Woke up at 7.30am!! Don’t know for what.
No, today’s not suitable for removal of desktop wires. I will be going out soon I guess. I want to go library and grab a C++ book, but no time! And that library only opens at 12! Hmm…
Never mind. I am going to look for a book later. Self learning time again.
It has been drizzling non-stop since 10! And it finally stopped not long ago… Wow… talking about endurance…
Today? “Dragged” someone out of bed with a SMS and to BBDC!
Saw Zhisheng on the way down the bus. He was having his TP test today! Well, just asked him just now. He did not make it in the end. Better luck next time for him…
While filling up the form, we were pulled into the briefing room to listen to some talk about enrolment. Saw Santa there! She was enrolling for class 3 too! Somehow she did remembered me, although I seldom talked to her in camp… haha… Hmm…
The lady who gave the briefing did know how to talk. Like machine gun. Blah blah blah… She even asked questions to make sure the few people understood… duhz… lucky never ask me =P Somehow this 1 stayed in my brain: “if you reset your password, you have to pay $10.50! Might as well take the money go McDonald’s to have lunch…”
Which we did after that! Haha… went back to NUS to have Mac lunch… After returning the hall key, we went down to Bugis. Had ice cream there. Not bad at all, the ice cream. I think have to go back another day and try the other flavours… haha…
After that, we went our separate ways. She was meeting her mom, and I went over to Sim Lim for a walk. Really! Walk! Came out empty-handed for once. Only bought 2 little adaptors for the TV cable. Was weighing the odds for the wireless keyboard and mouse, and the weighing scale was toppled by $$. I was thinking of enquiring about digicams, but too bad Hanwei was not around today! Aw…
So many things I want to buy, but for what? So, keep that money for some other things…
Not a bad Monday after all, even after receiving a ps sms at 8am… followed by another negative one at 8.20am… Haha… Orchard became Bugis! Lol…
Tomorrow: KBox Time!!!
Wow… had a bball game this afternoon. Really hot sun, after that 5 minutes of rain. As usual, lost all skills. Ball don’t go in, slow movement, no brain, etc. Too tired I guess. It’s strange, but ever since exams ended, I have been sleeping less!
Did a little bit of tidying up of my room just now. Found some stuff. Found a little notepad given by my JC class mentor:
Inside, she wrote:
Somehow missed my CM… long time never see her! The last time I spoke to her was at Melvin’s bday party, where his uncle (Mr Silas, who else? Lol) decided to give her a call… she still sounded the same then…. hahaa
Speaking of her reminds me again of SA T-Shirts… Well…
Ok, found other things while clearing up my table. Chemistry notes (strangely, where’s my JC Chem notes? I can only find secondary school ones… wah..), A level Physics, Maths C, and even Econs! Wow… see how long I have not been touching my things… Lol… Threw sem 1 notes into files and squeeze them into one corner. Hopefully, I will not be needing them next sem…
Found another little something:
That’s my D&T project. Supposed to be a .. what to you call that? Book.. stopper? See the jagged edges? I forgot if that’s design, or I mis-cut it… 
Next I found an envelope. Inside’s this thing:
Well, did this E-Prep thingy… and here’s the cert. I remembered I failed the course… hmm…
Swapped places for my phone and gateway with my scanner. Now the computer table feels so spacious! But then, something is wrong.. I think I need a full day to plug out all the wires and lay them out nicely again.. very messy!
Ok, that’s all for now… later will be a long day I guess…
What did I do today? Nothing! Been at home ever since I woke up, only to get out of home at 6pm to JE to buy the stamp. Finally decided that I should get it. I am the siao type. Go out when I feel like it.
Been working on ELove Board, but it looks like not much work done! Too slack. Have just finished doing some handicraft while talking crap with Emmanuel just now, and I finished it! Quite fast… Getting more pro at it maybe.
