Rain… So good… So true…
Fall on me… fall on me… cleaning me up…
May the sun rises from in between the clouds…
Shine on me… shine on me… brighten me up…
Wahahaa… as if I very sad like that. I love rain!!!
Hmmm… let's see what I can do… I guess, nothing much.
Who says that blogs have to be consistent? I just want to write whatever crapp I want…
Went to Kbox Clementi with Zhenyao and Lijian. Just the 3 of us. No girls, which means, no duets.. Aww…
Anyway, tried songs that I am not really used to. Sang, and spent most of the time watching instead, ?????. As expected, it contained scenes from the drama serial! That's true for ???? also! Yay! I could sing that ???? song, even though, not really tune-perfect. Needs more training I guess.
Tried songs that got famous after they were being sung during that Project Superstar! Hahaha. Songs like ?????? and ??. Nice songs… Tried Forever Love again, and also practised on ?? and ????. Gave up on ??????? and ?????. Duhz. Tried some other songs here and there… well… The sang some songs that I never heard before also. Yup… Hee…
Clementi Kbox was the same as last time. MVs tend to skip some frames here and there. While we were in there, there was a slight power failure of the lightings. What's good was that the room that we went was in a smoke-free zone, which meant smoke-free room, smoke-free sofa, smoke-free clothes when we got out! Hee… But I still not too happy with that place. Somehow, I had no chance to fight for venues.
And why, me staying the furthest away, managed to reached the entrance before the 2 others who lived nearer??!
And then, after Kbox? Go home lor. No dates. No buayas. No destinations. Nah…
Ok, a third netizen has been charged for “stirring”. Haiz… the term “freedom of speech” is getting a clearer picture as time goes by. No “stirring”, no “cooking”, no whatever…
Maybe, “Free Doom of Speech” will be a better way to look at things. And I am studying SSA2204 – Nation Building now. How useful.
It's holidays. But to me, it doesn't look like holidays. It's catching up week. So, I shall catch up. I shall clear doubts. I shall do well for modules. I shall be good to people. I shall be better to… I shall be…
Dreams. Everyone has them. So nice… And so bad when one wakes up to reality, and hopes that it will happen.
Dream on…
Ok, the phone bill came. They are really quick to send me my bill, whenever there's excess charges. There's a $18 sim card replacement charge, and lots of talk time charges due to over usage for the past month. And behind, there's a -$18 for sim card replacement. Phew… wahahaa…
Well… zzZ…
Woke up at 7am to the sound of rain this morning. Yes, I was telling Xinli that since I had declared that I am going swimming, it will rain. Told her it's a sure-win bet, so luckily she anti-betting…. wahahaha!
However, in the end, I did go swimming. With Zhenyao. Yingzi decided to PS, as she's tired, which I think was due to the rain. Swam quite a bit, but I doubt if I ever hit 10 laps. It's good to swim with non-tired hands and legs. It's really shiok to be able to speed through the waters… “Speed”, in my sense, means the ability to swim. Wahahaa… I won't say I am fast at swimming. No. Actually it's quite slow ba…
Yeah, we swam. And then went over to stone at the jacuzzi pool. Then, we went to BK for lunch. Yummy. That French Chicken burger. Not bad. A grilled chicken piece, with turkey ham and swiss cheese. mmmMMmMmm… And after that, I went for my dental appointment at NUH.
The people at the dental centre were still as friendly as before! Heehee.. Since they were so good people, I decided to help them tidy up the place by putting back the newpapers back to the rack. I wondered who had read them and then just place them on the sofa! Hmph! That girl with the nice nice voice was on the phone. I think she's buayaing… wahahaha… buayaing during lunch time. Nothing wrong with that. Heh…
Anyway, during dental, I had wanted to talk crap, but with my mouth open, it's quite impossible to talk without hindering Dr Ong and his assistant… and so, I always kept my mouth shut… er… I mean, kept quiet…
“How did the wire broke?”
