Rain never fails to make me happy… strange guy…
But then, I will feel a bit sad when the rain stops…
Why…
I don't know…
But then, it rained! Yeah! For the past 3 days, it has been rain bits here and there. Today's afternoon rain was slightly better than yesterday's! Well… it's coming back!
I want rain, but I don't want rain… how ironic..
[added on at 11.10pm]
Why this feeling? Maybe it's because of some BGR stuff.
Not mine ok.
Guy Z has been together with girl S for 3.5 years. For the past few months, S has not been treating Z well, and Z felt lost and insecure. Z complained that he's the one who's always taking the initiative to do things, and that she did nothing, and only said she did not know what to do. Z is very frustrated with that, and kept asking S questions that seek reassurace, but he did not get his answer. He claimed that she got a very good guy 'buddy' which he thought otherwise…
Finally, they decided to give themselves a break of a couple of months. A break to think things over. A break to calm down.
I see little light…
3.5 years… you know what that means? 3.5 years, and that's what he got back… 3.5 years…
I know that he doesn't want this to happen. But… that's the outcome…
Why? Why wait till now? Don't tell me the word's 'procrastinating'…
3.5 years. Lots of things can happen in this time frame…
Why again? Why not just be truthful? Why not just talk things over, one by one, and see where's the problem?
If it's impossible, why not just say it? Why waste people's time, and let him wait, and in the meantime, find reasons to avoid him?
Sometimes, it's better to kill the heart with one arrow, than to let the heart suffer to its death… A dead heart feels little pain, but an injured heart has to endure the pain till it dies…
Sad…
Well… I don't have much position to say these things. I am not a pro. I am not given any chances to become one…
Can anyone just shoot me with an arrow and let my heart die or what…