Belief@HazelCafe

I do not know why. I have been feeling this way since yesterday. I just feel that something's not right, and I do not know what or how I am going to do about it. Something is missing somewhere…… missing during these 2 days of rest…

Maybe I am just too tired. I do not want to think. No, I am not looking for a solution. I just want to laze around. Work? I had enough for the past few days.

Currently deciding whether I should enter the polyphonic ringtone 'industry'. I realised that more and more people are getting themselves mobile phones with polyphonic ringtone abilities(me too, with my 6108..). Ok, I had created my first polyphonic ringtone some months back. Now, I just have to build up my collection. But I will not let go of those mono-ringtones. They are great too.

I am still lost at sea……

This morning's parade was OK, except that there were no refreshments, unlike last year. An effort to cut costs and spice up the economy by making us buy breakfast from the canteen? I doubt it.

Met that someone after work today. I went over to IMM, only to realise that she had gone back to The Chevrons! Therefore I had to walk over. I was not grumbling(why? Is that me?), and I took around 8 minutes to reach there, which was just a short distance.

I was just about to send out my SMS when I saw her at the main entrance. We went into the food court there and I passed her the birthday gifts. No, I was not nervous(again… why??). I did not tremble. No, I was not afraid of anything then…

Yeah… I guess I have changed quite a lot already… I am already 20, you know??? Hahaha…

I am worth $1,672,030.00. How much are you?

I am home again!

The purpose of coming home today is to bring my No. 3 uniform back to camp for tomorrow's parade.

As you should have seen before, the Air Force No. 3 is a light blue with dark blue trousers. Both require ironing. And my ironing skills are not that good, so that's why I do not like the preparation.

However, I like to wear it! It makes me feel special. I like the colour! I am glad I am part of the RSAF.

Got to book in early later again. I do not see why there is a need for that. As usual, we will not sleep that early. 2245 is just too early. We will probably be watching some VCDs or TV programmes.

And yes, did something cute last night. I will try to get a picture of it later. And of course, that cute thing is for the princess… haha…

NDP… hope everything goes on smoothly…

Updating of ChAoS bLuE has been completed. I have even put in all the past diary entries into the database!

I have included a search option in the Ringtone section, which allows you to find the artists and songs you want.

And I have also make changes to the G. Book. I have removed the Footprints, and added in fields to collect information about navigation and design.

The Contact page is still under construction though. I think I may be able to finish it by tonight.

Well, I think it is no longer that chaotic. I have used a more serene colour as the background, in order to save my soul and save your eyes. I am also thinking of including some other goodies, but these are all just thoughts.

Going To JP later. Got to do some shopping for National Day…

You do not know what I mean? Keep guessing then! 😛

Got the news on Thursday about my promotion to my next higher rank: Corporal. This will be my final rank all the way till ORD, and it should be this all the way through NSman life later.

Drove the 2 vehicles back from Sudong with Jianliang yesterday. Nothing much on the Minister Visit. I did not even get a glimpse of any minister, although I read in the newspaper that the new Defence Minister was there. No mention about the V200. No photos of it also. I wonder why were we there in the first place. Was it to put on a show where all eyes of the watchers were on other attractions?

I do not care that much anyway. I have done my part. What's over's over.

Went to Beach Road to get my rank sewed on 3 sets of No. 4 and 1 set of No. 3. There are 3 more sets and 1 more coverall to be sewed with the rank, and I shall do that later.

Got my pager today. Hope it will not ring this month, or else I will have to rush all the way back to camp and get ready to move out, with everything, everyone, and deploy… I do not wish this to happen, and I certainly do not hope to go off abruptly in the middle of a lunch, or while enjoying my holiday…

However, I am ready, if anything really happens… I will always be there, to support, to counter, to defend…

Vigilance is the key…

Yes, it's book in time. And I still haven't finish editing my new homepage look! I took this whole day and a bit of last night, yet I only managed to finish up to the ringtone section! How slow am I…but nevermind, slow and steady win the race… I will be back again next week.

Be prepared to see the new ChAoS bLuE. Perhaps not that chaotic anymore, but more on the serene side.

Still have a long week ahead, with 2 more days of 'overseas' trips and some more suggestions for me to implement.