Well, supposed to be cleaning up my desktop, but in the end, watched TV, played games, and slack!!! Slack the time away…
Later's bball day. Better don't rain. It did not rain just now… Monday? By right is shopping and walk-here-walk-there day… see how… Tuesday is the proposed KBox at Orchard. Wednesday, swim maybe. Thursday, don't know. Friday, don't know. Saturday, proposed Beach day at Sentosa. Sunday, by right is bball…
Is this gonna be my routine???? -.-
I have been searching high and low for a new theme for Belief. It's hard. Found a few ideas, but it's either the photos' inappropriate, or can't find any. Anyway, I am creating more than 1 theme. Just found a great 1! So happy. At least I did something useful today, after being non-existant (not to myself… I think I still exist) after the exams… zzz
Played bball in school. So sianz. Nothing much, but it's hot! The sun's powerful this afternoon! Nearly cannot take it, but eventually the sun went down, and the temperature's more bearable.
Anyway, what does the word 'Christmas' makes you think of? What is the first image that comes to your mind? Is it presents? Christmas trees? Decorations? Snow? For me, the first image is the story of the Little Match Girl, although the time in the story was New Year's Eve.. quite near also… Read it… Aww…
I don't wish to continue writing anymore for today…
Another swimming day. I am getting darker very day… aw… The sun made it as if it was 2pm in the afternoon! So hot… Today's swimming kakis: Victor, Yingzi, and a sleepy head Ruifu. Well well… interesting…
It's like, before you say something, you put yourself into some other people's shoes and think how will you react if you are that person? It's like, how your words will affect that person?
I do think of that sometimes. I can't get myself to say something that might hurt others in the process (after evaluating it first), even though there are slips of the tongue once in a while.
Now the problem is, if everyone thinks likewise, when are we going to break out of this infinite loop? You think what he/she thinks and he/she thinks what you will think and think of another approach and you think what he/she will be thinking while in the process of thinking of something else…. -.-“
What happens in the end? Everyone kept quiet and carry on with life as usual, waiting for each other to do something that has been thought of before. The waiting can be short, can be long. It all depends. It can be awkward, and it can be strange. It's not going to be normal.
What's the condition to break out? Some accident? When one's not in the right mind? I don't know. Maybe. Perhaps.
I've been waiting too. Too patient I guess, and am waiting for something that I have thought of to happen. Of course, I've always been looking forward to bad things more than good ones… Bad things to me means good things to others. So thoughtful of me? -.-“
Alright… sometimes I do have to admit my faults here. Lack of confidence, courage. Lack of sufficient knowledge and experience. Wasting too much time while waiting…
Aw…
Went to JP (again) for a walk after the swim. Was thinking whether to buy the CD ornot. Decided to go upstairs and check it out first. In the end, did not make any purchases. Guess I am not supposed to do any shopping just now… 22 more days…
I started out doing this during the last few months of my NSF life. I even brought them over to the guard room to do when I was having guard duty. Till now, I am not even half finished, and Christmas is coming soon, next will be New Year…
Slowwww……. real slllllooooowwww….
Something else. It's been almost 1 month. Where's my SA T-Shirts??!!! Do I have to call the school? Never mind. Give them another week or so… I can wait… lol…
Well… now working on My Belief… still undecided whether to change the way my past blogs are processed…. well… I will decide soon…
If I keep the existing way, nothing will have to change. If I generate the output and save them under html files, that means I will be looking at loops, fwrite, fread, fopen… sounds familiar? Well…
It's after exams, but it's still sad. Sad news. It's all relationship problems. And knowing 2 such things within 1 hour. Isn't that bad enough… people wanting to break up after a few years, people already broke up and recovering, people trying to get into a relationship but failed, people trying not to get into a relationship and in the end contradicting themselves and feeling lost and remorseful.
Why?
This kind of things always give me a headache… aw… even though it does not concern me (so far). It's just sad… but what to do? What's going to have will happen. What has happened has happened. Nothing's gonna change it. Move on.
Easier said than done. As always.
If everyone's living happily around, I don't think we will need to live. We live because there are problems for us to solve. Every little problem will bring us to another level of problems. If there's no problem, there's no need for knowledge.
