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Wahaha!!! 8am to 8pm day… Oh well… SS test… why do they have to put at such a late time. That's the time when my brain's almost dead, and I can't think, because of the lack of sleep due to a late sleep, and then an early waking up, and a full day…

Lalalaa…

I have not packed my bag. I have not kept my stuff. I have not even bathed!!! How am I doing to sleep??!

As usual, wake up early, and go take 183. At least I don't need to worry too much about opening my eyes and be on the constant lookout for bus, and also standing all the way to school, since at that time, little people go to work that early. Heh…

I won't be on any other buses, unless in case of… “emergencies”, ie, I am very hungry, and I will want to go to school early and grab a bite? Wahaa… *pengz*

I wonder what's for breakfast? Hmm… hotdog with fresh brew? Hmm…

OoooOO!!! Back from Wee’s wedding dinner! Yeah! Were we mad! -lol-

But before that, I was in school, stoning till 6. While I was waiting for 96, Benjamin came down the stairs! Wow we were going off at the same time! Hahaha…

And then, while on the bus, Eddy smsed, saying that he was driving! And so, he agreed to pick me up at Clementi, and also to send Ben home, since the place that we were going was just 1 more road down from his house. Yeah so good eh? Having transport home instead of having to squeeze in the MRT.

And yes, we were at Qianxi Restaurant! Saw Jang, who was there quite early. And came Jianliang and Zhiwei from across, and then Melvin. We saw Kah Hai at the entrance also! Hahha we had not seen him for a long time…

We were greeted by this ??? at the entrance. Yeah… really ?! Haha… Congratulated him, and then we were told to go to Table 23, our table!

And in we went, and our table is very near the entrance into the hall! There were 2 wedding dinners at this venue, and ours was further in. And me, being so bored after attacking all the peanuts on the table and even started on eating the pickled green chillies.

Table 23 had a very good view of the pillar! And infront of the pillar happened to be the stage! And so, whenever there’s something happening on stage, I would just act as if I had see-through eyes…

As usual, wedding dinners don’t start early! And we were bored, and so, we took some siao pics…

I did not know what time was it, but the dinner was started with the couple walking in and following that, some standard restaurant style of serving the first dish. I was trying to take pics of the food, but Eddy’s hand was always there the moment I pressed down the shutter button! How I wished I could cut it off…

See? Chopsticks?

More chopsticks?

And then? Spoon!!! Argh!!!

And there’s no second shot, simply because the food would be gone by then…

As for the “Yum Seng” thing, the couple walked in again, and this time, I got my camera ready instead of using the video function. But then, I did not expect them to walk that fast!!!!

See? Out of frame!! But at least I captured Wee’s very nice-looking wife, Lin Fang. Almost at the center of the photo, with the flash just nice to light up her face, and throwing Wee’s into the background.. wahahah! Talking about skin focusing? Lol…

“Yum Seng” session was fun! I like “Yum Seng” sessions with a group of siao friends shouting like we had never shouted before. And it’s a good way to relief stress. Hahaha…. interesting… “Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam SENG!”

And then, we had a photo-taking at our table.

Where’s Kah Hai? Went off to smoke I guess… See Wee and Lin Fang… BIG difference eh? One’s like balloon, one’s so petite… lol…

And then, we had more pics. Melvin’s acting cute…

Wee’s quite a powerful drinker I think. I think he drank quite a lot from all the toasts and emptying of glass after glass… ooo…

Erm, the smoke was due to the red bean paste which was just being served.

He still looked OK…. Hahahaa… very funny guy!

Yeah… and these are the viewable photos that were taken using Caplio. Looked like I still need to explore the functions more extensively…

Yeah. That’s the wedding dinner! Wish them all the best! May Leonard and Lin Fang live happily ever after! ?????!!!

Experienced Eddy’s new car. Toyota Altis. 1.6L. Auto transmission. No, I am not the driver! Quite good. Fast and smooth pick up. Smooth changing of gear.

Hhahahah.. am I talking crap or what. It’s a new car! 1 month old! Hahahaaa..

