I wonder, why sometimes, I think that, I will bump into a particular someone, in some corner of the school, near the LT, at Subway, at Olive Cove, anywhere…
But then… my own predictions (or rather, desires to be exact) do not actually materialise…
Hmm… that's the problem. What I want, I do not get. Applies to all other people too. Lol…
So I will stick to my original, most primitive theory: wait and see.
Hahaha… after going to Bright Hill with my mum in the morning (opportunity cost: swimming session), I came home and did an area cleaning. So dusty!!!
And then, I found interesting things. The most interesting one is a little notebook. From Tekong days. Some lyrics of songs here and there, section movement, 7 core values, and so much more…
I still remembered that time, when Zhangkai was our little chinese dictionary! Most of the lyrics in there, I had to consult him on how to write a particular word… I was wondering if there's any word he did not know how to write.
And yes, he's in NUS studying Chinese… Ooooo… And Lionel's long long best friend too. Lol… The world's small.
Other interesting things? dust lor…
The most time-wasting cleaning: keyboard. I took out all the keys one by one, and clean the whole keyboard!!! Wahaha!!! That's not the first time that I've done that anyway. See… when there's no more lessons, and exams are near, I have to do some funny things.
I am not a chao mugger. I cannot mug continuously. I cannot mug in school. I cannot mug with distractions.
Basically, I cannot mug. Lol… I prefer to understand rather than remember. But, with the tight module schedule, I have not been able to do that much for the past semesters, and including this semester. Oh well. What to do… At the end of the day, they still grade you on your module grade to decide on how much you actually know.
Exams? Numb liao. Exams are something that I have to go for every 6 months. That's exams.
Ok, back to cleaning. Wahaha!
Hmmm… I think they are linked. Somehow.
But I am so used to rejection. Rejection used to result in me feeling quite a bit of dejection. Now? I don't know.
Sometimes, being too used to something is bad.
Never mind. Keep on rejecting. It's normal for me, as long as I continue to ask.
The day when I stop asking, somebody's gonna hurt real bad.
And so, recommendation: Don't ever try.
After wasting time last night, I have decided to waste time on myself this morning by going to the pool at 9.15am. Swam and enjoyed the sun till 10.15am. Not much people on a weekday though. And also, don't really had enough sleep to swim more. I woke up at 7am.
Went to school. Ate at pavillion. Stoned in lab. Got the most basic stuff already. And now, I need to piece them up bit by bit, and make everything coherent. Who knows, I might be able to finish everything by tomorrow! Then I can really concentrate next week, to kill off Econs first.
Sometimes, I just have to prove some personal theories. Or rather, people prove them to me. I just sit and watch.
So true, but that's life.
So be it.
Yeah. That's what I did tonight.
File opened. All ready.
And then, I waited. And waited. And waited.
And suddenly, gone.
I think sleep will be a better choice. I shall do just that.
YES!!!! GEK2507 is OVER!!! Although today's paper sux…. as always…
And as usual, it rained after the paper. Lol… rain is shiok.
And FNA project has been handed in!!!! YES!!!!
Ok, 5 more to go. This coming Monday, EE3001 will be OVER, and that will leave 4 more to go.
4 modules. 4 final papers. Kill all of them!
This semester is quite a happy one. I am happy with what I have, and what I have gained. I have lost little (that includes weight, of course.. duhz).
Went to BB pool on Monday. Applied for "I Love My Pool" card (what a long name). When I get that card, I will be able to enter and leave the pool as if that's my home… Wahahaha!!! Shiok ar!
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I like the rhythm, the lyrics, the song!!! Wahhh…. *chorus replaying in head*
Hmm…. I posted on my own tagboard, and it should be 8.30am when I post…
Oh well… time has shifted. Again.
Actually, I have seen the change in time long ago. It's just that I am too lazy to make the changes. And so, yeah. I made the change. Hopefully it's correct.
It does help lots having a main config file that deals with all these strange events. Lol. Wonder why. Server affected by daylight savings??? Duhz. Why not they just put GMT, save my trouble of converting to GMT…
Oh well…
Upgrading of Tagboard
Next, I will be upgrading my tagboard to HazelCafe. But no, it's not open to anyone for use yet. I have to test first. Anyway, shifting here and there makes not much difference, except for the way the posts are handled and displayed. I need to merge 2 classes into 1. Big project? No. Small project? No either.
It is a crap, messy, dirty project. Wahahah!!
Ok, time to go school soon.
Did I say that, I am going to siam writing sad, pessimistic, idealistic lyrics?
If I did, then I have just gone against my own boundaries. Lol.
Anyway, at least I dare to admit that I am anti-myself. Not like some people out there who flip their words here and there so much that, you will never get the same answer from him/her twice. Not that I know much of these people anyway. And even better, not that I know them well anyway.
One lesson learnt over the years is that, never believe 100% of what others tell you. Take in 80%, and leave the 20% as allowance for impairment loss. Take it as a precaution. Usually, it's the one you trust the most that is going to cause you the most hurt.
Not that I want to write some sad lyrics. It's just that, the tune is sad.
I still like my "bubble" phrase very much… Hmm… If I think it's good enough, I might just submit in and try my luck…
Wahsey… I know something is wrong. I know I will get that figure wrongly calculated.
And so, I spent 5 more minutes double-checking the figures. Once, Twice, Thrice. Till I am happy.
And then, when I key in the anwers and submit them, it's wrong again!!!!
Looks like the concept of "double-checking" answers don't really work for me… lol…
Stupid…
