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Just woke up… testing my keyboard skills.. lol..

Crapp..

Yes. Got a free ride from school to somewhere near home. Thanks! But then, so what if I am able to reach home in that short amount of time?

No. Seriously, I did not enjoy the ride. Not that I don't like to travel fast, but, it's just… different…

It's so quiet, my ears hurt.

No. Maybe I am the outsider in the car, that's why.

That's why. That's why I don't accept car rides readily. I don't wish to trouble people. Why?

Because…

No one owes me a ride. And I don't deserve one.

Yeah. Understood. But no matter what, thanks… ^_^ it has just proven that my 15-minute theory is realistic. And luckily my mom did not ask me to buy anything from JE.

Afternoon Stoned in some strange seminar room at E3 till around 3.30pm, and then went for the 2010 lecture. Yeah, that lecture helped me to strengthen some weak points, even though it's on another topic, but quite related. Great. Saved some time there. And then, after lecture, I spent some time trying to hunt down people by walking here and there. That totally helped me to get out of hibernation mode of 22 degrees Celcius.

Stoned outside LT6 till 9pm. I have reached saturation zone. Or rather, not in any mood to study. Or perhaps, there's nothing to study? Hmm… Don't know. I will know when tomorrow's results are released…

Decided against swimming, with the help of dark skies in the morning, until I can breathe better. Don’t know who has passed some strong virus to me, or is it that I have turned weak due to less sports and less sleep? I think that’s the real reason…

Saw the email regarding the report for the D1 project. Yeah. No problem with that. Hahaha… Will work on it when I am more free. But actually, I am always free, just that sometimes I have more things to do than other times…

Ahhh.. crapp…

And that Tuesday, after our SS lecture, Zhonghui, Ben and I decided to have a mini feast.

The nuggets depleted my member points to 200+, but it’s OK, better use them before something happens to them. We paid for the 2 fries though. Yummy.. someone decided to stone in the library, and so we 3 had to finish up everything… Aw… so full…

And after getting the Mac yummy yummy, I realised that I still have a sandwich in my bag…. ahhhh!!

CJ decided to act cute, and so he had a Garfield pencil case…

His hand came in while I was taking this pic during 2006 lecture. Sabo lar…

And then I took this picture:

Yeah, just nice as a phone wallpaper! Lol…

Been buying lunch from the jap store for 3 consecutive days! This was taken on the second day (Wednesday).

Tuesday, I had Salmon Don, and yesterday, I had Oyako Don. Oh well… suddenly jap siao? Not really. It’s just that the queue happened to be shorter at that time…

Just finished looking through (and I mean LOOKING through) 5 days of Straits Times. Tired… time to go rest on the bus.. Lol..

I just ate my dinner a while ago! And I only got out of school at around 10.15pm!

That report, I managed to finish it, with some information missing. Let it be missing. But I did the report from 5 to 10, with siao siao breaks in between. I also did not know why I took that long to complete it. It's long I guess.

Anyway, it's great, to be able to complete the report with some references. At least you will understand what you have just did back there. I don't like lab reports that have to hand in at the end of 3 hours. Learnt nothing from them. It's just digging out whatever that's in your memory and pasting them all over your logbook. No point. And with my poor memory, it's even worse.

I was able to work at 150% in school. This statistic is with reference to work done at home. I will not be able to finish things that fast if I were at home. No way. That's why I chose to stay back till late to complete it, instead of bringing it back home. See? 1 less thing to do for tonight.

And this month, I am very ?? with Guowei! We took the same 188 again, but this time, I spotted him sitting at the bus stop while I was walking down the overhead bridge. Suddenly remembered that he's year 4 this semester. Hahaha… So fast…

Yeah. And I am year 2.

Anyway, talking about stress. Who's not? Me? I am happy-go-lucky. I can go into tests not-so-prepared, and somehow survived it, with some bad grades here and there, but that's about it. Hmm… I think I am stressed because, people stress me out, not I give myself stress…

If I live in a world of my own, I will be stress-free…

Hopefully.

Taking a look at my everyday activities, I have lots of breaks. In the morning, I had a break. On my way home, I also had a break.

