Belief@HazelCafe

10am
Met sup for discussion. Another 1 hour thing. It seems that I have been trying to derive something impossible, like modelling a PD controller as state-space.. (there's no integrator!!! Lol)

11.30am.
Met Lionel #2 for lunch at Jap Fusion. Heh. Ate 4 other sushi. Yummy. Did not know why, but I just want to eat. Yummy ba. We went back to our labs after that.

1.45pm.
Met JH at UHWC. No I was not the one sick. Heh. Nothing to do mah, so I stoned there with her until Lionel #2 called for tea break at YIH. Or should I say, coffee break?

2.30pm.
Coffee break at YIH with Lionel #2. Bought the toast set instead. Lol! Eat eat eat! JH went back to DSI. Settled sending that thing to CJHO in France. Lionel #2 went home. I back to lab.

3.30pm .
Pack up. Went PC cluster. Walked past LT6 on my way there. Lots of flowers wor… Went bus stop. took 188 to IMM. Myself.

4.20pm.
IMM. Sent my formal shoes for major repairs, and then it was shopping time. Bought some personal stuff from Giant and some boliao stuff from Popular. Saw many people collecting their flowery orders at XpressFlower. Still the same girl there, with another helper today. Lol.

5.00pm.
Out of IMM. Took 105, and changed to 143.

5.30pm.
Home.

7.15pm.
FNA2004 tutorial.

9.00pm.
Tutorial done.

9.10pm
Writing this. Wahahaa….

Interesting… Lalala… did I miss out anything? Maybe, some minor details here and there, some hidden details here and there, and some secret details ba. Nothing much liao lor.

Quite sianz hor…

Sometimes, I think I feel very happy when people are carrying flowers and walking around. Aw… isn't that so nice… Maybe I should become a delivery man, delivering all sorts of flowers to all sorts of people, be it happy or sad occations… Hmm… sounds fun…

New stunts today! Welcomed Lyapunov into my FYP… zzz…

Thursdays are scary… Ahhh…

I sense coldness… And it's a very familiar feeling… Hmm…

Why cold? Because there's no warmth. It's that simple. Get it? No?

When it's cold, what to do?

……

Oh well. I can/cannot do anything about it.

I was thinking, maybe one day, it will be so cold that I will eventually be frozen to death. And no one will notice. How great. Who cares.

And then, what happens next? Something will happen ba. Lol.

Happy Valentine's Day, everyone! Don't be cold. Be warm! Lol…

Yes!!! I have a date!!! It's 14 February!!!

Get the joke? Some people don't wor… lol!

Still far from him… grrr…

72 words

Touch Typing

Hmmm… kop this from sicong. How he reach 79 …. zzzz

61 words

Touch Typing

Aiyo…. what am I doing? Say… say… say… can die ar?

But nevermind… I guess. Aw.

I was thinking, hmm.. why like that leh? Chim hor…

If anyone understand the above, please leave a message in my tagboard. Wahhaa…

Top, from left: Junwei, me, Guohao.
Front, fron left: Angela, Sheena, Youhui, Sicong, Trecia, Mandy.

And so, these were the remaining people for steamboat at Sicong's house. And we were expecting more. Mandy said that all managed to find excuses to fly aeroplane. And yes, the gathering was actually mentioned 2 months ago in December, during our gathering at Orchard.

And one person was caught red-handed playing bball at the bball court, and he said he could not come as he had to do homework. I did not know NTU people were so busy doing homework.

And one person came to help prepare the food, and then went off to AMK. Thank you very much for helping us cut those veggies and whatevers.

And hor… are all the people in the above pic single? Wahaha I think so leh… (except for that mother la, and Guohao, whose gf took the pic for us). And hor… we have only seen Guohao's gf before. This was the second time. The others? Hiding behind coconut trees?

Ok la… at least there's some changes in 'standard people'. And thanks everyone for coming. Thanks Mandy for organising! Without Trecia's mum, we will not have any outings! Lol…

Ok, so when's the next one? Wahaha

Went to school quite late today. Was at home trying to fine-tune something before I make a copy into the lab's computer for use. Reached school at almost 12. Met Grace for lunch. It's been a long time. Lol.

Tennis at 2.30pm, all the way till 6pm. players were chris, lionel #1, lionel #2, jonathon, jarrod, charlene, eddy ng, and me. Hmmm… Eddy came to try to play. I think he will not have much problem learning this sport. Ball judgement ok. Basic hitting ok. Just need to hit more. Wahaha…

Ate at YIH, and then home. The siao 96 aircon was so cold. I hoped that it will bring me straight home…. so I can just zzzz on the bus…. it's a big fat dream…

Ok, added another blog link, to support a bit of a CSS 1E 1996, 2E 1997 classmate! Lol…

Added Ivy Tan from 93.3FM. http://adultdelinquent.blogspot.com/.

Ok, they reminded me to change, and so, I updated the 'info' section, and included an extra 'bonus' info. Lol.

And so, it's past a quarter of a century. Oh well. Sometimes, I just think, what am I trying to do here? Heh. I guess everyone has this question appearing in their heads once in a while.

I prefer simplicity. I can't live a complicated life. I want to find a job, have a steady income, and live in comfort with my family. I want to find a girl, have a steady relationship, and get married. I want to have good health, less major injuries, and be pain-free.

It's not simple at all it seems. I have so many wants. I am being greedy. Lol.

Sometimes, I just can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. Sometimes, I thought I have seen the light, but it seems that they are all illusions, all carefully thought, carefully designed in my mind. Sometimes, it seems very dark. So dark that I want to give up.

No. I will not give up that easily. Lk at 25. Things shall be different.

But, it has been a quarter of a century. Do I still have that kind of chance? Will people give me chances? Will people really care? Will I be able to survive?

I shall. I will.

Ok, thanks to all who have managed to remember that 9 feb is my day. Love you all lots *hugs and kisses muackz* Lol. For those who have forgotten, heh.. too bad, but it's very normal. For those who know but never bothered, too bad, it's normal too. For those who did not know at all, now you know. Wahaha…

Ok lame…