“No idea.. hee..”
The above conversation was referring to the broken metal arch wire. It's ??, as I managed to break it without knowing it until one fine morning.
Dental was a fast one. That's why I had always requested for my appointment to be at 2pm, which is right after their lunch break. It's better, as I will (most probably) be the first one in the queue. How nice… Reaching there early, then can see girl… no… see book, read notes, sleep…
After the appointment, I went over to the Science Library to hunt for that statistics book. It's quite easy to find, and there's 2 of them there! After thinking for a while, I decided to copy some of the tables instead of the initially proposed idea – print the whole book. No point. For now.
After that, I took the bus to Engin. Engin Day looked quite dead to me. Maybe it's the time: 3pm! I went to the computer centre to stone till 6pm, talking crap, discussing stuff, printing readings with that so-slow printer network! Hope they will upgrade it soon.
And after that, I took 188 to IMM! Wahaa.. shopped for a new tap, but did not get it due to the price. A bit too ex, and I did not really know if that's the one I am looking for. Maybe I should just look around first before deciding on one. There's no need to hurry for this. Yup..
So instead, I bought a long-nose plier, and new power points and lighting switch for my upgrading of my room's switches! And earlier, I was telling the story of that day, when I was changing the switches of my parents' room, when I accidentally touched the earth wire with the test pen while the tip was on the live one, resulting in nice fireworks in the room. Ok, this time, I shall use safer electrical practices: off the main.
Hmm… and perhaps, I can also test the multimeter that I have bought from Sim Lim Tower. See if it melts at 230V RMS. Lol…
Nothing much after buying those stuffs. While on my way out, I saw this stall selling mooncakes at $10/box! Oh well, irresistible offer! And so, I grabbed a box. $10. I wonder if it's good… Hmm…
And that's what happened today. Hmm… did I miss out anything? …
Hmm…
I think, I will need to tidy up my room, before I can start on anything at home. I can't do anything now. So, let me just slack for 1 more day… And then…
I shall return.
Friends are a necessity. Ofcourse, there are people who can live with none, and because of that, they are seen as being “weird”. In everyone's friends list, there will be some form of classification.
There are certain friends that we don't really contact that often. This group of friends, I call it “old friends group”. Members in this group meet once in a blue moon or as and when needed. They keep in touch, and at least know a bit of what they have been doing recently. Although the low contact rate, their numbers are still being kept in the phone list.
The next group of friends belong to the “close friends group”. When 2 friends are close, they tend to go through thick and thin together, share their joys and sorrows, and discuss about their problems with each other in order to get more views from more perspectives. They are not afraid to ask something, knowing that somehow, they will be taken notice of. Little secrets exist between them, and they are able to talk about anything under the sun. They joke and make fun of each other without (most of the time) causing anger. Most of the time, friends in this group will see each other at least once a week.
Another possible group is “new friends group”. This group of friends will be those who have just met, having friendship of a short length of time, as compared to old friends or close friends. Possible ones are those that one will met during work, or in some class.
Of course, there are other possible groups. Let's leave them out, or else, this will become a book.
The Concept of Friend List Mobility (what's this?) states that friends in a particular group now will not belong to the same group any time in the future. Friends change. Priorities change. Objectives change. Friends losing interest in each other. Friends meeting more often due to one reason or another. Friends leaving friends to meet other friends… All these, are just everyday life. We see them everyday. We experience them sometimes.
Sometimes, you are so used to a particular group of friends that, one fine day, even when one of them is not in the group, you will not even notice it, until you have something to tell that friend. This happens quite often when the group is outside. Sometimes, it's just unavoidable. And sometimes, it's just being ignorant… No, that's not the word. There's another word… Hmm…
Friends can also jump between ranks due to misunderstandings or wrong-doings. Basically, it's easier to be demoted than to be promoted. Bad things always come at a higher price… Everyone wants good things, and tend to throw away bad ones.