Get it? Public transport. It's the time for taking a break. Maybe that can be one of the reason why I choose to take 183 rather than 188 and then 197. I seldom study on buses unless necessary. I prefer to sleep sometimes. Even looking around or listening to music is better. That explains why my m:robe's battery's got drained off so quickly…

Yeah… buses… hahaa… the driver's stressed, not me! I will just sleep…

Actually driving can be quite stressful if you are not the pro type hor? Hmm.. dunno la… long time never drive my big big vehicle and chionging at 80 le… missed those driving days, and tea break days… and to some extent, BMT days… hhahaha… talking to Sergeant Eugene, erm, wrong, just Eugene, on MSN, makes me think of those days… when we chiong… and chiong… and chiong… and chiong…

Haiz…

Ok, I think I shall be good. Sleep early, in order to fill back all those missed sleeps…

Went for 2012 lecture, expecting some huge debate on the decision last night. It's really obvious that, no matter what people were saying, his stand will not change.

So, why bother to fight it out? Why waste your breath and life on something that's biased in nature? Why care?

Yeah. Angry. Disappointed. Happy. Relieved. It's a distribution of feelings only. So? Who cares?

Forget it and move on.

I will remember everything when it's time for appraisals.

I had officially completed my bread board! And the output's just the way I expect it to be, and so, I don't think I am going to make changes to it any further. Keep it that way, and maybe just work on the report. Lallalaaaa..

But then, I spent more time at the lab today than I initially intended to! Duhz… Time wastage…

And after that, Miss Tan wanted me to explain her circuit (a question that I did not think much about) and about 2010. So, I had a siao walking session. I had walked till E3 and towards EA, when I U-turned and walked back to E5, stoned awhile there, and walked back to EA again. ???? ??…

Been walking around in school lots lately… it's good, but not with a bag on my back.

Tomorrow's Thursday. Another lab day. I do hope it's an easy one. I do not want to spend too much time on it. See how ba… I  shall stay in school and finish up whatever that's needed to be completed before I go home… Yeah…

Thursday… oh well… I haven't call the dental centre yet!! Ahh!!! Always wanted to call, but ended up doing something else! Ok… have to call tomorrow ba… must call…

Ok back to stoning… tutorial questions… and lab manual. Who shall be my lab partner tomorrow? Maybe on my own? Dunno… lol…

Lol… I love to scare people. How about opening a box and finding something red in it? Wahahaa…

But then, I think it's more of a surprise? Wahaha…

A black My Melody? Hmm… dip it in black ink? How interesting. Duhz… Use it as appropriate lor. But then, I think My Melody might become something else other than My BLACK Melody if it's used for books: My FLAT Melody… Lol…

Ok, now I know what I need over here at ELove Blogs: The ability to draw simple diagrams here! That will be interesting if it's possible. Hmm.. ok this will be in consideration for my next upgrading.

What a Biased Test.. EE2012.

Read an email. It's just not fair. The instructions are very clear at the top:
Choose 7 out of 9 questions. And now, lecturer “decided to count the best 7 out of 9. So all questions will be graded and the worst two marks will be dropped.” 

See the problem here? We are in a statistics course. The probability of passing 7 questions out of 9 is higher than passing 7 questions out of 7. I calculate for you to see.

Let X be the RV for passing 1 particular sub question.

To get more than 80%, we need to get at least 6 full questions correct. If each question has 4 sub questions, we will have to get 24 sub questions correct in order to get at least 80%.

P(Xi) = 1/2.

Let the total number of questions be 7. Therefore, the number of sub questions will be 7 * 4 = 28.
P(X = 24) = 28C24 . (1/2)^28 = 7.63 * 10^-5

Let the total number of questions be 9 now. Therefore, the number of sub questions will now be 9 * 4 = 36.
Since the number of correct questions in order to get 80% is still the same,
P(X = 24) = 36C24 . (1/2)^36 = 1.82 * 10^-2

Hmm…

That's assuming that I attempt the questions by guessing… and that the number of correct answers is fixed. Hmm…

Just feel that, it shouldn't be the way. Why do I feel penalised by that remark? Penalised for following instructions? Penalised for doing ALL 9 questions, and cancelling away 2 of them just because the instruction said “seven”?

