I Want Change…

Hmm.. will I have some time, to change the layout here? Hmmm… I lost the original flash file during that period of time when my hard disk died for the second time within 2 weeks a few months ago. The files committed suicide also. Too bad… I was thinking of removing the chinese words up there…. hmm… see how…

And perhaps I will remove the music also. Or maybe change to some other. And I will want to work on the supposedly extension from ELove: ELove Photos… I will like to integrate everything together under 1 big family… it's been a long long time since I work on ELove functions, and I have forgotten most of what I had tried to do during the holidays. It's quite hard when you have got close to a hundred files running something common, and something different. Hmm.. But basically, the current structure works fine. I shall just keep it, and extend it! Yay…

And enough of this. More of other stuff. Yes. I have quite successfully managed to be on ignore mode for around 24 hours. Good. And it's 1st October! Happy Children's Day!!!

Ok, time to reset my phone counters too. Hmm… 341 SMSes sent for the past month. 259 received. Almost 100 in difference. It's hopeless. I don't like that, but what to do. When people are unhappy, they ignore it. When people are busy, they ignore it. When people don't care, they ignore it. When people think it's crap, they ignore it. And so, the conclusion?

I will just take it as, they don't really like to receive SMSes from me.

Some did care to explain sometimes. But some… Really… Whatever…

People just hope to receive SMSes from people they like to receive them from. I guess, I am not really in that list. And people in my list never send SMSes to me too. So, it must be me. My fault.

Just forget it. *Clear counters*

And now, talk time. Received calls: 03:10:10. Dialled calls: 00:46:47. Note: hours:minutes:seconds. Well… looks like I pick up more calls from people than they pick up mine. But then, the large amount was mainly due to a super blah blah complain person who blah blah blah none stop for 1 hour. And what did I do? Listen…

Oh well. I don't get those types of calls that often, and so, never mind.

Just forget it. *Clears counters*

Next is GPRS usage. All sent data: 6 175 B. All received data: 12 235 B. I am not sure 'B' stands for bytes or bits. But then, it's minimal usage. Last time, in the army, I used to use it quite a lot, mainly to connect to ICQ to talk crapp (Not much people to talk to. Really. Ok, to buaya, if that's the word you prefer), and to play around. That was when ICQ was still hot. Now? MSN… Going around anywhere and log in…

Just forget it. *Clears counters*

Regarding MSN. Sometimes, I spend alot of time just waiting for people to reply to my message. As in, I am sitting right in front of the laptop, answering their questions, if any, and waiting for them to respond to it. But sometimes, I really wonder, while I am presenting the solution, what are you doing? Are you doing some other homework? Are you watching TV? Are you sleeping? Are you away, doing some other thing, and hopefully, when you are back to the screen, the solutions will be there waiting for you? So that you use your time optimally? At the expense of my time? My bandwidth? My brain power?

So am I your slave brain? I want discussions, not me thinking and presenting the answers to you while you spend your time doing some other things. I mean, I don't mind showing you how things work, but then, please, help me too.

As in, sometimes, when I have things to ask people, they are not there, but suddenly, one of them appears online suddenly and in comes a message asking this asking that…

I don't like to be an answering machine. Oh well…

Just forget it. *Clears*

Anyway, the “you” at the top is just a reference term, but if you really think that “you” is you, well… good for you then…


And Friday's gone, just like that. Went home after the lecture. Heard the advertisement over 933 in the afternoon, regarding the SuperStar concert and ticket sales. Since they were announcing it, it looks like ticket sales were not that great or what? Or they had more seats? Hmm.. But anyway, no one's interested. And… and… *puts into memory*

No. Why will I want to remember such things? No. I should not. I should forget. But, happiness is more easily forgotten than other things. People tend to remember better, the bad times rather than the good. Good time passes quickly. Bad time lingers…

If there's a way to clear specific brain memory, isn't that good?

Just forget it. *Clears*

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