Belief@HazelCafe

Ahhhhh… rain…

Just the way I want it to be…

Rain…

2 am… wrong… 2.40am… and my comp is still on? What am I doing? Nothing…

Yeah. Sometimes, it's like this.

Sleep… say good night… and be gone…

But I am still awake? Hmm…

Crapp..

Hmm…. went to swim at 10am instead of the usual 11. Just wanted to swim at an earlier time. And so, I ended up spending around the same amount of time in the pool. So shiok. Swam more than 15 laps. So shiok… I would have continued, if not for the time…

And now, I am suffering from the consequences. Skin's a bit hot. A bit sunburnt I guess. Hmm… I looked into the mirror while at the toilet in school. Oh well, that's why I called 'rosy cheeks'… duhz…

There's one thing that's very fun while swimming. It's fun overtaking people swimming front crawl while you are swimming breast stroke… but of course, you will be more tired… Tried swimming slightly more than half the length of the pool in one breath. Hmm… one fine day, I will be able to reach 3/4. Then then full length…. wahahha siao…

And then, it's back to school. Zhenyao was entering while I was going off. Lol…

Went to find Ben. He was studying with another girl (what's her name… Angel? Hmm…) in E3. And so, I went in and sat down. Hmm… and then I went out to hunt for my lunch. They had not have lunch, and yet never tell me! I bought my sandwiches and kueh and tea, and was going to finish eating when they told me they were going for lunch… oh well. Never mind about that. Actually thought of getting off at IMM and going in and grab some ???? out, but then, the aircon was great…

My lunch time was 1pm I think. And I just started on my next meal an hour ago. How great.

I was studying in school. So “happily” doing 2012, that I did not feel like going home… duhz…At 6pm, it was me and Ben. At 8pm, there's Xinli, Ryan, and Emmanuel. Ben went off to pattor. Finished 10 questions, and it's 10pm! And so, I decided to pack up and leave. No point staying till late. I need 1 hour to get home.

Emmanuel's still there now. Lol. His dad's going to fetch him back home later. So shiok…

Why everyone has personal drivers around, and I don't?

Actually, it's not that I don't. It's just that, it's not on the way. No point asking my dad to send me to school, and then he had to travel back to Penjuru to fetch all those workers and stuff like that. No point asking him to fetch me back from school, as it's the same story.

One thing for sure: He won't! Wahahhaha!

Yeah. I can travel on my own, sure thing. That does ensures that I won't get lost too easily, at least in SG. I like travelling on public transport. I can meet friends here and there. Just now, while taking 188, I met Guowei on the bus. Yeah talked to him. It's been a long time since we talked. Hahhaa…

And on buses, I can look at whatever I want to look, girls, guys, couples, what they are doing, what they are trying to do, and whatever. Sometimes, it's interesting. Sometimes, it just puts me to sleep…

Crapp…

OK enough of it. I think I shall rest.

Hmm…

Opps… fell asleep again… this time while reading 2012. Well done. Maybe I am really tired. Just now slept on the bus, actually did not feel like getting off, but got off nevertheless. So shiok…

Anyway, went to watch Corpse Bride. Nothing much. Suggestion: Save the money for Mac lunch.

Or is it because of the venue?

After having lunch in school, I decided to join Weimin, Joan and Weiya for the movie. Perhaps the rushing around somehow made me not really interested in watching the movie. Anyway, I went in without knowing what the movie’s about. When I reached Clementi, they were already in there. And I was walking around outside, trying to find them. Oh well… until I called.

And then, I felt that, I was like, watching the movie on my own. Kind of sad, but who cares. I watched it anyway.

Empress 2. There’s something vibrating somewhere near the speakers whenever a sound of a suitable frequency was played. Oh well… resonance. Rattle…. rattle… the bass was enough, but the surround was lacking. The moment I sat down and heard that rattling sound, half the mood was gone. And I wondered if the projection of the movie on the big screen was the original colour? Not really nice…

Well, even though it’s cheaper ($6)… I would rather pay more to enjoy myself.

Here’s the ticket:

Yeah, after watching, I did not feel like cutting hair anymore. Anyway, no one’s interested to cut hair together with me, so what the hell, forget it.