Haiz…

Ok… I think I shall carry on, and finish up that question 6… I was doing question 6 when suddenly, engin people came in for their siao siao interviews and I had to get out. After being disturbed, there's no point for me to find another place and sit down and try to finish up the question. So what I did? Go home lor, what else…

Haha… slept at 1am, woke up at 6am! And then, carry on to sleep on my way to school, and then, half-awake went into lectures, and half awake did the test, and after that, ate lunch, and finally, I was free! Hahaha… I was initially at one of the classrooms at E3, and suddenly, I fell asleep… *yawns* So nice, the temperature. I slept for only a while, till I heard someone opening the door… Nice…

And then, I was out of the room at 2pm. I was walking here and there, wondering where's my next target. Saw Zhonghui at E2, and we went to look for classroom. We found one: E1-06-15. It's empty! Yeah, found another stoning place for Mondays… Great…

And I spent the next few hours going through 2010 tutorial questions. I am sooo slow!!! By the time I left at nearly 6pm, I had only finished looking at 3 questions. Yes. Drei. Tiga. ?. Lalala…. and it rained! And I did not know, until the room temperature dropped quite a lot… and I started to feel cold!

Yeah. KS came into the room before I left! Heng ar, I still identify him as KS… hee… it's still as easy to tell the 2 apart.

And then I went to audi to scare Jiahui… haha.. not a very good way to scare, but she came in at the wrong time. If only I had slightly more time to just walk over to the other side… lol…

Tuesday. What's up? It's E3 Day! Haha…

Hmm… slept at 3am. Woke up at 8.30am! Oh well… I am becoming panda!!! Anyway, did some Signals reading instead of AM, because sometimes, a switch of subject is necessary to understand things better: My theory…

But I always end up doing nothing? Oh well…

Played bball with Victor this afternoon. Yeah, just the 2 of us, shooting bball and talking crap and discussing about his “brushing past” of someone, and BGR, and whatever shit 2 guys can crapp about. Tried to import people at the last minute, but none turned up, so, that's too bad. Yeah the sun was HOT… hot hot hot…

And after that, went off to crap about AM under the void deck. Some siao siao person was across the road, and I wondered why he's there, trying hard to see, only that there's no binoculars…

Why leh? Never see ?? before? Wahahhaa duhz…

Looks like AM's still very chim to me… Hmm… I was actually thinking of re-writing the help sheet, but then, forget it. It's a mid term. I shall rewrite one for the exams.

And I wonder if the help sheet will be more of a help than a hinderance? I hope it's the former. It's supposed to be the former.

But then, lol. Sometimes, there's more than 1 source, and all of them support error-correction, and whatever you can think of… Wahahaha!!

I do not know why, but suddenly, I am playing with MIDI again! Lol… now I have learnt how to record multiple tracks at one time, meaning that, I can just record the drum beats together with all the chords, all at the same time! Yay!

No more, or less, vomitting of blood…

Here's the link. Clicking on it should activate your favourite media player:
Idea [09-10-2005]

Can you all listen to it, and tell me if it sounds familiar to you, or there's a similar song… If possible, provide the song name. Yeah…

Sometimes my songs ending up mapping another song without any reason… lol…

Ok, back to AM.. before Ma Xiao Ling appears…

Wahahaha!!!! ???? is really funny!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wahahahaha!!!!

Ok… *breathe*…

Sometimes, there's this saying: Ask.

But sometimes, it don't work. People are just not willing to say. So what to do? Stop enquiring. Respect other people's privacy the way they respect yours. Or, even if they don't respect yours…

And so, it's back to the same old thing: You think, I think. The problem with this is, who confirms it?

Too bad… no confirmation, and so we shall use an unbiased estimator. We take a sample of 10 people… and try to estimate the result… ahh crapp…

People have dreams. They have wants and needs. But how many people will be contented?

“I want to get this!” And after getting it, “I don't like this!” and throws it one side…

Sometimes, it's better to be contented. Unless you enjoy being cut every time.

No I am not complaining or whatever. Just some crapp to think about…

It's quite true, that I cannot really study at home… lol.

But then, not that I don't want to go out. I am stuck at home… Think must be something I ate in the afternoon… oh well… I was thinking of going JE for a bit of jalan jalan, buying crap stuff…

Never mind. Haiz…

Maybe I should read another subject instead. Change of perspective. Change! Änderung!