Anyway, the main point was, it’s good to have a fast transport from the east back to the west. Thanks ar Eddy…

Yeah.. tired… *yawns*

I could hold on for the 2 extra hours. That must be the effect of the coffee. Coffee still has effect on me? Don’t think so. It’s some other thing. Some people can keep me awake. No problem. Some people can make me sleep.

And again, that’s not the point…

Hmm… ok, I better go sleep..

Really felt like sleeping in PC Cluster 3, but then…

Well… I can't…

Stupid project. Stupid report. Stupid test. Stupid problems here and there.

But then…

I will settle them all.

Except, some that cannot be solved…

Not me.

Ok back to freezing…

Ok. It's Saturday. Later in the evening will be Wee's BIG DAY! And my very first friend BIG DAY lor…. so interesting! Gonna bring my camera for a bit of exercise already! It did not go on any trip after that long and tiring and quite damaging ( =P ) trip to Germany….

Yay… Another gathering! And I am having a SS test on Monday evening! Well done… I haven't really revise for it. Later shall do so. My readings not with me actually… Ahaha…

Just finished listening to Jay's new album titled ??????. For my own review. Nice, I must say! I quite like the songs in there. This is an album worth supporting… some songs are already K-box potentials….

I need to listen more before I can decide which song to recommend…. but most are nice. That ???? is an interesting one, which he wrote it for the ???. Maybe I should paste this lyrics here for reference.

Hmmm.. interesting…

While searching for information on Lara, the female voice in Jay's 10th song, ???. And here's the information I've found from ALFAmusic's website, where the information regarding ????'s new album, “2??”, can be found:

?????
-LARA (???)—???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????VOCAL????????????????

So, she's one of the members of ???? …

And while at some blog, I found this link to this cute song called “What Can I Do?”:
http://ap.ch5.tv/phpplay/play.php?noclip=1&url_id=130924&ph.asp

Kawaii neh~~~!

SEP… the whole world's mad about it. I want to be mad about it, but I can't. Therefore, I have to make some vows here. If I ever have any children next time, I will make sure that I will have enough funds, so that they will not be hindered in any way during their education years.  Afterall, higher education is all about money, and I simply hate it.

Why am I in uni anyway? Wahahah! Never mind about this question. I know my answer. To fulfill my destiny. Wahahah! crapp…

What's my destiny anyway… Hmm.. Never mind… lol…

Happy Hari Raya to all~~!

I was lying down on my bed, and suddenly, a story came popping into my mind. A sad story ba… but I am too lazy to write it out here now.

A summary: it's about something that has been used extensively in the past, and neglected once the task is over… something like that… Not really clear about the details though. It's some idea that came through the brain communications system, from whoever, by whoever, only I know…

Or do I?

Hmmm…

Perhaps… it's just something…

Been msning with that siao-despo-guy, listening to his stories. Hmm.. what can I say, but last time, I would be in the same mood as what he is in now. It's the feeling of being ignored. Yes. My short short entries sometimes. Of those, many were just because something happened…

And most of the time, I hope I cannot remember them. But then…

Oh well… have to remember, or else, no stories to tell, you see… wahahahaa!

Haiz… Sometimes, things just have to be in this way isn't it?

Haiz… 1 day gone again. What did I do today?

I realised that I have been quite hardworking, doing 4 2006 labs instead of 1! Wahahha… I understand a bit of each project, and they are fun! Debugging is a headache, but I believe (and proven) that 2 heads are better than 1…

But I sure take some time to load the information into my brain before debugging…

But, I will help… no matter what. The worst thing to do during debugging is panick. That will just make things worse. Just relax, go through one part by one part, find the error, and then fix it before moving on to the next.

Yeah that's the way! Heehee…

Went to cut my hair at Jean Yip @ Clementi with Weimin! OK la, the cutting and washing. $18.80 is, so far, the most expensive haircut that I ever had. And $28 is the most expensive shampoo that I have ever bought. Hahhaa…

Yeah… everything, has to be tried. No try, no say.

I quite like the service, although it's really too slow. We stayed that for 45 minutes before we were out of there. Slow!

