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Lk Recommendation for people who have not heard of this song… A bit sad, the lyrics, but overall it’s a great song. I like it very much. Lol…

And I think this song is a very hard song to sing during k-box sessions… Lol…

明天以后 （粤语版）

唱：林峰/泳儿
词/曲：伍仲衡

泳：曾流行情歌虽则都继续播
可惜今天无缘一起高歌一趟
唱[没结果]再合唱亦没结果

峰：明明以前是我傻
求求你姑息我
填词人替我写出的痛楚
期望你开口唱吧
合唱歌那可得我

泳：当初你抛开我 （峰：我独唱一次“认错”）
泳：你为何麻木地高歌（峰：唱下去不理为何）

泳：失去的恋爱难以勉强
峰：开一句声 听着情歌总能满足一秒遐想
峰：日后留恋你的声线
泳：恐怕未放下
泳：明日更不堪设想 （峰：而我不堪设想）
合唱：一千句 亲爱的 恐怕时间到了无缘再遇上
峰：我亦无办法得到见谅
泳：忘掉我声音以后别惆怅 （峰：沉默一刻我在惆怅）
合：始终无法合唱

峰：祈求回头亦太难 如何唱多一晚
无人饶恕我比悲歌更惨
泳：其实你分手以后 这一天已心淡
峰：当初你 抛开我 我独唱一次[认错]
泳：你为何麻木地高歌
合：消失的激情还要热播
谁人仍然是你记住的一个

泳：你要试着放低我
峰：我怕我以后还是唱没结果（泳：已是结果）
合：以后得一个

明天以后(国语版)

唱：林峰&泳儿
词/曲：伍仲衡/冯颖琪
改编词：姜忆萱

泳:在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走

林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
还来不及对你说
迟到的我的心动

泳:你的好 你的坏
林: 我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你心疼我 (林: 我不要你离开我)
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一 (林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你

林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
泳:我从来没对你说
压抑的 我的心动

林: 我的好 我的坏 我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你来心疼我
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一 (林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你

泳:爱情总让人折磨
林: 所以我们才选择
合: 做比情人更好的朋友

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)

合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你

Wahh… we had a last-minute decision to eat at Tiong Bahru Plaza, under the influence of somebody… you know, somebody…

Well, we all lived in the west side anyway… lol

People involved: Minyan, Calvin, Mingpo. And me. We had ramen! At Beppu. Ok la.. not bad. Price’s not that ex too. Gonna try more chilli next time. lol…

Before that, we were waiting for MP. Went around shop here and there lor.. actually, only bubble tea and NTUC la.. Heh…

Waited for the toopid cab with MP. The queue was long. The other queue was empty (TAXI QUEUE)… Zzz… We waited like, half an hour? I think somebody should have reached home, and nuaing already…

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Ok, for lunch, we went to Jalan Kayu!!!! Prata at Cafeela! Lol… prata, and prata, and murtabak, and mee goreng, and indian rojak…. WOAHH…. yummy stuffs wor… Lol…

Total number of people: 8. Total number of motorcycles: 1.

废话… most of us took the bus la!!!

And I thought that we got a new colleague in the morning. Qiuxiang was in party mode. Lol…

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And today’s 31th Oct. I failed to reach my target of completing my work by month end.

Anticipating congratulatory messages, if any. Thanks. Lol.

Bo bian mah. New requirements keep popping up.

And what to do today? NUA!

And maybe hop over to Queensway later, if I am done with nuaing.

And maybe roll over to Popular, if I am done with Queensway.

And maybe nua more…Lol…

Today, I tried something different. I decided to take the train home. The other direction.

Calvin was going to Tanjong Pagar, and I thought I might as well try that route.

And so, instead of a single train all the way to JE, I had to transfer at Raffles Place. I felt no difference in travelling times, just that I had more choices to get off the train.

On the way, I was talking with Calvin. About what he has done with his gf, the nice things he did, about food that he is going to cook tonight… etc…

And suddenly, the topic changed. He was giving advice. To me.

Advice that I think, are relevent and true.

He knows what I am thinking deep inside.

Pro.