I sure felt that I should have stayed at Engin and mug instead. It’s a waste of my time rushing here and there, and back to Engin, only to find out that someone had eloped with my SS readings. Oh well…

I stayed at E3 once again, till 5pm, and went up to the PC cluster to play around for awhile, before going off. Out of school.

As if people will know… Who cares where I go? Lol…

Suddenly remembered this discussion about committing suicide over BGR or something like that. Just a general discussion la..

Isn’t that stupid to do such things over such small problems like BGR? You think people will regret? You think people will cry? Hmm, maybe they will…

But then, why like this? Finishing yourself off don’t solve the problem. It’s simply escaping from it. So that you don’t have to think of any solution. So that you can run away. Should I say that you are lazy, or that you are cowardly?

But anyway, don’t blame them too much for the thought. It’s instinct to run away from injuries. It’s an auto-reflex. Thinking needs propagation time, and that will arrive after action is completed. Thinking will verify the previous action (hopefully). And that result will be fed back into the loop to correct any errors (negative feedback). Opps…

Hmm… I should just leave it hanging here… don’t want to write anymore, because I will be like, writing a whole essay…

*Yawns*

Finally! Thursday! I love Thursdays! Because, somehow, it is the end of the week! But then, these few weeks will be a bit different. Can't slack too much. Have to study for tests. Stupid tests, all of them decided to have them during these 2 weeks. So, we had a relaxed mid term break, but everything's still together…

There's no SS tutorial this week, so, my day will end at 1pm. Yay. I shall just find a classroom and live there, perhaps. How shiok. Lol… Or maybe find one corner. Or perhaps get out of school…

Whatever. See what will happen later. Just let it be. Whatever will happen, will. There's no point planning for them. Planning only makes changes possible. Yeah, because, what I want, I do not get.

Oh well. Been using that sentence a lot this few months.

Cut.

The 2 EE2006 lab questions were relatively easy. If only the D2B test will be something like this. Then it will be fun. Hmm… 1 question or 2 for the test? Not sure. Just let it be. Doesn't matter how many questions.

“Just do it. You need to do it. If you know how to do it, then you can don't worry about this thing.”

Lol…

What time shall I go school later leh? Hmm… if going out at 7.15am = reaching school at 8.05am, then going out at 7.30am = approx reaching school at 8.30am? Nah… Think I will stick to the usual time: 7.15am, and go eat my waffle or whatever kueh I can find there…

Hmm…

Everyday also early day… Lol..

Heard J & J sing! Lol… they did a recording of ?????. Ok la. Jeanie's voice very cute. Her sis's got a bit of a problem though… wahahhaa… Did mapping of 2 audio files to create a nicer finer version. And ofcourse, I played with Chipmunk voice as usual… hee…

Yay..

Next time Kbox must remember to bring Jeanie along.. Lol…

Did something stupid early in the morning. Last night, I printed out my SS lecture notes, and I did not bring them along this morning! I only realised that when I was in school! Well done… In the end, I had to carry my laptop around and walked over to the PC cluster to print another copy. What a waste of $$. It did not matter much, not the printing, but the walking around. The room’s mine anyway.. hahaha… that’s the standard room for me on Tuesday, both morning and afternoon. Great room… Lol..

Tried to understand 2010, but in the end, I still did not know how to do the tutorial questions. Not that the tutorial questions were too hard, but it’s more of the part on Bode diagrams. How come the x-axis is divided into 9 parts instead of 10? Hmm… and sometimes, I count 8? Or am I seeing stars? Duhz… examples in the lectures are all swee swee ones, with points nicely on 10^1 or 10^-1 or whatever… win liao lor…

Today, we had the most interesting 2009 lecture ever! CC Ko should have just teach the whole module, instead of teaching the digital part. So funny! Wahahaa! I think those people who attended today’s lecture will not wish to pon any more signal lectures for the rest of their lives…. hmm.. a bit ??.. haha..

And SS was a bullet train as usual. Charging all the way to 3.45pm! So tired. The problem with SS was, there were things to copy, and there were things to listen to, and so, should we copy, or should we listen? Haiz… I don’t know how am I going to survive this module? But I have S/Ued it. Just hope that I won’t get a “U” in return…

And the most stupid event of the day was the waiting of 183. I waited for 45 minutes. Yeah. Apparently, one bus which was on its way towards NUS had broken down somewhere along Toh Guan Road, which (should have) resulted in the long wait. I waited so long, even m:robe went dead… Waste my time waiting. Thought of going down and take some 97, 197 or 198, but then, I have tried that timing before: the buses all siao timings…

And so I waited… the bus came at 7pm.