Well, take a good look at this page! Or else, after next week, it will be gone for good…

Gone…

It's another long weekend for me!!!

Boss has decided to give us each a long weekend, which is to be taken in groups, meaning that half will stay while the rest goe. I happen to be in the group to take the LWE first, and this is my second LWE in a row, the previous one given by BWO as a compensate for having to book in early last Sunday.

And about my 'overseas trip', it was great, besides the night when we had to move out at 2 in the morning. We 2 drivers just could not sleep! I did not know why, but Lew Bee Chye and me just couldn't keep our eyes shut long enough to be asleep! Maybe we were just not excited (perhaps not), or we were just not used to be sleeping so early (8pm). In the end, we spend some hours playing with the guitar (which I had just begun learning the basics) and watching TV! I finally managed to sleep at 11pm, and Lew, at 12mn!

At Sudong, things were OK, except that I need to camouflage my face. I was the main driver for the event, so I had to go through all the rehersals. Lew, as the standby driver for the first day, managed to escape with a clean face, but the rest were not so lucky. It was later announced that even the standby crew had to put on some green and black make-up! I was soooOOo happy for them.

Going for exercises and such are very useful. they help me save alot of money! I travel less, and save lots on tea breaks too! I can't believe I can actually manage to maintain my bank account balance above what I have set as a limit.

Bought a new bag at Sports Connection, Causeway Point, under the sponsorship from my father. I is another Deuter, with that special metallic frame behind which I think can be used as a racket. Haven't start using it though. I shall use it next month.

A few more days more to August. Will this year be different than the previous years??? Only time will tell… I do not know…

I can only hope it will be…

Wah! Today will be the first time I am going to camp at 6 plus!

BWO wants us to sleep and wake up and drive at 2AM, and so this's the decision by him.

I will be gone for another week. Take care, all of you out there…

August is coming up fast! This year will be different, I hope… 😛

I'll be going 'overseas' on Monday! Well, at least out of mainland Singapore to some place where land transportation to it is impossible…

I shall talk more about it when I return! I do not know what's going to happen over there, so what I can do now is to wait, book in early on Sunday evening, and get ready to move out at 2am in the morning. Even the thought of that makes me yawn……

Had another great run today. We were accompanied by slight drizzles during the first 2 rounds, It was great, but it certainly did not feel great with water droplets making their way hard on your face and eyes, making you blink unnecessarily and certainly slowing me down. I love rain, but I do not enjoy running in it. I prefer to watch and even walk in it.

National Day's coming. That will be the next holiday on my list, as all my leave has to be cancelled due to the 'overseas trip', which clashes with my leave days. Have to say 'bye-bye' to Pulau Ubin for the time being…

Currently, I am wearing a shirt which was bought from Hang-Ten by my mother. She claims that it was too big for her. It reads: “Singapore I Love U”. That makes me wonder what's my level of love for Singapore. Am I ready to defend her in times of need, or protecting myself first? I think I will do the former, but one will never know what's his decision until the time comes…

If there's anything that the army has taught me, that will be 'wayang'… I don't wish to elaborate further.

All NSFs will understand, wouldn't you?

Went to JP this noon with Eddy. Found myself a wallet to replace the old one which already had a hole in the coin pocket. It's quite nice actually, and most importantly, it meets my budget of $30 and below!

After that, we went over to Giant, at IMM. I had wanted to buy a 5-tier bookshelf, but after taking a look at the price and the weight of the wood, (and perhaps the country, which has some help in preventing me from buying) I decided not to buy! Instead, I went over to the DIY shop beside it and bought a piece of wood and a pair of supports for making a shelf mounting on the wall! I have not decided on the actual location yet, but I have shifted the furniture in my room this afternoon, making space for a possible mounting location. Now, my computer is placed at the corner of my room, and my bed is in the center. It looks more spacious to me now!

Have been busy typing out bits of song lyrics in Chinese. It was a fun but tiring job. Sometimes, I do not know how to read certain words, and I have to check them out in a dictionary.

Going back to camp later. Was arrowed to go to Changi Air Base to change tires tomorrow. I wondered why, but decisions (and always those which I am involved) are made when I am not in camp……

Whatever… I wondered if it will rain later…