越写越不对。 ELove Groups 比我想象的还要来得复杂。我还有好多好多问题没解决、好多错误没更正。
头有点痛。是因为睡不够，或是因为这难缠的ELove Groups? 也许是另有原因？
一边写着这一段， 一边听着温岚与吴宗宪所合唱的屋顶。与温岚和周杰伦合唱的味道与感觉很不同，也许是年龄的关系吧。。。哈哈！突然好想唱歌，但是，谁又能和我一起呢？不能够有太少人，又不可以有太多。我想，4个是不错的数目。
我也不知道我是何时喜欢上唱歌。或许我从小就喜欢，但是有没胆量唱出来吧。我喜欢听歌，听着听着，就渐渐想自己写一首看看。写着写着，又想自己来试唱一两段。 (不是说很好听。。。 哈哈 请那出你们的 earplugs) 很遗憾的是，我的作品数目暂时还是0。
我觉得我会有很多时间去做我想做的东西，也会鼓励别人走向他们所想要到达的地方。 好管闲事吗？也许吧。我一直认为，只要有信心、恒心与希望，没有任何事是不可能的。
好了，我该回去继续头痛了。一切还有希望。。。
1330. I was on my second orientation trip to Tuas. I had went there once in the morning already. I was trying hard not to fall asleep due to fatigue…
1415. Reached Tuas. It started to drizzle. Thunder and lightning followed. I made the decision to stop at a nearby bus stop. The rain got heavier.
1330. The rain slowed to a drizzle. I called back Workshop if we could continue without entering the expressways. Permission granted. We braved the rain and continued.
1600. Reached the Lam Sam Flyover, near Tengah Airbase. Joined Jianliang in the wait for the rain to stop. Called back Workshop again to confirm if we could continue back to camp even after 1630. Permission granted. We managed to move off again at around 1615, with a slight drizzle.
1700. Reached camp. Wet wet wet… for the second day!
We are going for our holiday, not going to Genting for a sleep at the hotel. I have just swallowed a Panadol just in case.
I have not gotten ready for tomorrow. I do not know what to do. I do not know what to bring. I do not know what will happen… So many unknowns… so many unanswered questions… when will I get those answers, no matter good or bad?
Ok, one important thing is camera and film. No, I do not have a digital cam, so I will have to bring the camera that I bought last year. Will 4 rolls of flim be enough? Haha I am going to take lots of shots, whatever…
It seems that my aim to go overseas is to escape… think about some things, get away, and come back for some better results… I do not know…
But I shall know…
Whenever we are almost at the end of some driver orientation programme, we are always greeted by some nice cold showers… It was like that today once again. The 3 vehicles were on our way back on the same road when suddenly, the rain started and got heavier as we moved. My driver said that he had difficulty seeing the way ahead of him, so I had to switch positions with him somewhere along Lentor Avenue! And the traffic was not very kind to us either. We waited for at least 3 traffic changes before we managed to clear the junction. By the time we got back, we were all wet!
We should not have moved out in the first place, after the earlier rain… I knew it would be like last time, wet and cold, but it's not that bad, since we are already on our way back…
Went to the money changer just now. Finally done!
What a sad event. They have found the second body. I was refering to the caving in of Nicoll Highway. The damages, the debris… Wondered what caused that. But, it's already very fortunate that there was minimum casualties…
But there WERE casualties! Why? Do they deserve this ending? Maybe this could have been prevented? Or perhaps, they could have been saved?
Sometimes, things are unpredictable. The only thing we can do is to prepare for the worst. We can also hope… Maybe…
Sometimes, whatever I do, I will tend to think of the worst situations. That is why I can often adapt to changes fast. But I also do not like those extreme cases. It often spoils my plans, and I have to make changes to all things as my plans are all linked to each other…
But do I have a choice? No… …
Woke up at 0645 this morning! How early… for a change.
Went to Ridout Tea Garden for McDonald's.. supposedly with someone else, but there was not enough time due to some unforseen circumstances such as oversleeping and the requirement to report to work at 0900… hmm… Never mind about that. ^_^ Quite glad that I was able to travel to your workplace with you, whoever you are… ^_^
Went for the medical checkup at UHWC at Yusof Ishak House, NUS. The people there are very friendly. Looks like I've never seen friendlier people ever since I was enlisted 2 years ago. Quite fast, all the procedures. I was on my way out by 1 hour. As usual, my problem is still blood pressure. I think I better do something about that. If I did not remember wrongly, I had a very good blood pressure when I was on my way out of BMTC. Maybe slack too much in unit already…
After that, I decided to go over to West Mall's Hello! Shop. Saw that poster about a Singtel Roadshow which just started today! Luckily I did found my sponsor, and with that, I signed up for SingNet Broadband 512KB Unlimited Plan. Received 4 free gifts! 1 ADSL Modem, 1 Samsung DVD Player, 1 Prolink Wireless Keyboard and Mouse, and 1 SMS Phone. And I've also got a voucher for buying a digital camera at a discount price! So many goodies… ^_^ nearly cannot carry…
Received a call from Eddy just now. I have to re-plan my leave, due to the fact that the orientation driving cannot be finished this week. We have to help out with the orientation again for the first week of next month. And I also find out that I have 7 offs and 2 long weekends! Great! Can do lots of things with that!