But I hate problems. Always giving me headaches. Maybe 1 day, I will get to like problems, and become one mad guy… I am not solving problems. I am trying to understand problems…
So problematic.
But at least. At least they give each other something valuable: A chance to love and to be loved…
I really can wait. I can wait for replies. I can wait for people. I can wait for something to happen. I can talk a lot of crap. I can be really quiet. Quiet does not mean I am angry, sad, happy, or whatever. Talkative does not mean anything either. What are feelings? Nothing…
No. I've not attained that stage yet.
Sometimes, replies never come. Some can take hours. Well, besides waiting, what can you do? Sometimes, I don't like to ask questions using sms. I don't know when I will get my answer. Some don't even care to reply, and that makes me feel like some mad scientist sending out smses to aliens on Pluto. Same for msn. Yeah, I really can wait..
Too bad. Time and tide waits for no Man.
Enough crap for today? I think so.
Had a nice cold show. Headache is gone. Wow. So the remedy to headaches is to have an ice cold shower. Yeah had a swim this afternoon! With Zhixiang, Ruifu and Yingzi! It's rare that we actually had a girl joining us for a swim. Nice swim anyway. Had lunch at the food centre nearby, and went over to IMM with Zhixiang. So happy! Bought that chair! And now I am sitting on it! Yay!
爱情不能作比较
曲：吕孙杰 | 词：彭学斌 | 编：
车子里收音机 空气中还飘着雨
在这个深夜里 你应该在他那里
有多久没再遇见你 房里没了你的气息
而我终于扔掉了你给我的所有东西
* 我刻意填满了 生活里每寸空隙
我知道不容易 但我仍试着继续
听说你比从前开心 我还能有怎样的情绪
除了祝福 我不想再多说一句
#
他很好 他多好 这些我并不想要知道
再难忘掉 多狂烈的拥抱 这回忆他怎么给的到
他多好 和我不同的好 最后是谁不重要
因为我知道 爱情不能作比较
Repeat *
别再说 他很好 他多好 这些我并不想要知道
再难忘掉 多狂烈的拥抱 这回忆他怎么给的到
他多好 和我不同的好 最后是谁不重要
因为我不要 你拿他和我作比较
就算是 今天还一个人依靠 明天谁又比谁好
爱看不到听不到怎能做比较
Repeat #
希望你知道 爱情不能作比较
(2nd attempt submitting this. Why ah??)
Yes. It has. Finally. It's going to be a short break, but I need it. I really need a break.
Before I went out of home for the last paper, I was quite disturbed with happen that happened through msn. Quite used to it, but still disturbed. Is it just don't care, rude, sad, or something else?
Yeah who cares what I think.
During the paper: I don't know what I am doing. They allowed us to take back the question paper. I will just throw the paper one side. One hopeless paper aside.
After the paper: Was so happy that I felt really jumpy. I was like jumping around outside MPSH 1. Was talking to someone, although I did not quite understand when I actually asked a question and the person walked away… well… never mind. Maybe I did not hear the reply. After that we squeezed into Edwin's car and head for PS for dinner and movie. Ben went off to find his gf. Left only Edwin, Weimin, Jiahui, Chunjian, Junrong and me. Ate at Thai Express. The olive rice was not bad I think. The squid, well, I still prefer the calamari at Marche.
Next we went on to watch The Incredibles! Wow nice show! Can't stop laughing! At the beginning (before the actual show started), it showed a little sheep jumping around…. hmm… boing boing… lol… Lots of funny scenes… a must-watch. I give it 5 popcorns out of 5!
After the movie, which ended at 12. We went over to play one hour of pool before going home. Well, lost my legendary tyco-ness… haha…
Quite a way to relax after the paper! The best part was the movie! Hahaa.. nice nice must watch!!! (second time emphasising this…)
Later, it's room clearing. Clearing of all those crap paper that I have used to try out examples. Then, it's probably swimming. After that, maybe PDA-fixing. If it still can't be fixed, Fujitsu Care-Center here I come.