Sometimes, a dilemma can occur. You have 2 groups of friends, both of which you are in, and they are all going for lunch. Which group should you join? Do you go by priority, or do you go by instincts? Or is it some other choice?
That's why, sometimes, I try to avoid making such choices. That's why, sometimes, I will like to merge groups together into one. Things will be much more simpler this way. But, some groups are hard to combine. It's like, introducing new friends into a well-defined grouping. It's hard to break the ice. But, you never know until you try… I've been trying. Trying hard to expand the group of Kbox siaos out of Poseidon. Yes. Out of Poseidon. Yeah. friends are starting to link around. It always end up this way: this friend knows that friend, and somehow you get to know that particular friend and later find out that, they all know each other!
Of course, there are friends who are ????, and some who are ????. Don't blame them. They are humans. Some are more adventurous than others. Some are just seeking something (with the exception of a few, who wanted to seek more). Some just throw some dice in order to decide. It's a choice. You can't possibly split yourself up into 2, with one part dining here, and the other part eating elsewhere.
So, don't expect friends to be with you everytime, because, really, no one can commit himself/herself to one. It's just the way things are… So, just give and take…
Suddenly remembered something. What I requested, I do not get. Requests can end up in disappointments too… Never mind. It's just reflecting forgetfulness, or ignorance, or simply, crapp…
Stupid SS test just now. I did not know what I was writing. It's crapp. Crapppppppppp….. Yeah it's over. Don't care. Put a 'X'. Should not have spent so much time reading and reading. It's time wasted. I should have used the time to do some other things, like trying to understand Fourier transforms or transfer functions. Why? Because I know that, no matter how much I prepare for it, I will not be able to answer the question anyway.
Ok. Smile.
“Ich möchte Kaffee mit Milch trinken. schönen Dank!”
“I would like to drink coffee with milk. Thank you very much!”
“???????????????”
“Watashi….eeto..??!” <— Never mind…
“Saya…. Kopi susu??!” <— duhz
Wahahahaa…
Crapp la. Tomorrow's a SS test, and here I am, writing some coffee stuff in different languages.
Hmm. 1st sentence is interesting eh. Grammatically correct, I hope. Taught by Miss Lin who is pro, and is my teacher! 2nd sentence is a perfect one. lol. 3rd 1 is Ok. The 4th and 5th, I forgot… or did not learn so chim before. Hmmm…
Ok, back to signals tutorial. Er.. no. Maybe SS lecture notes… Wait… I haven't crap finish yet!
Spent the day reading away. More and more stars as I read, as the reading gets more and more sianz. Just now, I actually decided to fall asleep while reading the signals textbook. It's so sianz. As in, sometimes, I really don't know what I am doing. I am just applying. The worst is still 2012. Completely lost. As always, I hate stats.
I think, I should sleep early today also… oh well… sleep…
Currently in E3-06-14. Shiok. I owned the room!
Can this week pass quickly? I wanna a break! Hahahaaa….
Haiz…
Time for a little discussion on why girls and guys are like that. Like what? Like that lor… duhz…
From most TV serials, one may have gotten the impression that, as always, guys are the ones cheating on girls. But why not the other way round? Girls can cheat on guys too.
Qoute from Joan:
SOME guys are just simply disgusting!!
They have their own girlfriends but just love to look at ANOTHER girl.. makes eyes at her, looking out 4 her all the time, making it seem like he's so interested in her.. giving her the wrong idea.. please, if you are attached, show urself some respect.. show ur gf some respect.. and last of all, show OTHERS some respect..
First, one will have to see, why does a guy look at a girl, even when he has a gf. There are quite a few reasons, some of which are listed below (not in order of priority):
Basically, I think that it's quite normal for guys to look at girls, or vice versa. What's wrong with it? Some people just like to compare. They just cannot live without. Comparisons can go both ways, as do other things. If it goes too much on either ends, the scale will just topple, and everything will be back to square one. Some couples like to quarrel over such things. Some couples always compare, but with a positive mind. They don't think that the comments are out to negate them.
