Belief@HazelCafe

Great… for some parts.

Confidence Night was OK. We only managed to clear 4 stations. We spent most of the time sitting around, waiting, and we nearly turned fright night into joke night… They had a total of 8. Wasted. So the best one I had seen was the toilet scare. Great. Well done! Opps… addictive phrase… The activities were cut at 2am, and we went to the what-do-you-call-that-place-again… Pasir Panjang there, for Cheese Prata and Chong Pang Nasi Lemak. By the time we finished eating, back to campus, washed up, settled down, it was 4am. We slept for 4 hours at most.

In the morning was land games. We won 4 out of 5 games. I wondered where did we find the energy to fight it out… After that was a torture for me. I went over to MPSH level 4 to collect my laptop after going to the computer centre with Chong Ann. Lots of people. Long queue. Slow response. I waited for 3 hours for my turn. 3 hours, staring into space, looking around, at the counters, at the clock, at the people. I took only 10 minutes to complete my transaction.

Went back to LT7a after the collection. Maybe I had walked a bit too fast. Should had taken the long way instead of cutting across Raffles Hall… Met my SP. Really. Met. At most 3 minutes. What's her name again? …Whatever… I do not like bochup attitude. I return bochup with bochup. Fair is fair, as long as I think it is.

Decided to go back home. Could not walk around carrying that box. Tired. Have to sleep soon.

My voice's getting weaker with each passing day… I wonder how am I going to survive this week…

Supposed to go back to NUS this morning, but a stomachache made me think otherwise. I was actually out of home waiting for the bus. I messaged Fuming to tell him about my little problem, and in the end, I U-turned home. Not a bad idea, as I still need to settle my bidding stuff. Got outbidden by some people. Bad luck. Found a replacement module though. Hopefully luck will be better this time, or else I do not know what to take already.

Yesterday's Sentosa trip was OK. Played lots of games, and somehow got to know each other slightly better. Think I shall write more about this next time.

Will be going out soon to settle some admin things before meeting the group. Still quite sleepy… *yawns*

Woke up to a voiceless morning. Nearly could not speak. This is bad… I could feel my throat getting infected with virus and germs… My nose's sometimes blocked…

Did not join my O Group for Flag Day today, hence, did not set any wake-up alarm. It was Woodlands!!!! Of all places, but my favourite place, and I had to give it a miss. But strangely, I still woke up quite early. I was half awake at 8. Why didn't I go for Flag Day? Firstly, I need to settle my bidding stuff. Next, I have my own things to settle. ELove, Friends stuff, school stuff. The sun was so hot today! The weather has been very strange lately. One day, it's really cold, and it could be a bright sunny day the next. What's this? Major climatic changes? This's gonna be bad for me to recover. Felt worse this morning, after a night of undisturbed sleep. I am still feeling only 50% OK…

Actually went back to NUS this afternoon. Supposedly to collect ez-link card. In the end, we hit the walls. The cards were not ready due to some computer glitch, and we were told to come back on Thursday afternoon. Wasted trip, maybe. Bought the lecture notes on the way there. Went to have a walk in the Co-op. They had just opened, and it's still quite untidy.

Thought I could have some unlimited bus travel today, and in the end, I still have to pay adult fares till the end of the week! Sometimes, technology just fails to work…

Any recommendations for clearing flu virus…. zzz… makes me sleepy and strange…

It's always been like this. I cannot be too excited over some things, or else this will be the result.

Things that I have encountered this week. Matriculation. Oweek Briefing. Laptop Purchase.

Now, I am down with flu, cough, and feeling cold and feverish. This is quite bad… tomorrow's Week 0. Looks like someone has thrown me some virus somewhere, and the Saturday morning rain made the virus happier… then they were made kings and queens when the temperatures went up and down these few days.

What about tomorrow? See how. I have no choice. I need to see first. And, I do not want to go around spreading the virus to the groups. It's Orientation. There's bound to be close contacts. This is bad…

Why is it always like that… CORS, IVLE, Exchange, and now flu… what else will be in my way?

Going mad over CORS. Timetable clashes, no interest, no idea. And I cannot stand around taking nothing. Have to settle for 1 or 2 maybe…

Went out with my mom to Causeway Point. Nothing much there. I was like walking around, looking here and there, slightly lost. I did not even hear the SMS tone, and I only realised there was an SMS half an hour later.

Oh quit thinking of other things. Back to studies. Bring back the past me. Bring me back to life…

No basketball later. Most probably no K-Box too. The effects of school re-opening are starting to show. Crap.

Army's no good. It somehow ends our learning momentum. I have to pick it all up once again. From zero velocity. Something that will requires lots of determination and support from others. Army has given us a hole to climb out of.

