Belief@HazelCafe

Taking a break now. And I was hopping around in my own blog.

I decided to hop to blog 101…

And that was when my website is called ChaosBlue. (Why chaosblue? Don't know…)

10 October 2003. That was 2 years ago. omg…

And… it's still the same! Ahhh! No change to that problem. Nothing special. Nothing…

Oh well…

Perhaps… Hmm… what can I do?

Haiz. Back to books…

Saw this at Ruoling's blog, and I decided to take a break. The results:

Wahsey…. Dependent Personality Disorder: HIGH!!! Wahahaha!

Yeah.. for fun mah… lol

Usually, I don't believe in the weather, until the rain starts falling.

And so, off I went. The weather's good. No one believes that the weather can be this good.

Never mind.

Finally decided to take a look at my exam timetable. Here it is:

Hmm.. quite OK I guess, except for the beginning. Continuous 3 papers in 3 days. SS? How to prepare for SS? I am just hoping that, I will not get a 'U' back in December.

And so, the first paper is Systems. Followed by Signals, with Nation Building in between. AM is on Saturday! zzZzz… and the last and most fun paper is right at the end: Digital design!

Yay… And it's party time!

Ok, let me bring back my countdown timer… Hmmm…. interesting…

Why am I up so early?????? I want to sleep!!!!

Or do I?

I don't know. Don't ask me. It has to be something. Regarding why I wake up so early.

Let me think…

zzZzzzzz

Showers with thunder over many areas in the afternoon: this is the forecast seen.

Why not rain now? And let the rain carry on throughout the morning? But the sky's clearing abit. Just a bit.

Well… see how. I am alone anyway. Who cares. I do. And only I do.

But as always, I will end up at home. Stoning away. It doesn't matter much.

Doesn't matter physically, but, how about emotionally?

Let's not think in that direction. *Blocking off thoughts*

Suddenly feeling hungry. Must be all the waiting… I shall go drink up the water from my water bottle… drink it all down, and go to sleep.

Went out of Engin at 3. Reached Science by 3.15pm and got back my blue pen from Mr Law's pencil case. Said bye, and off I went… wandering…

Wandered to the bus stop. 198 arrived. As usual, leave it to the buses. I don't get myself lost easier. Not in Singapore. Took it. And the bus broke down near Parc Oasis. I was enjoying the nice aircon and sleep, with my MP3 volume at 12, and I had to get down. Spoiler.

But it was not that bad. There was another 198 behind the moment I alighted from the broken down bus. Had to stand a bit before there were seats, as it was a single deck one. Partially lost the sleeping momentum. Spoiler.

Reached JP by 4.15pm. Jalan jalan abit. Nothing much. I did not know why I was there. I think, I was there just to get a VCD. Did not really walk alot. I was like, walking for the sake of walking. I was still thinking of where to go after getting the VCD. Walked up to Popular, and grabbed some pens. I even went into Harvey Norman. Nothing.

Called home, and realised that mom's not cooking, and so, I bought back curry and rice. Fish curry, chicken curry, and pork rib curry. Nothing much. And the time then was 4.55pm. I chose to take MRT back. On reaching the 143 bus stop, I only had to wait a while before the bus came. And around 5 minutes ago, I remembered seeing one that's being driven out of the interchange.

Yes. Transportation is a breeze, when you want it otherwise…

I did not know what I was trying to do. I am still thinking… What? Why? Who? When?

It's another end of semester. An ending. An ending that requires another fresh start. Fresh starts mean that, everything will be back to square one. I don't want that to happen. But… can I not, I wonder?

I guess, sometimes, things are like flying a kite. You have to know when to let the string slacken, and when to pull it tight. Pulling and letting go can let the kite fly to a greater height. Pulling it too hard, and the string snaps, and all will depend on luck. If you are lucky enough, the kite remains up there. If not, it will come crashing down. It's random movement.

Uncertainties…

I think, I can be quite easily affected by things, even though I may not show it on my face. Or rather, I show a different face. Very few people are able to interpret it correctly. Only pros, very observant, and really care, will be able to see through…

But then, not knowing, is a blessing. Knowing is a curse. Some things are better left unknown.

And now, time to take a look at another of Jay's songs.

Nice also, this song…. wow…

Yeah.. no more…

No more….

No more….

wahahaha

crapp…

I want!!!! The special edition was available in Taiwan in February!!!! Ahhh!!!!!

???????????XP?. The version that can be played on XP platform!

OoooOOOoo!!

????? The one behind ?? in the picture should be ?? ba… Hmm… Interesting!

Ok, I shall go hunt for it after the exams. Hunt the whole of Sim Lim! Or, perhaps, wait for the show to be aired in SG, and then, surely that will bring the importers’ eyes gleaming?

I want I want I want I want I want!!!!

Lalalaaaalalalaaaaaaa

This is a lalallalalalal entry….

Ahh…. crapp

Currently just finished doing my report. I don't care already. I am just giving up. No. Not giving up on myself and my report. I am just disappointed with people.

But then, I will, as always, have to look at the picture high up in the sky. And I see…

I think I see…

See? Even high up in the sky, the view's not that clear sometimes. So how? Too bad.

It's always good to share, yes, but don't have any high hopes that people will share theirs. It's impossible. It's hard. It's so…. naive thinking!!! Hah!

So much so that, I have decided to change my blog songs to just one. But that's not the point. I just wanted a change.

Don't know what, but currently, I can just listen to this song non-stop…

Hmmm… what can I say? I will just go and sleep. Don't care already. No point think. No point wasting my time.