After that, I went back to school to see more circuits… stars… stars… And back to JE. It was drizzling. So shiok. Yeah thanks Ryan for the ride~! Hee…

Sometimes, how I wish I can have a car, but then, no point owning a car if I cannot sustain it. So, just forget it for now.

Owning the car doesn't mean much… at least to me. To some other people, it may be something to add points to. That's just too bad.

No, not for me, for them.

Happy Deepavali to all!~~~

Wahsey, 1 day of holiday, gone just like that…

Been playing around with audio files today! Yeah. Kala versions, actual versions, my version, Joan and Jean's versions, etc… And then? Apply superposition to the files, and *poof*, a new MP3 file! Hahaha so fun… I think I will need more people to sing, so that “?????” will have a variety of voices. Currently only 3, so, not really that great. I need more… hahaha… anyone interested, just send me your singing of “?????” in MP3 format, coded at 192kbps. Record the whole song, with or without the background music doesn't matter, but must make sure that your singing is synchronised with the actual tune.

Hmm… Hahaha… Haiz… trying to entertain myself here, 'cos there's nobody around…

At least now I am trying to understand AM. I am beginning to understand AM. I am beginning to do AM. But I guess, tomorrow's release of results will not be a great one, and so, I will be prepared to see to it.

But then, I am so immune to results. Or am I?

Hmm… I have been talking to people. About how they got their “the other half”. About how they broke with their ex. About how they are chasing their target. So interesting. And what's the common characteristic?

Luck? Trust? Happiness? Feeling?

People who got their “the other half”. Luck was with them, to be able to find one. But sometimes, luck is not everything… The feeling has to be there. Yes, feelings must be somewhat mutual. If there's no mutual feelings, what for hang on? Hang on to the rope, and hopefully, one fine day, he/she will come to your rescue? No! Why not let go of your hand, and then just let yourself fall? No!

Why no one thought of climbing up all by themselves…

People who broke up with their ex. Somehow, Lady Luck left them. Perhaps the feeling's no longer there. Maybe there's no happiness, and worse, there's no trust. Trust's important. Without trust, jealousy and suspicion will grow. Then, it will be bad news… Perhaps it's wasted, but at least, it's an experience, although many will not want to have this kind of experience as it's bitter.

Some people, after being rejected, will just attempt to put everything behind them, and try to forget about the person. They start to ignore the person, deleting their contacts, avoiding them, etc… Hahaha… if only that's so simple.

Why can't they be friends still?

Maybe, I know the reason. The pain is too much to bear… But ofcourse, some are getting along fine after rejection, and even a few managed to get back together after a while! Wow…

People who are chasing their target. Some are chasing confidently. Some are chasing secretly. Some are just too timid to do anything. Some… are just chasing blindly… And some, waiting… and waiting… and waiting… Of course, some get what they want in the end…

People asking me for advice. Me? Someone who has not really gone through any of the above, except for the last one? Hmm… I can only tell my part of the story to them… and let them decide.

Happy cases, sad cases, hopeful cases, hopeless cases. They are just examples. I can only look at them as if I am studying history. And sometimes, I wonder, what kind of war am I fighting? My Belief goes up and down with each passing day. I don't know…

Perhaps, I will never win any war…

Haiz…

Erm.. is it too early to be in Christmas mood? Maybe, and maybe not…

What shall I do for Christmas this year? Who knows…

Perhaps, it will be the same. Or maybe, it will never ever be the same again…

But wait, shouldn't I be counting down to exams instead?

Nah… exams end in only 1 week. Christmas happens every year…

Last Christmas eve was a siao siao gathering at KFC at Ginza Plaza, and then a pool session at West Coast RC. Alvin and I were listening to Victor's great adventure while eating a free KFC meal… hahaha. A bachelor's night…

At least, I went out. At least, I am not alone.

?????????~~

I just hope that, everyone will be happy on that night. When people's happy, I am happy. When people's sad, I too, will be affected.

Yes. Sometimes I let my emotions rule my head. That's true.