Alright. Bring me back to life! But first, let me recover from this flu/feverish/cough feeling… it will take quite a while, given this kind of weather.

Attended today's little briefing for the Engin Orientation Week. I thought it was a short one, in the end, it wasn't. They were talking about CORS, which I was not aware of, and I left my pin at home, not in my head. I see no point staying there, and moreover, I had a laptop purchase to confirm. Some of the others in my group had to go too, so we all told our GC about it, and he released us… hey thanks…

So, Emmanuel and I went over to SRC first, followed by Zhonghui, who arrived shortly as he needed some time to get out of his group. We were once again doing some last-minute comparisons here and there, and decided, with the help of the salesperson, on Fujitsu S6220. The 3 of us bought 1 each. Zhonghui and I chose to pay in full, but as there's no more stock, we only paid the deposit.

And there's this little lucky draw for the purchase of any Fujitsu LifeBook, and I happen to fish out a red ball. I wondered when I will get the little prize…

I got no choice but to leave early. Imagine. We waited till 4+pm just for Emmanuel to clear his laptop loan. I am his guarantor… zzz. From 12 to 4. SRC. Nothing else to do, but to waste time waiting.

Feeling quite sick. Don't know why.

世界末日 – 周杰倫

想笑　來偽裝掉下的眼淚
點點頭　承認自己會怕黑
我只求　能借一點的時間來陪
你卻連同情都不給

想哭　來試探自己麻痺了沒
全世界　好像只有我疲憊
無所謂　反正難過就敷衍走一回
但願絕望和無奈遠走高飛

天灰灰　會不會　讓我忘了你是誰
夜越黑　夢違背　難追難回味
我的世界將被摧毀　也許事與願違

累不累　睡不睡　單影無人相依偎
夜越黑　夢違背　有誰肯安慰(難追難回味)
我的世界將被摧毀　或許頹廢也是另一種美

Did the matriculation thing today. So many people. But lucky, and unlucky, I was the earlier timing. Got the matric card. Don't really like the photo on it.

Been playing around with CORS and IVLE. See stars as usual. Some things can be improved for the CORS. And IVLE could have been clearer. Changes required, hopefully.

Got my laptop sponsorship. Should be getting one from Fujitsu. Have been pondering over Toshiba Tecra M2V, Fujitsu S7010 and S6220. Hard, and not so hard a choice. The problem still lies between the 2 models. One screen is larger, and the weight is slightly heavier, with a faster processing speed and more RAM, but the graphics card is the same for both: integrated with 64MB shared memory.

Will be going for the Engin Orientation Briefing. Nothing much to say for today.

普通朋友

等待 我隨時隨地在等待 做你感情上的依賴
我沒有任何的疑問 這是愛
我猜 你早就想要說明白 我覺得自己好失敗
從天堂掉落到深淵 多無奈

我願意改變 (what can I do?)
重新再來一遍(just give me chance)
我無法只是普通朋友
感情已那麼深 叫我怎麼能收手

但你說 I only want to be your friend 做個朋友
我猜 妳心中只是 just a friend 不是情人
我感激妳對我這樣的坦白 但我給你的愛暫時收不回來
So I 我不能只是 be your friend
(I just can't be your friend)
I just can't be your friend no,no,no
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能只是做普通朋友

OK, did a temporary fix. Will look into the details of the problem later.

Got an email (2 to be exact) regarding the orientation week. Looks like I will be in Poseidon, under the house Greek God. The name reminds me of Age Of Mythology… zzz…

Going to finish my book soon… great…

Now, for another song lyrics:

第一次

當你看著我 我沒有開口 已被你猜透
還是沒把握 還是沒有符合 你的要求
是我自己想得太多 還是你也在閃躲
如果真的選擇是我 我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不覺讓視線開始閃

喔 第一次我 說愛你的時候
呼吸難過 心不停地顫抖
喔 第一次我 牽起你的雙手
失去方向 不知該往哪儿走
那是一起相愛的理由 那是一起思守

喔 第一次吻 你深深的酒窩
想要清醒 卻沖昏了頭
喔 第一次你 躺在我的胸口
二十四小時 沒有分開過
那是第一次知道 天長地久

感覺你屬于我 感覺你的眼眸
第一次就決定 決不會錯

Been playing with my sound card in the morning! Tested out the Mic input on the panel. It was great! Better than the mic input behind the computer! Imagine my desktop turning into a mini karaoke station. I can add echos, shift the sounds, add effects. Still looking for some lyrics… will continue be on the lookout…

If you see the errors on the left, it means that the problem has not been fixed yet.

I do not know why, but why there's this sudden error. Currently trying to find the best way to fix it. For the time being, bare with it hor…