Belief@HazelCafe

Ok, 1 more day to break! Or rather, to be able to sleep for a longer period of time. I've been sleeping quite little lately, but I still managed to survive, which is good. Hmm… tomorrow's tutorial day, and I am having a tutorial at 4 to 6! Oh well, hope it ends early, so that I can run away… wahahaa

Anyway, today's lab was quite ok for me. Working under no-stress conditions is the best! Played around with that program a bit, crashed it a few times, and still managed to finish the examples. And they are using floppy disks!!! Where's the USB port? behind? I will prefer thumb drive more than floppy. I don't go around school carrying a portable floppy disk ok. If I want to work on anything using my laptop, I will need to go get a computer, put in thumb drive and floppy, and then copy the files here and there? Oh well… I am sure there's a better way, somehow.

Oh now then I remembered! I bought 2 (why 2? Maybe I thought of something, in the end another thing? Whatever…) buns at Dily's just now, and they are still in my bag! Ahh! I have clean forgotten about them! Poor custard buns… aw…

No eating. I've brushed my teeth.

Attempted to do tutorials. Have since given up. I think I shall look at SS tutorial in the morning or what. I am so off mood now.

I wanna COMEX. I wanna World Food Fair… I wanna swim… I wanna tennis… I wanna that cheque… I wanna…

I wanna so many things…

But which one(s) will I get in the end?

I better go save the buns from my bag… hmm…

Just reached home not too long ago. Oh well…

I reached school at 9.20am in the morning, and my lesson was at 11am. Hahaa… so, I sat somewhere near LT6, near the pathway to the toilet, after walking around EA to find one good place. Saw some friends walking here and there, some saw me, most never…

I shall try something new next week, as I think that room, E3-06-14, will be empty all the way till 11am. Hmm.. that will be good…

Stars at 2012 tutorial. Learnt nothing new, and clarified none. The worst was again, signals lecture. The lecturer likes to use his own notes which are unavailable until he has finished teaching. So what do we do? Stare at the screen and hope we can make some signal out of it? That's hard…

After the SS lecture, I went back to stone outside LT7a, before leaving for Tiong Bahru Plaza to meet Clifford. After that, we left for Heeren, where we were supposed to have a JC class outing.

This outing was quite a sad one. In the end, it's 5 girls, including ??, and 2 guys. Ok la, at least some bothered to turn up. We makan, talked crap a bit, and took lots of pictures also… And so, we ate at Marché. And I went to order lamb chop. Medium. Should have ordered well done… OK… WeLL DoNE… still edible…. lol

So who are they? Alicia, Meimei, Shuyun, Sumerry, ??, Clifford, and me. Too lazy to upload the pics today. Some other day, when I am more free to do so.

After that, we went over to Coffee Club. Talked more crap, and home we went…

Anyway, I shall look forward to JC Kbox outing. Someone, please organise…

And later is another full day. 8 to 5. Digital design lab… ahhh…

And… I am still awake… well done. Can I sleep now? I don't know…

I still have things to do I guess. But I think I shall do it tomorrow or what…

Ok, start off the day with that lame joke about IES which lasted all the way over lunch… More stars added to EE2012, with some stars to EE2006. And then, it's lab.

Stupid lab. Going in with slight understanding of the topic, and coming out with more question marks. Basically we were rushing through everything, and I don't really understand the solutions. And so? I leave it blank.

Actually I should know. If more time is given, I will make it a point to know. I will make sure of that. But due to time contraint, forget it. The lectures will touch on the topic sooner or later.

Strange ar, but somehow, today's lab, I was the only guy in our oweek group. I did not know why the rest did not put this slot… Maybe it's full. Oh well. So there's Xinli, Joan, Jiahui and Grace! The rest? Familiar faces, but I do not know their names. Lol.

Ok, 1 lab down. More to go.

Why haha day? Dunno, I can't think of a title. So? Haha lor…

Hmm…

Went for a short run just now. Shiok as usual. Especially when there's wind blowing. I like to go for runs when there's wind blowing, when the weather looks like it's going to rain. 1 thing is for sure. Don't eat anything 1 hour before run. Sometimes, I felt that I was eating fried noodles while running…. oh well….

I hope it will rain tonight, so that I can just sleeeeeeeep all the way, and wake up to a better day tomorrow.

Haha… possible? Maybe, I should not say, better day. Today's not a bad day actually. No, not because of lab, of course.

Somehow…

Oh well, 8am. And lecture's at 9am. Hahaa..

