Funny weather. Yesterday was so bad, and today was so clear. It's totally the opposite. Siao wind directions…
Went for a swim in the late morning. Oh well, not really a swim, but more of a soaking-in-the-pool-and-looking-at-the-haze session. It was very warm… greenhouse effect I guess, caused by particles in the air.
Friday was a really hazy MAF. Lol… nothing much on the streets, just some kids playing around. I think that, with the kind of haze level, some parents would not have allowed their children to come out and play. Or maybe, MAF is just losing its charm. Maybe there are more children playing MapleStory online at that time, than holding lanterns and walking around.
Computers… aw…
Basically, I did enjoy MAF when I was young, especially during primary school days. It's so fun! We used to play with the sand at the playground, digging tunnels and all… and get ourselves dirty with sand all over, and my mum would scold me for the amount of sand in my clothes… Wahaha…
I remembered that there was once, during MAF, we played night bball, and then went to have a mini feast at a nearby coffee shop. Little bball gathering. Wow…
Now? I can just stay at home, what else? Stay at home and play MapleStory. Wahaha yeah fighting out for bandwidth with kids. >.<
It would be quite impossible to get people out for something, on MAF. Some would have to go home. Some have more important things like spending time with GFs, BFs, or whatever Fs they have, and some will just want to relax.
Me? Do I have a choice? Not really. And I have accepted it. That's the way it has to be. I am like this. So be it.
Sunday? Was ok. Bball with only 3 people, and we still managed to survive till 5.30pm. Ok la. I have just confirmed my new way of shooting. What I have to do, is to think of nothing else but bball. Control the ball and lead it in! Feel it, hear it.
Or maybe, I should keep something in my mind? Just a little? Lol…
Currently, I do not know what else I want to do… Haiz… some things are better left undone, and some things have to be done, but I just do not have the mood to start.
And so, let me start a discussion then. It's about getting people to go out with you.
Ok I have decided. Not today. Another time. Wahahahaa.. duhz… I am too affected by other things maybe. I need to shift my attention out of here.
And how can I not have this lyrics here? One of my siao songs to blast since long ago…
Runaway – Linkin Park
Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
I'm gonna run away and never say goodbye
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
I'm gonna run away and never wonder why
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
I'm gonna run away and open my mind
(gonna run away/mind gonna run away gonna run away/mind mind gonna run away mind gonna run away/mind gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away/mind)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
I wanna run away
and open up my mind
I wanna run away
and open up my mind
I wanna run away
and open up my mind
I wanna run away
and open up my mind