Belief@HazelCafe

Yes. I shall continue where I left off this afternoon…

Ok, this morning, while I was waiting for someone, I realise that the my shoes were breaking up into pieces! Maybe it was due to the fact that I had not worn that pair for a long time, but I never expected them to give way that fast. Luckily, Zhixiang had an extra pair…

Then, I had to book in wearing a loose pair of jeans. I had left my belt in camp! Also, my SAF Ez-Link card was in my cupboard in camp, and I had to use my spare one.

I can't say much here. My words are limited by GPRS.

Liars. I hate them. I guess you share the same feelings too. I will talk more about this next time. Words are limited. Really.

Well… Bye for now…

OK, the star had gone home with her new owner, if you know what I am talking about.

This is the worst scenario that one might get: A basketball session without a basketball! We were all sitting there like mad people, doing nothing except to watch the people play while we wait for some reinforcements. Yeah, the ball same, but it lacked air… In the end, we decided to go home instead.

Bought some Photo Paper from Popular! I am going to do something with 6 sheets of them, as it is possible to print on both sides of the paper. Total 12 pages. You should have guessed what I am going to print…

Changed the background for this homepage. Now, it's a ray of light. I have also scanned in those photos taken at Sentosa yesterday! Some are quite nice, so take a look under 'Photos'.

Perhaps I have to say this now….

COMMONWEALTHIAN.NET has nothing to do with ME till further notice.

Put it simply, I QUIT.

And I am saying that I do not give up easily. No, this is not about giving up. It's more than what one can imagine.

Happy?

Why? I slept at 12 last night, and I woke up at 6:10am on Saturday morning. Why am I still so not-sleepy?

Perhaps it's due to today's activities. That Sentosa trip was a lousy one. Most of the things they had organised were not for us. We decided to take a walk over to Sunset Bay instead. We swam, played beach rugby, water volleyball, and whatever we can think of! The water's cool, and the sun's not too hot, although we would prefer it to be as hot as possible. It did rain in the afternoon, but only after we had packed up and were about to leave.

Yeah it was shiok! Being in the water, playing, pushing… It's not everyday that we get to play, and it's not everytime that I get people who are willing to go into the water at all!

Maybe we should have more of these outings… It's nice to unwind… or rather, we should unwind…

Bought stars! Nice and comfortable stars! One for myself, and one for…

Me starting to learn Flash! Strange, but last time, or last year, to be exact, I created a Christmas Greetings CD using Director, without knowing much about it! I am still quite facinated with myself, having done that without reference to anybody else, only the tutorial.

Tomorrow's gonna be sun-tan day! We are going to Sentosa! Hope it doesn't rain tomorrow…

Going back to camp soon…. bye…

No, I don't think I can. At least for the time being.

Time for some reflection. I don't speak very very. I admit that. I believe I can write, but sometimes, I don't seem to be able to say what I think, which is a bad thing, as I tend to miss out certain important things, leaving them in my head. For what purpose, I do not know.

And, I found out that I talk better with old friends. Perhaps I belong to the shy ones, talking only when the other party knows me better. A characteristic of a Dog, maybe…

Yes, I can't… But if I have the courage to try, I will achieve what I set out to do.

Yes, this is my belief…

Next month will be a great month. This is what I choose to believe.

I have been complaining so much yesterday that I've missed out some fun stuff. So here am I, patching up the missing bricks…

My unit went for a NE visit to the NEWater Visitor Centre in Changi. The Centre is just next to Expo. We were all joking and talking nonsense about 'shit water' and the word 'fantastic'.. We all get to bring a small bottle of NEWater back! Taste? Like water! Like those bottled distilled water sold in supermarkets…

Played basketball in camp yesterday morning. That game was what I call shiok. We played full court, and we had to run front and back, attacking, defending, and counter-attacking… fun!

OK, the range for us has been cancelled, so next week, most of us will be in camp…

Tomorrow's the new month! Hope it will be a good start…

Yeah I am always hoping… for this, for that…

Yes, I guess I shall just throw everything for Commonwealthian.Net to one side. I don't care anymore about that. It's a relieve, as I see it. It's a kind of escape. A kind of freedom. That's what I've always wanted.

I've always wondered, why am I doing this? For fun? For entertainment?

I have better things to do too, mind you.

Next month's guard duty forecast is out. I have 2 guard duties. I do not know how he plans, but our dear BSM plan me on a date which I am supposed to be on leave! I have decided to change duty with another guy. He needs Christmas more than me, as I am neither a Christian nor a Catholic, and most importantly, I still belong to the 'Bachelor Club'..

Looks like I will be hoping to see Santa Claus breaking into our camp in the middle of the night…

Exercise. I am involved. Our dear boss decided to put details according to mileage, and one should know why I am in the list. It makes things easier for him, I believe, but… why it has to be this way? Not that I hate going out for exercises, but… that just doesn't sound right…

Looks like today's my complaining day… and I am not very happy about it…

I like to brighten up others' days when they are down… but… when… when can I have someone to really cheer me up?

*sigh*

Just what am I doing?

Spending the whole day… i mean almost a whole day, in front of the computer, looking at nothing but PHP, PHP and PHP…

Alright, this is my decision: Stop touching any form of programming for 1 month when Commonwealthian.Net is complete.

Is that possible? Maybe… who knows…

Added in 6 new photos!

My eyes have gone for some upgrading, and I am using SofLens38. I am currently using the trial pair to see if there's any major problem. So far so good.

Back to camp… again… later… I've been travelling the same old route until I know exactly when to wake up… even sleeping is possible when standing??!!

… just joking, the last part…

No, I am not Malay, even though I do know a bit of the Malay language. But I love their food! Yummy!~

Tuesday's the holiday. We, lobo people of AOE times, will have to go back tonight, work for 1 day, and go home again! No choice… no offs…

I am now looking at a new Phillips CRT monitor! The old one's getting unreliable, so I decided to buy this 17-inch monitor. Not bad actually, except for its size, unlike LCDs. LCDs are still quite expensive…

I am still on Commonwealthian.Net. I am only half way through. Looks like I will need another month? Who knows… The rest should be quite straight-forward.

OK 6 more months…

Finally, it ended. Our days of sleeping in this rest room are over… Haha.. We, not involved in any of the events, had been spending the days playing uno cards, chess, listening to songs, writing songs, and sleeping…

Finally, we can book out! We went to Woodlands. I found the next David Eddings book. Then we went to Causeway Point. We bought durians! Not bad, though the four of us spent $20 on four boxes…

It's back to the same old days in here once again…

Sleep…