Wahhaa… it's really funny. I was reading the messages that people posted on the board, and using the dates, refer back to the entries. Oh well. I have been complaining lots I guess.
Why complain, when it don't really work?
I have always been complaining about unfair treatment. But, who do I think I am? Rich? No. Power/Authority? No. Charisma? No.
And even if I have all of the above, I will hate people sticking to me because of that. Boot-lickers, they call them.
I think I will still survive better in a place where everyone will be treated equally. There's a main rep, and everyone knows what they are supposed to do. So, I think I will be able to survive in a team. An efficient team…
But who knows. Things changes. I am used to treating people equally (but some more equal than others). Even if I am boss, I think my employees will be all over the place… wahahaha…
But that's not the point. So, my moods are depending on what's happening around me. Of course that's the case. If my mood is caused by myself, or nothing, then I should not be here. I should be spending some time at Hougang already!
And looking from various points of view over a particular incident, it's not easy. Especially when you are in it. It's nearly impossible at the point of happening. Emotions are instantaneous. Zero time. Thinking comes at T + ? t. Thinking is a signal. Oh well…
And I did a stupid just now. Choosing a date for my e-test. A date that clashes with my lab. Well done. And I thought that I will be very free during that week. Now? Die lor. Wait for the email reply.
Duhz..