So here's my new leave forecast:
| May 2004 | ||||||
| Sun | Mon | Tue | Wed | Thu | Fri | Sat |
| 1 | ||||||
| Labour Day | ||||||
| 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 |
| 3DA BN COC | Reserved For Driver Orientation (No Leave) | |||||
| 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 |
| Leave | Leave | Off | Leave | Off | ||
| 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 |
| Leave | Leave | Off | Off | |||
| 23 | 24 | 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 |
| Leave | Leave | Leave | Off | Off | LWE | |
| 30 | 31 | |||||
| Leave | ||||||
| June 2004 | ||||||
| Sun | Mon | Tue | Wed | Thu | Fri | Sat |
| 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | ||
| Leave | Vesak Day | Off | LWE | |||
| 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 |
| ORD | ||||||
| 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 |
| 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 | 25 | 26 |
| 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | |||
I guess this will be my longest blog (in terms of the HTML tags) out for 200 plus past blogs… lol
I've created another ringtone! Cyndi's 爱你! Sounds really nice on my phone right now… heehee…
And this weekend's the start of our ORD travel! Till now, we still have not change the money! I am wondering when our 'money changer' will do his job?
Got to go. Have to book in early tonight… ^_^
Finally. After 4 days of orientation, 1 day of guard duty and 1 day of transformation 'guinea pigs'. Travelled to NTU, Sungei Gedong, AFS, and Koon Jetty. Have turned darker, but only up till the sleeve and collar opening. I am multi-tanned once again…
Tired it is! I am trying hard not to get sick, as I don't want to spend my holidays at Genting Highlands sleeping in the hotel room… Currently, I can feel dry lips, mouth ulcers, and slight hotness due to the tan. I will recover fast. I must.
Spent quite a lot this week. Went for Seoul Garden last night, and went for some ice-cream at Swenson's just now. My dinner tonight: Ice-cream blended… decided not to have any main course… 我忍… feeling a bit hungry now though…
Been working on stars. I wondered who will get them? Yes, someone's in my mind, but then… should I?
-_-
Ok, something just came to my mind. I need to say this. Sometimes, I feel that something is happening. It can be something good, and it can also be something bad, even evil. It can be due to me, or it can be due to some other people, and it can also be a group's…
Maybe… if I have offended anyone in any way, seen anything that was not supposed to be seen, said something that brought back bad memories, or said something that was too hurtful, please accept my apologies. I really do not mean it. Sometimes, it's unintentional. I wondered if that's fortunate or not. But you can be sure of this: I really respect people's privacy. I will not disclose, share, store, or copy anything that I deem as private and confidential. In this I promise. *puts up right hand*. I shall maintain the reputation of the Dog… a friend to share secrets with… ^_^
I've spent some time thinking through before I wrote the above paragraphs. I think I have to make this point clear, before people start saying anything… You know, Dogs like me work best with people's trust… I will need to talk to all affected people too… to clear any misunderstandings, to remove any doubt, and to make my point clear.
Received an email about my ringtones section. The mailer had asked me about the method to get those ringtones, which I had failed to mention under that section! Thanks for the feedback. I will make the changes in my next webpage version…
For now, allow me to rest… something's wrong… I am actually feeling a bit cold on a hot day… oh no…
What a strange dream…
Dreamt that I was going out with that special someone. We were even holding hands… What's this all about?
Dreams. I guess they are the results of our day thoughts. What we were thinking will have a high possibility of becoming our dreams.
Sometimes, they are nasty. Sometimes, they are sweet. However, sweet dreams have the shortest duration. Perhaps it's true that nice things do not last…
I am not too sure, but that dream I had, I wondered if it should be sweet or bitter? What was I thinking of in the day, resulting in this kind of dream at night? Maybe I did think too much… Maybe I am just too tired…
Anyway, how I hoped that the dream will one day become a reality…
Perhap I can try… I think I should, before it's too late…
Today's room cleaning day! I started cleaning in the morning, by removing every cable behind my computer and re-organise them nicely. They were in a mess! I also managed to shift my scanner over to be on the same table as my monitor and printer! Now, the former place for the scanner is empty! I freed up a 50cm by 30cm space!