Maybe that’s why I chose to take that MRT route. I was seeking answers?

Really? idk…

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Today, I chose to alight at Clementi. Calvin said he would try to buy the stuffs at Tanjong Pagar, and so, I gave Tiong Bahru a miss. Hmm. Went over to the coffee shop to buy my dinner from that 可爱鸡 stall. Then bought something that I should not have: chocolate milk shake from Mcdonald’s. Zzz. Took 78 after that, as I wanted to nua all the way home without changing buses.

On the way down from the upper deck of the bus, I was wondering where was the cup that I had placed at the side of my bag. I looked back at the stairs, and there it was, sitting nicely on the railings… stunt leh… it’s not everyday that I got to do that. Duhz.

Of course, I removed the cup and threw it away after I alighted from the bus. Heh.

While walking home from that bus stop, I thought I was in foreign territory. That bus stop was not the usual one where I got off the bus. Well, the surroundings had changed since the last time I remembered. Upgrading here and there, redirections here and there, etc. But somehow, I still managed to find my way home (废话. If I got lost in my own neighbourhood, I must be really @*#&!@(!) pathetic).

My favourite activity, whenever in an open space at night, is to look up at the sky. To look at the moon, the stars, the clouds. And somehow, I will feel a little bit more energised, and a little bit more happy.

Looking up, and wondering…

And then, closing my eyes, and feeling…

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And then…. Opening my eyes and make sure there’s no incoming traffic while I cross the car park or road. Duhz. Wahahah!

wtd…

Well, I think it’s time I change my ringtone! I think I have been singing in the trees for too long… I need to get down to ground level.

I was browsing through my MP3s… but I still have not decide on which is the one I am sooo gonna use.

Hmmm…

Anyway, went for a swim once again. The water’s cold tonight. And different. Whenever the water’s cold, it felt much lighter than normal. Just, different. And cold water has the tendency to have an effect on my calf muscles. And so, what I did? Swam a few laps, and stone there lor…

Stoning is good… I am at peace with myself… peace… hearing the water, feeling the ripples around me… the splashes…

Went over to IMM after that. Bought a facial wash. It’s running out. Nothing else.

Walked over from IMM to JE. Nothing else.

Walked to buy dinner, even though I was not that hungry. Somehow, swimming did not make me hungry. Nothing else.

Went into NTUC to grab some things. Nothing else.

Went to wait for 143, and got really qiiiiiiiii gek. I think I might have reached home faster by walking.

Hmmm…

Oh yeah, today’s 1 month since I came back from Honolulu. Nothing else.

And yes, I feel contented today. Nothing else.

知足…

知足
唱：五月天

怎么去拥有一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能知道足够

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛

那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛 wo…

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐再不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

… I never realised that… this song is that sad… opps.

Ok ok…. a more happier, more positive song… let’s listen to a … salted fish..

咸鱼
唱：五月天

我是一只咸鱼 不想承认 也不能否认
不要同情我笨又夸我天真 还梦想著翻身
咸鱼就算翻身 还是只咸鱼 输得也诚恳
至少到最后我还有咸鱼 不腐烂的自尊

我没有任何天分 我却有梦的天真
我是傻 不是蠢 我将会证明 用我的一生

我如果有梦 有没有错 错过才会更加明白 明白坚持是什么
我如果有梦 梦要够疯 够疯才能变成英雄 总会有一篇 我的传说

我不好也不坏 不特别出众 我只是敢不同
我的人生就是一错再错 错完了再从头
也许放弃掉一些 活得更轻松 我却不再是我
我不愿一生晒太阳吹风 咸鱼也要有梦

我没有任何天分 我却有梦的天真
我是傻 不是蠢 我将会证明 用我的一生

我如果有梦 有没有错 错过才会更加明白 明白坚持是什么
我如果有梦 梦要够疯 够疯才能变成英雄 总会有一篇 我的传说

我如果有梦 有没有错 错过才会更加明白 明白坚持是什么
我如果有梦 梦要够疯 够疯才能变成英雄 总会有一篇 我的传说

有一天有我的天空

Lalalalaaaaaaaa

作我的英雄 在我的天空 我知道你懂 知道你会懂…

New Day!!!