Oh well.. can I just stop talking about Christmas now??! Hahahaa…

To me, Christmas is a dream ba…

Did I ever mention that I am going to do 2006 and 2012 today? Oh well…. hahahaa…

Been playing around with the keyboard in the morning. Did a bit of 2006, and in the end, played recording instead! And then, went out for bball! Just shooting ball, not some siao game… The weather's so hot!!!

And then, Victor and I decided to go IMM to cool down.. yeah… hot day mah…

Upon reaching there, I saw  Edwin's “chio babe” there! Hmm looked more chio today.. hahaha… aiya she's our 2006 tutor for this sem. Name's Fei Ting, I think. Not too bad a tutor ba. Still quite acceptable for a graduate tutor. Hmm.. I did turn back to confirm that's her, and I think she did saw me… oh well… wahaha!

And now, I don't have any mood to dive into the world of 2012! Haiz… Maybe I will try to dive in at a later time. Assignments and assignments… lalalalaa….

And since I am here, why not join in the “quiz current”…

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: “What Impression Am I Giving?”

Erm….

Duhz….

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

Well well…

Your Birthdate: February 9

Your birth on the 9th day of the month adds a tone of idealism and humanitarianism to your nature. You become one who can work easily with people because you are broadminded, tolerant and generous. You are ever sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you are very sympathetic and compassionate. Your feeling run deep and you often find yourself in dramatically charged situations. This 9 energy always tends to give more that it gets.

Huh…

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

Wahaha.. ok ok stop!!!!

Went for a swim in the morning. What a good sun! Swam quite a lot. Swimmers for the morning were Jianliang, Lijian, and Zhenyao. 4 guys. No girls. Can play mahjong… wahahaa…

Anyway, after the swim, Zhenyao decided to go NUS for lunch, and so, Lijian and I took a ride on his family’s van and off we went to NUS. Driving only takes 15 minutes. In the end, the pig did not have time for lunch, and he went off first. Zhenyao and I ended up eating jap food at the arts canteen.

This was what I have ordered.

Finally, a new special! Kani- something. Forgot the name. Zhenyao ordered the salmon set. Hmmm…. that was the second, at most the third time, I had food from arts this sem. Yeah, I was there throughout the sem, but I always ended up back in Engin…

And after that, I went off to stone a bit. Met Ben for the Philips talk. Interesting. MNO people should have attended, as he talked not only on what type of talent the company’s looking for, but also how the company takes care of its employees. Interesting talk. A bit short, but still acceptable. At least I did not fall asleep.

After that, I went off to correct some stupid errors that I have made for the 2010 assignment. I had made it a point last night, to make a check to make sure that the end result will not differ. Too bad, it did. So the minus sign does matter… Lesson learnt…

Thanks to my sis again! Yeah lor you pro leh…. wahahaa

And then, attended lecture. Today’s revision for Bode plots and Polar plots. Only a few question marks, which were partially removed. The other half needs to work it out on my own, before I can say that I truly understand.

Flew down to Yishun after that. Chong Pang gathering. Ate our favourite Ba Chor Mee (no no, not Ba Chor PASTA ok…), and shared rojak (Eddy’s treat, but quite unwillingly? lol… ) That NKF Kok Fong, he was always laughing lor! Wahsey I laughed until my stomach started to ache. It’s so funny!!! It’s crap actually, but then, we enjoyed crap!

Yeah, we are all crappy people… Wahahaha!

Really talked alot of crap. Updates here and there, and jokes and the past. So interesting. So much memories… So interesting…

Can I go back to camp? Lol…

And ofcourse, this was not an ordinary gathering of unit people… It’s for the distribution of the ‘Bomb’…

Must take more pics la. This’s the very first “wedding bomb” that I have received. My name ok! Although it’s spelled wrongly as usual. I wondered why people always spell “u” instead of “w”. It’s quite easy to remember what. I am “K-wang”. As in “K-?”… wahahah *pui*~

And after that, I am back home, after travelling on the MRT and changing to 143. Tired… I was actually looking forward to 5th November! Yay!

Hmmm…. 1 day gone, just like that…

Be contented. I have to. Some things are just not to be argued seriously now…