Some guys are very sensitive to comparisons. When a girl says “he's better than you” to her bf, how will he feel? Things can, of course, go both ways here. One is that he will try to defend himself by saying something good about him, or even worse (or better), say something bad about her, which can mean that the comment does have an impact on him emotionally. It's a self defence, an involuntary action. If something bad is said, then the small discussion may turn into a mini war, which can in turn become a wall. (War. Wall… hmm rhymes!)
Another is that he will admit. “Yeah you are right…” It can be somehow turn into some form of joke, somehow, and the discussion will move on. How to turn it into a joke, will depend on individual's skills. Some are just born to tell jokes, while others are like stone. Or rather, wooden blocks.
Of course, not all people can take criticisms with an open mind. Somehow, they will fight back (especially guys) if they don't agree. Guys will fight to the end, in order to make a wrong become an impossible right. Or they will just be very angry and start throwing things around. Tempers flare, and things fly downstairs (oh well… flare, downstairs…). Girls are more on the “calm” side, and they will deploy their most powerful teardrop weapon.
And regarding respect. I think it's mutual too. There's always a balance point which always threatens to topple everything if the equilibrium is disturbed. Give and take. Balance it back. More on the left? Remove more from the right, or try to persuade the left to remove some. Try to give people some way to escape in any situation. Don't kill him or her off in public. All people like “face” (except those really thick-skinned ones who really needs the scrapper and sandpaper to make it thinner).
Let's go back to looking at girls. Looking at girls will be better than having 2 girls! Imagine, you have one girl who is in some place, and you are having another girl with you, currently in another place! Killing 2 birds with one stone? Having 2 girls with 1 guy? Having fun playing hide and seek together?
It's not fun. No, I have not experienced that, but it's not fun.
Is it that difficult to make a choice? If it is, just do an asynchronous clear. Reset everything to 0, and let's start from scratch again. But then, it's always good to make a choice, so that you will be able to free up any “valuable resources” that can benefit another person. I do agree that making a choice is very difficult in the beginning, as most people know that, once a choice is made, there's not much way to turn back. Let's say, in a group of 2 girls and 1 guy. Do you want 3 people to go back to the start line, or you want to send only 1 back for her own good? Or, in a group of 2 guys and 1 girl. Will you choose guy #1 over guy #2, so that guy #2 can just give up on you, and move on? If he's those sentimentally/emotionally attached person, then, too bad for him. Give him 1 or 2 weeks. 1 month. It's better than waiting, and waiting, and waiting. For years.
Yeah, sometimes, being rejected is a bad feeling. The feeling of being beaten and lost. Rejection can also result in the loss of friends, but then, true friends will always be friends, no matter what happen before and/or after. Memory? Keep it with you, and laugh it off over a cup of tea 20 years down the road.
I can continue crapping my way through the night, but I guess, I shall not. Haiz. So sianz. Let's end it with a song lyric. Why I did not put up this lyrics here before, I do not know. It's quite a nice song:
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Ok. Had bball session this afternoon. Blk 108 court had people setting up a tent for some event, so that court was out. We went over to the other side of the road: Yuhua CC.
That court, while in it, made me feel that I am an animal! It's like an enclosure! The good thing is that we don't need to chase after loose balls. The bad thing is that cage feeling. Ok la, once one gets used to it, it will be more or less comfortable.
Had a scratch on my right palm. Mild injury. The skin came off. Hmm.. Looks ok to me. So far so good. Should be able to recover by Friday…
As for the games, my shooting's totally CMI today. I wonder if it's the court, the ball, the people around, the weather, or just me. I just did not seem to get the correct feeling. That sure-go-in feeling. Something's not right. But then, my instints sometimes give me the opposite, and that is, everything is alright. And I always hope, my instints are wrong.