Haiz…

I took this little pic from my room. See the rainbow…

Hmm… was that block where carrot lives (or used to live, which ever applicable)? Hmm… no idea… long time never see her also…

Anyway, the rain was so shiok last night! So shiok that, I decided to sleep early, at 12! The rain did die off for a while, and a few hours later, it became heavy again, all the way till around 5am! OooOooo why did I know the time? Because, it seemed that I have slept for a long time, so I woke up and check the time. Partly also due to cold… I wondered where my blanket had gone to, so I open my eyes to look for it…. lol…

Looks like someone is more powerful than me for rain hoping. Next time I need rain, I look for you ok. Wahaa…

The good thing about visiting 7-eleven regularly is that I will get to try out different drinks the moment they are being sold. I tried this yesterday evening. Coke with Lime.

Tasted ok to me. Somehow, it tasted like Coke with Minute Maid lime juice. The 2 are from the same manufacturer anyway.

Oh well, talking about mix just reminds me of Coke + lemon lime… Hmmm…

Maybe one fine day, they will have this! Mix the 2 Minute Maid juices with Coke, and there you have it! Or just visit Mac and buy the 2 drinks…

Opps… looks like I did not say much about the KBox outing? Don’t worry la… the news will be here soon! Ofcourse, it’s a censored version la.. details, ask me personally. Ofcourse, I have a list of who to tell the truth, and who to tell the not-truth, and who to tell the crapp… wahhhaa… permissions, you see.

Ok let’s go!

And so, at 5.50pm on 1st October, we ended up at KBox Chinatown

See? I got the time in the picture to prove it. Duhz. I also did not know since when I enabled the date time formatting…

And we waited… and waited… I wondered why… They had to clear the room? They did not expect us to really appear? Or what? We paid student rate, and we were expected to wait? Oh well?

So much so that, I have found a very good picture to be on a dart board? Wahaha!!

Anyway, we got our room at 6pm (our time). Room K1. Hahah… finally a BIG ROOM! Yay! And we started with all the crap singing!!

And here we had Joan, looking so happy. And we were also happy also, as finally the PS Queen did not PS!

But then, when she started singing…

See? Looked so serious. ????enjoy?!! Looked so stressed, we saw liao also stressed. She blamed it on the chim chim ???… Oh well…

And after a while, cq arrived! And Joan sang with her (picture by jr).

While they sang, I started to “vandalise” on the gifts. This’s wm’s racket bag, or whatever you call it.

Lionel decided to do something unique.

And this’s Lionel, “upgrading” my “Happy Birthday” words, with 22 stickmen!

The shoes looked like this:

Wahahaa…And later, the manager came in and tried to spoil the plan. But I think it’s damn obvious. She came in, and said:

“????? Mary ???? booking ????? 9 ?????” Who’s Mary? I don’t know any Mary!! And the rest don’t know any Mary too! Wahahaa….

The whole world knows that: Mary == Marie. Spoiler… Tried to smoke through, saying that Mary was my friend who helped me to book the room, but then, it’s damn obvious… wahaha

And a while later, Marie arrived with the cake! Not much surprises la… lol. The important thing was the cake, not her… opps…

Nevertheless, we decided to wait before cutting the cake, as, who knows who will suddenly appear out of nowhere?

And so, we carried on with the singing, and taking pics…

And suddenly jr said wanted to take pic also, and so…

At 9 plus, we think we know the answer… And so, we decided to eat the cake on behalf of whoever’s not there!

Yummy cake… wahahaha. That 3-flavour-whatever-you-call-it cake… from Swensens!

Cut cake lor…

And then the borrowing of the cake…

The couples pic [Missing]! See? The 2 guys looked so ??… Grrrr…. Happy lor… got people to hug… wahahha but that’s not the point. The point is, it’s a couples pic… lol

Songs that we had sung? We had a Jay Chou concert, and also FIR, Energy, S.H.E, Stefanie Sun, and Sky Wu concert… lol… interesting eh? Imagine… we actually sang 1 Jay Chou song after another! Can die…. But then, survived, due to lots of past training.. See? Training is important!

And before we left, we took this.