That re-arrangement of computer things took me one whole morning. Yes I was taking my own sweet time to do that. After that, I went to dig out those things that I wanted to throw away. The old power supply, the broken light bulbs, the spoilt game controller, some envelops and letters… Found those greeting cards sent from friends. Yes I've kept every single one of them. How many did I reply to? … … I better remember to send them some greeting cards in the near future… 😛
Found all those receipts and documents for my civilian class 3 licence in my drawer. I applied for a PDL on 26 August 2003, and I only went for my first lesson in late October! Wasted 2 months! But nevermind, I got the final product anyway… saw those handbooks that were given to me during my military class 3/4 course. I still remember the days when Jianliang, Evans, and I would be driven by Brandon's father from Clementi to Kaki Bukit Camp (KBC). It's so good to have such helpful friends. Saved me lots of trouble and time and money. And come think of it, we never had a chance to thank his dad… maybe, find one day… see first… his dad's a doctor… busy person… I also remembered those driving days, about Mr Ong CK (our theory instructor), Mr Ali (my driving instructor), Mr Ong Ah Bee (that famous parking instructor for his good-natured scoldings with foul words…), Mr Tiger Choo (our Group I/C), and those instructors in the Driver Training Simulator System section(DTSS). They were great teachers and story tellers. So lucky of me to be taught by them…
Cleared up my table too. I've put all things back to their original positions. Did some repair work to my 'stand' for my PSR-275. Hung back that S.H.E Poster back up on the wall. Placed the VCDs and CDs together on the shelf. Now my room looked more like… my room? -lol-
Tried out that IR USB cable once again. No, still cannot. I guess I will have to abandon that cable and get ready for bluetooth connection instead. I want a bluetooth-enabled phone!
Booking in later. I wondered what will the people's reaction be if my phone rang when a SMS is received? I have changed the tune to something that I have created: MRT SMS! The announcement tune… hahaa. I have changed the back cover for my phone too. Decided not to bring that pen along. Now my phone looks much thinner.
Tomorrow's start of orientation. Wondered how's their public road driving…
We ORD personnel have given ourselves a new name: 'lan jiao'.. no, not the hokkien version.. definitely not! 'Lan' as in 懒惰.. lazy… 'Jiao' is in Hokkien, 鸟, meaning is bird… the whole phrase means 'lazy birds'… 懒鸟…
We no longer belong to the new birds and old birds category… finally!
Went to collect my registered mail this morning. Republic Of Singapore Driving Licence. Class 3. 01 Apr 2004.
Took down that extra ballast from my ceiling this afternoon. It was hanging up there, but I do not actually need that, so I decided to remove that. Tried out that 2 PLC 9W lamps. They worked, but one's warm light, and the other's cool daylight. What's this… another mix-up? Why can't they label the boxes correctly?
I do not know what to do with my room now. If I have things my way, I will empty out the whole room, and refurbish everything, from the ceiling to the floor, every inch, every corner.
If I have things my way, I will be able to have the fastest computer. If I have things my way, I will have some siblings to share my problems with. If I have things my way, I will have become a different person…
And so what if I have these things my way? I can't even reach out for one thing. The thing everyone called Love… (I still have EnchantedLove… maybe?)
Maybe I can… perhaps I can… I will be able to one day. Maybe 1 week later. Perhaps 1 month. It could be 1 year. Even 1 decade…
Sometimes, I do not know whether to like search engines or hate them. They give me results that I requested for, and sometimes even bothered to bring my understanding to a higher level, to inform me of things that I should not be knowing, or rather not know… Unexpected results, leading to more curiosity and problems. I don't want that. I have had enough headaches already.
Whenever I encounter this type of problem, I will feel sick, for no other reason. I will feel feverish, as if I have got myself an infection… I wondered if I am sometimes too emotional, and perhaps have a high level of curiosity. My mind keeps thinking of the unsolved problem, and I can do nothing much for the whole night. I need answers. I need solutions.
How I wish I can forget everything. Format my brain, restart it, and reprogramme everything from scratch. Maybe I will be able to function better after that, and hence relieve me of these miseries…
I wondered what am I listening to on Perfect 10… It seemed that I've been listening to the same songs over and over again… I am not paying much attention here…
If only I have things my way… If only I can…
Some miscommunications. It all started with SMS…
People's ideas and thoughts were misinterpreted. Decissions were passed on wrongly. Messages were read wrongly.
These happened twice today! The first one was in the morning. Dennis thought I sms-ed him last night, telling him to meet at 0830, which in actual fact, I told him to meet at 0850. Secondly, (the worst…) Zhixiang, Dennis and me were supposed to meet at PS for a movie. Zhixiang saw wrongly, and he waited at JP instead…
See, the problem with SMS. People tend to assume that they have seen and understood the messages. These can sometimes be disastrous. I myself sometimes misread some SMSs too…
To be sure about things, always double-check. I failed to do this little task which would have saved me a whole lot of trouble and time…
But the second incident was a good one. When Dennis and I reached PS, we found out that the queue was really long! That was when I called Zhixiang to enquire about his location. After some verification, we decided to go to JP to watch our movie… so the 2 of us took the train once again, and travelled backwards… No Carrefour, no Music Plaza, no Poh Kim, no visit of any shops at PS… wasted…
We managed to reach JP by 1900. We exchanged for the tickets (by the way, we had 3 free tickets from Dennis…), bought our snacks, and watched Hell Boy. It was a nice show! So funny… -lol- and nice graphics too…
My second movie in a week. I wondered where did I get the movie fever from…
My dinner tonight was popcorn, nachos, and a large coke. Ordered the wrong drink. Should have ordered Lemon Tea. Can't believe that I actually drank the whole cup of Coke… No, I've already brushed my teeth. No more night snacks. No thanks…
Let me continue with Project ELove…