And so, problems come and go. They come knocking. You give them some prescription, and hopefully they will recover. If not, tell them to come back for another appointment. For serious infection, prescribe antibiotics. But note that, antibiotics will only be effective if the full course is consumed. No point if it is given up halfway through the course. Giving up will also cause the antibiotic to be less effective eventually. Maybe after a few times, a few months, or a few years…..
Lalalaa crapp. Haiz…
Ok, I shall try out m:robe recording tomorrow morning. Cleared memory for it. Hopefully it's enough for the 2-hour lecture from 10 to 12…
Ok, I shall sleep early tonight. I shall do my tutorials tomorrow, in the morning, or after lectures. Nowadays, I think I will end up in school quite early. I consider 8am to be early. My lessons are all quite early anyway. Mostly morning lectures.
End of school holidays, and start of NTU break! Never mind, we will get our turn next week…
Am I missing something or what? Hmm…
Here's a project that's officially up. Raduga Pte Ltd!
Here's the link: http://www.raduga.com.sg/.
Basically, I think the flash can be better, because I think that, the pictures are moving at quite a fast pace, making them hard to see. It's like… zooom! Finish… wahahaa… never mind about that. They like it anyway, so, just keep it that way for now.
Ok. End of an early afternoon crap. Just include a link, to redirect any search engines to that site, so that it can be found. Hahaha…
Hmm. What a boring weekend. Nothing much happening. Am I missing out on something somewhere…
But anyway, I completed that lab thing. So fun. It’s a 4-bit counter! Duhz big deal…
See? EE is fun! Wahahaa
I went over to Sim Lim Tower on Friday afternoon. I was having some sort of fun looking at those nice nice looking LEDs, 7-segment displays, switches, and whatever one might find on a circuit board. Bought the wire stripper so that my life will be much, much easier and faster. No, did not buy any LEDs or such things, because, I think, if I want to play with them, I can always go and look for them in the labs… FOC… Hmm… Yeah EE is fun…
Met Suen Cin after that, at 6. She has became a financial advisor! Here’s her name card:
Not very clear, this pic. But the company name can be seen. Hmm… So if anyone of you receive a call from a girl named Rebecca, you will know why… Help her ok, just a little bit of time to talk about some financial stuff, blah blah… But do insist on choosing your own time. Don’t be like Mr Law… Wahaha..
Of course you can say no to this. I put down the handphone numbers, so that in case you all are interested to know about such things, here’s it. Not interested? Tell her that lor. It’s simple. I don’t expect people to go for this anyway, without any valid reasons. It’s like, oh well, most of us are still studying, without much income, not much protection, great ambitions, retirement plans… And we are currently in the present. Today. I don’t know about tomorrow. Who knows, I might just collapse without any valid reason (which I really hope not. At least for now). But it’s interesting to go see how these firms work. No obligation to buy their products, of course. If not, people like Mr Law and I won’t be agreeing to go take a look. Anyway, I take it as a classmate meet-up more than a financial discussion. Heh…
And I managed to walk past Chinatown on Friday night too! Took 51 from Bugis, and decided to alight at Chinatown! And then, I realised that my wallet’s empty after buying all those stuff! So? Too bad, no money to go shopping… Aw… But the lightings are quite nice. Do take a look, and do arm yourself with a good camera capable to take nice shots at night. Good practice. I did not bring my camera that day. Forgot to put it into my bag. Aw…
Saturday? Went back for the makeup lecture, only to realise that I did not print the lecture notes for the day. And so, I ended up looking at the screen, which, after 1 hour, my mind started to wander off, out of the lecture theatre, out of Singapore, maybe out of Earth… Did understood some of the material though. But then, I will need to look back to verify things also. As always.
After the lecture, I had lunch with Ben, and then I travelled to IMM! Forgot to buy a ball pump last time. And so, bought one. Since I can’t possibly get it from the country of origin, I bought ???? and ??? home.
Hmmm…
Still, so boring…
Haiz…