Came early because, I don't want to stand all my way to school! But in the end, I still stood. So many people going to work, how to find a seat to zzz? Hmmm…

It's still quite empty outside LT7a. Not that bad after all. Eating hotdog, drinking fresh brew. Life..

My foot…. wahahaa

Yes. Phone's spoilt. That's the way I choose to believe.

Changed a tone, and I tested it out just now. It worked.

Oh well… maybe… perhaps…

Smile…

Woke up to a perfect weather. A perfect weather to swim. A great weather for bball. But I am not doing either of these.

So what am I doing? What am I doing on an early lazy Saturday afternoon? Stone…

Should I go out by myself later… Hmm… but I have no where to go. Wandering aimlessly again, taking whatever bus that reaches the bus stop first, and alight where I wish to, and then decide whether to wait for the next bus, or just wander off to some other place?

Not today I guess.

I think I will just do a bit of stoning here and there, and then some tidying up, some printing of more notes, and some reading of notes, and more doing of tutorials, and just waste away a good day.

May it rain.

Smile.

Sleep…

Let me rewind the time back 1 and a half hours later. ??????????.

I think I know.

Knowing is good.

Knowing means being able to smile despite negative things.

Knowing means willing to let go.

Knowing means being able to concentrate.

Knowing means having good sleeps.

Knowing means efficiency.

Crapp…

Ok…

At least I was listening to lectures just now.

Went for a morning swim before ending up in school. Swim's ok. School's ok too. Went to IES clubroom to find Chunjian and Jiahui. After that, CJ decided to stay in Engin clubroom to do his stuff, while JH had to go down to the IES booth. I chose to stone outside LT7a, from around 2.30pm to 4pm.

Some people can only see things they want to see. I am not in that list.

I am a detector. Instinct tells me to look. And looking is disappointing sometimes. Don't look is better, then I won't know.

So? What am I trying to say? I don't know… Never mind.

Edwin came, so I decided to go in for the lecture. If not, I would have been gone, far far away from NUS. Weimin appeared out of nowhere a while later. So there's only 3 of us – me, Edwin, and Weimin. Great… And we were trying to cook up some stories regarding a trend… A very, very visible trend… A sign… good or bad, that depends.

Attempted to play tennis yesterday. Sux. Skill is zero. Accuracy is zero. Ability is zero. So, I think I spend more time picking up loose balls than learning to hit the ball correctly. More time needed to pick up the skill. At least I learn something that is not quite new to me. It was the second time I had attempted to play tennis…

I want to learn more!

Saturday in a few more hours time. Nothing. Absolutely nothing.

Smile…

Oh well, just happen to read about this, so, it will be a belated birthday greeting? lol

Happy birthday to ???, aka ??? of <<?????>>. Born 25 August 1987. Why some place put 1987, some say 1986? Hmm… And she has a fan site! http://www.liuyifei.org/. Info is here: http://www.liuyifei.org/Article/Class1/200504/18.html.

Hmm…

Yes, fell asleep for 10 minutes while reading on signals. At least I can wake up and feeling quite awake still.

It's Friday. I have nothing in my mind. I just don't want to put anything in, to avoid disappointment.

But then, nothing means disappointment too…

So what do I want? I don't know. Maybe, I want nothing at all…

Or, I am waiting for something. Or, I am stupid.

I think it's more of the latter.

Oh well.

Stupid me.

Don't care much nowadays. More care ==> more disappointment.

Let X be the event where a particular song is played in the background.

P(X = “?? – ???”)
= 1/4
= 1 – P(X = “JS – ???”) – P(X = “?? – ????”) – P(X = “?? – ?????”)

All events are statistically independent and mutually exclusive, ie, getting a particular song now will not effect the song being played on the next visit, and there's no possibility of getting more than 1 song playing at one single time.

P(X2 = “?? – ?????” | X1 = “JS – ???”) = 1/4.

Hmm…. oh well… correct or not, I dunno! I don't really like statistics…

Nevermind. I reduced the song quality to 64kbps, meaning 64 intervals as filter? Or what? Dunno… .

??? is 4 minutes, 7 seconds long. So, at 64kbps, it will be 64 000 * [(4 * 60) + 7] = 15 808 000 bits.
8 bit = 1 byte => 15 808 000 / 8 = 1 976 000 bytes.
The actual file size is 1 982 115 bytes. Difference is 1 982 115 – 1 976 000 = 6 115 bytes.
UTF-8 uses 1 to 4 bytes per character, so assuming 4 bytes per character, I will have
6115/ 4 = 1258 characters.

In that file?! 1258?! Opps something wrong somewhere… wahaha

Never mind… just crapp… but the conversion is already quite zhun… lol…

Oh well…