That guy who took this picture told us that our time was up, and someone was waiting to use this room. I hate people who tell lies, especially in the service sector. Unless, he meant that, the room was reserved for some good brothers? I saw no one waiting outside!!! Haiz…

And they tried to stunt us also, by saying that our singing will be ending at 10pm, when we were told earlier that it will end at 10.30pm. Of course, I did not allow that to happen. No way. Later she came in and re-confirmed the time. Good. And we found out that their time was 5 minutes earlier… duhz…

And after that, we got nothing much to do le. It’s Chinatown, and nothing’s on at night, and so, we all left for home… Hmmm…

Ok ba, the singing, power vocals all around me… wow… S.H.E, Energy, wahahaa….

We tried out our new rackets this afternoon! Even though it rained, the rain stopped while we were having lunch at the Engin canteen! ooOoo I love my racket! Lol… But then, I think the tension on the strings can be higher a bit… it feels “soft” to me… Hmm…

I think, I still need more practice…. Hee…

And I have been travelling around Engin quite a lot today. After the Digital Design lecture, I went over to the ComCentre to check, reply, and re-reply emails (woah the one in-charge of the registration was a very fast email replier… lol). Settled my change of dates! And looks like, I will have to call Dental Centre to change my appointment le. I only managed to change 1 day, from 17 to 18. The 21th date will have to be kept… aw…

After ComCentre, I went up to the PC cluster! Lol… siao right. Yeah I admit I was. But then, it’s fun la…. while waiting for them to finish their tutorial so that we could have lunch. Sometimes, I PS them to eat lunch, but then, for today, there’s no reason to do so… oh well.. lol.. whatever.

I re-edited this entry at 10.15pm. It’s raining!!!!!! Yay!!!!

Wahaha.. currently I own the whole house! Lol.. And so, I have decided to go mobile. I brought out my laptop from my room! Hahaa… TV, notes and laptop!

Just finished my yummy bread board, trouble shooting something that's not really a problem on the board. It's my power supply! The battery was drained quite fast. Sometimes, the funny signals are not because of incorrect connection. It's just the power! 9V battery. Convert to 5V supply. If the battery goes down to 7V, funny things start to happen…

Therefore, multimeters are important at home… Wahaha…

Hmm… anyway, I think I am not going to make any changes to my design… Hahaha…

Well well…

So sianz. Sunday…

Really tired… nearly sleep and miss my bus stop just now, and luckily a SMS came through that kept me awake till I reach my stop. Thanks for waking me up, Joan.. Wahahaha!

Hungry, but found nothing much to eat. In the end, ate biscuits…. mmmmmMMmm… ok, I think I need sleep. elaborate more next time.

Kbox session? People count: Caiqun, Joan, Marie, Zhou Li, Ben, Weimin, Lionel, Chun Jian, Junrong, and me! And luckily I did not tell the counter the exact number of people, or else we will end up paying for people that did not appear…

But at least Edwin came at 10.30pm. To eat the cake. Well-timed? Hmmm… wahahaha..

Wahhaa… it's really funny. I was reading the messages that people posted on the board, and using the dates, refer back to the entries. Oh well. I have been complaining lots I guess.

Why complain, when it don't really work?

I have always been complaining about unfair treatment. But, who do I think I am? Rich? No. Power/Authority? No. Charisma? No.

And even if I have all of the above, I will hate people sticking to me because of that. Boot-lickers, they call them.

I think I will still survive better in a place where everyone will be treated equally. There's a main rep, and everyone knows what they are supposed to do. So, I think I will be able to survive in a team. An efficient team…

But who knows. Things changes. I am used to treating people equally (but some more equal than others). Even if I am boss, I think my employees will be all over the place… wahahaha…

But that's not the point. So, my moods are depending on what's happening around me. Of course that's the case. If my mood is caused by myself, or nothing, then I should not be here. I should be spending some time at Hougang already!

And looking from various points of view over a particular incident, it's not easy. Especially when you are in it. It's nearly impossible at the point of happening. Emotions are instantaneous. Zero time. Thinking comes at T + ? t. Thinking is a signal. Oh well…

And I did a stupid just now. Choosing a date for my e-test. A date that clashes with my lab. Well done. And I thought that I will be very free during that week. Now? Die lor. Wait for the email reply.

Duhz..