots of things.. I wanna do, but… how come am I left with little time? Where has all my time gone to?

Arrrrrhhhhh…

Tired also. Hmm. Imagine: listening to explanation on 1 end, and typing code at another end, and skype at the same time. Oooo… multi-tasking. Strangely is, I can only multi-task under certain conditions. Sometimes, somehow, it’s distracting…

I want to sleep soon.

Yes, tomorrow’s Friday. Very fast. Soon, it will be Saturday. And Sunday. And then Monday.

I need time.

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Having no time, is also a good thing sometimes. It leaves you little to the imagination. You stop thinking about certain things. You stop expecting certain things. You block yourself off certain thoughts. Because, you are too busy to start having wild thoughts.

Heh. Not that I have anything to think about wor. I, too, have no more expectations. What will be, will be.

Old song wor… come on, let’s go back to our primary school days, and listen to this little song… LOL!

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Wahhh…

OT-ed just now. To settle some coding things.

Or rather, to learn about coding. LOL…

1 bad thing about me doing programming is that, I never seem to be satisfied with the way I implement certain things. Therefore, my code is forever changing, and changing… LOL…

As I change them, the code gets better, and better, and better! Hopefully.

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Too much code tonight. Maybe it’s good to go to sleep early for once.

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Toopid Day in Office..

Spent some toopid time in office stoning away. I do not know why, but somehow, in office, I cannot do much things. Maybe, there’s just too much distractions. Too much disturbances. Too much CCAs.

Finally paid our new purchasing ger a visit at her desk. LOL… wahseyy.. looks different from the file pic lehhh… file pics cannot be taken seriously.. like.. seriously.

Stayed till 9pm… took cab…

Well.. nothing much wor.. so sianz.

Sleep will be a better option…

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Watching Tennis… Woahhh..

Yeah.. been watching a bit of tennis last night. Woahh… interesting match lehh….

And somehow, everytime I watch some tennis match, somehow, the next day I play, my playing skills will be like crazy… Wahaha..

Yeah… watching tennis improves my play. Heh… Inspired to play like them siaz…

This morning, all sorts of shots seemed to land correctly leh… AHHAAH!

Hmm…

Yes, the weather sux this morning! I went out of home, to be greeted by light drizzle that turned a bit heavy when I walked to the AYE to take bus. And then, it died down during my bus trip, and when I reached NUS, the sun was out there… shining like nobody’s  business.

Crazy weather.

And then, when I went off, at around 12pm, on my way back home, it started to drizzle again. The drizzle turned heavy when I was crossing the road at JE. Zzzz…

Crazy weather.

Anyway, spent some time staring at the price list at the phone shop just now. Hmmm… not much of interest. Yet. LOL.

HTC Touch2 has a trade-in value of $250 leh… maybe hor? LOL…

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