Lk.reset()…

Lol!

I have to use different blog posts, to isolate different events. Maybe they are somehow related, but still, it’s better to separate them.

 

淘汰

唱:陈亦讯
词:周杰伦
曲:周杰伦

我说了所有的谎 你全都相信
简单的 我爱你 你却老不信
你书里的剧情 我不想上演
因为我喜欢 喜剧收尾

我试过完美放弃 的确很踏实
醒来了 梦散了 你我都走散了
情歌的词何必押韵 就算我是k歌之王
也不见得 把爱情唱得完美

只能说我输了 也许是你怕了
我们的回忆 没有皱折 你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了 你的不安赢得你信任
我却得到你 安慰的淘汰

我试过完美放弃 的确很踏实
醒来了 梦散了 你我都走散了
情歌的词何必押韵 就算我是k歌之王
也不见得把 爱情唱得完美

只能说我输了 也许是你怕了
我们的回忆 没有皱折 你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了 你的不安赢得你信任
我却得到你安慰的淘汰

只能说我输了 也许是你怕了
我们的回忆 没有皱折 你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了 你的不安赢得你信任
我却得到你 安慰的淘汰

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Sad… When I listen to the songs, and then I put myself in, it felt… painful…  really painful……

“只能说我输了”… how fitting…

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Have I lost enough yet?

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Can I stop losing already?

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Can someone just wake me up?

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Well well. Today, we managed to somehow psycho Calvin to take taxi with us to Anchor Point! He was looking for Delifrance, and somehow told him there’s one there.

Oh well. wondered who that was…

Anyway, Minyan, Yinghao and I went to Queensway after confirming there’s no Delifrance in Anchor Point, and Calvin left to hunt for another branch. She bought shoes, he bought a frisbee, and I decided to be ‘sponsored’ by Nike for 1 more time.

I think there will be more of  ‘1 more time’.

And then, we went to Ikea for dinner. Wah… ate quite a lot. Yummy meatballs, yummy chicken leg, yummy chicken wings. Very full.

If only I can teleport my racket over to me. I had cut off the strings on Sunday. I had wanted to bring the racket for restringing on Sunday. But I was too lazy to get out of home.

Or better, if there’s a plan to go Queensway today, I would have brought the racket for restringing, and collect it today.

But never mind. Last minutes decisions are fine. Lol! More interesting mah.

Went for a swim just now. It’s shiok! It’s really nice to swim after work, to clear my mind of certain thoughts… and to be better for tomorrow.

Now, maybe that’s a bit to exaggerated. Lol…

After speeding around (another exaggerated point), I just stoned at one side of the pool, thinking. No, not about work. Something else. And then, I held my breath and went underwater to stone for another 30 seconds.

One side said: Yes, go for it. One side said: No, don’t. Conflicting ideas.

Maybe I should listen more to the former. It feels… more ok.

 

Maybe I have no idea at all…

 

After the swim, I went over to IMM for a bit of shopping at Giant. Bought some cabbage and carrots, and a bottle of coleslaw. Heh. I must get the ‘formula’ right…

Some utensils…

And also, bought 2 cups of Nissin Tom Yam Cup Noodles… to complement the Chilli Crab one I had at home…

And Nutrisoy…

Bought this Pokka plum green tea at 7-eleven. Hmm… tasted more like plum juice. Lol.

 

Maybe I still have no idea…

 

CHIM.

Every year, Christmas to me, is nothing.

It is a day where, I will hide at home, play some games, watch some movies, do some interesting things.

And so far, every year, it has been the same.

I wonder if this year will be any difference?

Hmm… who knows…

Lol… watched episode 8 this morning, and finally understood why Jeremy used these words a few weeks ago.

Sometimes, I also want to ask myself that 3-letter word…

WHY???

I tried… but… why??

I attempted… but… why??

Why the results are like this??

Why am I losing out??

Why am I like this??

Why things don’t go the way I want them to be??

WHY???

Who knows why… maybe I know why. I just do not want to face up to reality sometimes.

I hope.

I believe.

I endure.